Sunday, January 29, 2006
ITS NEW YEAR.
Wishing everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Kinda happy...received quite a number of red packets..lolx.
Went to each other's house this very morning...everything goes very smoothly.Dunno its normal face or black faces...but dats it.Its already done...no use turning back right.But i think its quite peaceful..hahas.
Dan we went back n go seperate ways...need to go to my grandma house.
Quite alot of things happen dere also..lolx.Damn funny.
I freaking hell drink so many there.N im surprised dat i still can tahan.Not bad...improve le...ahahas.
Receive calls from some friends...din expect they call.
Anw...these few days i did try to amend my music codes.But it seems dat its not working anymore...sh1t manz.Haiss...dunno wat the hell happen.So mafan....make my head so big doing all these.
But i will keep trying till i can hear music in my bloggy..lolx.
Dunno why...everything seems so sad suddenly sometimes..haiss.
Whats wrong manz.
Going to turn 17 soon..so fast.
22 more days...dan i will turn 17.
Think i will try to achieve wat i really want to do.Not going to care wat those brainless n those trying to act clever says.Im doing it my way...u dun lyk it,dan juz too bad.
Those pple who simply dun care or believe certain things...juz keep it dat way.I've nothing to say...not going to beg u pple to believe or watever.There's no need to do all these...its their business.Its my own life..u either believe it or shut up.Got nothing better to do izzit..waste time telling rubbish.The best is dun ask so freaking mch...n stop all comments or gossiping.I cant stand it.
Im tired of all these manz.When is it going to stop.We are all growing up...so wat those childish thinking for..haiss~cant understand.
Alright...anw,dunno tml going where sia.Heard some pple coming to my house..but dunno wat is the latest plan lahs.Dun really care...chinese new year~we only follow parents around...n dan near the end of chinese new year,we will have our own time.
K le...think shall end here.
Quite a long post today..lolx.
Ciaoz~!!!
I blogged at 11:19 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
Well...din attend school for 3 days.GREAT.
Im sick....lolx.Din go sch still so happy.Haiss...must be missing lots of things.
Anw..today din go school becoz family got smething on.Muz stay home n hlp out.So my mum allow me not to go school..anw its only 2 hr.Go also no use...juz the new year celebration.
Ytd night...got sme family problems...SCREAM alot.CRY alot too.N i pray to God dat very night.Hope he answer my prayer.N i seriously hate my daddy sometimes...well,espcially ytd.But nv md,God wants him to be my daddy.There must be smething i can do to hlp.N i cried for freaking 2 hours or so...i kneel down praying hard.The more i pray,the more i cry.Haiss...God is talking to me.He wants me to be good so dat my daddy can see im changing.N he too can do it.
My mum saw it...i knew she's going to cry soon.But she did not...she hug me instead.Im so freaking happy.
'Love your enemies.PRAY for those who hurt you." (Matthew 5:44) Meaningful...very meaningful.Its true manz...just love ur enemies.1 day,they will change bit by bit.
Alright...finally my house is really 100% prepare for the new year today.Juz finish all the things...packing n throwing stuffs away..hahas.
N later my family n i going down to Chinatown to buy sme new year goodies.Must stock up already...not enuf.
Alright..think should stop le...
Going out now...hahas.
Ciaoz~!!!
I blogged at 4:22 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
B4 i start going mad n start typing rubbish,i muz thanks Celestine for brging me back to church again.
Yes...God is always with me...i can feel it.
In a bloody bad mood today..dunno why.
I skip school today...GREAT.
Well....i stay at hme the WHOLE day.N i thought of many many many things.
ALONE in my room.
I din go anywhere...n i din answer any phone call.
I dun wish to do anything.Just wish dat i can be alone..dats it.
Many things happen recently...UNHAPPY things.Others might not know...its just the surface they see.Well,some might know it...but maybe they think im lying.Watever~dun wish to add more.
I am what i am...im not those any cats or dogs outside okies.
Freaking hell.
If u pple dun freaking understand...juz go bang ur head on the wall.
It won't make any difference,because u pple are already stupid n brainless.
N if u pple dun like it,juz keep ur comments to urself.N go gossip among urselves...useless pple only knows how to gossip.
1 thing...jrock ain't satanic okay.
Shut up b4 others laugh at u brainless pple.
Stop thinking u pple are smart.
Only know how to act...but u see,ur skills not dat gd....i see through it.
If u cant accept,dat does not means i cant accept.
Im a girl....who like this kinda stuffs...so wat?
Haiss...these 2...make my blood boils.
N i find out when i did sme deep thinking.
I dun really have any best friend u know...wierd girl i am.Maybe.
I have friends...but those are hi-bye friends.They dun cherish each other.
But nv md...its not a bad thing to be alone.
Pple say im strange...i dun care...dats me.
Old friends are liddat....n new friends are liddat too.
So far i tried contacting them,they dun seems to appreciate it.
Nv md...i've done my part.
Im tired of all those stuffs...many things i've thought of today are so bloody sad.
Wat is this...it seems dat there are more unhappy things in my life.
Haiss...im really lucky i have God with me all the time.
He's there for me when im really down.He,the 1 who gave me strength.
Smetimes i really feel lyk crying...of course not outside...but at hme.
I think i nid sme 1 to talk to...have those crying feeling quite often.Dunno wats wrong.
"God,i call out to you because you will answer me.Listen to me.Hear my prayer." (Psalm 17:6)
Isn't dat a gd phrase...its really warmhearted to see this.
Tml gotta go to sch...sian.
But nv md...muz buck up!!
Going to be new year le...wishing every 1 a Happy Chinese New Year.
Gotta end here...
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 7:32 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Well...im back again.
LONG TIME din update my poor bloggy le....haiss.
Guess wat....I FAIL MY BLOODY N LEVEL.
N i decide to repeat.
Asshole..i pass all n juz fail my freaking maths.WAT IS THIS.
Now..im working n studying.Dun worry,i work for 2 days..or 1 day only..hahas.
Try my very best to study hard...but it seems alittle difficult n.....dunno how to say.
Been rather busy these few months....
no time to come online...yah...
so pls pls pls do forgive me lahs.
If got time sure come n update de ok.
Notice dat my blog is old...n dere is NO SONG.
GOSH~~~~OH MY TIAN!!!!!!I hate it manz....so,nxt time got chance n got the TIME,i will re-do my bloggy.
Been busying working last yr...dan tis yr so busy in studies.HAISS.SH1T ALL THESE.
FEEL lyk crying...cry also no use....sme things happen,n others wun know it.
Have been waiting n waiting for his action....n dere is no bloody respond..gosh..WAT A MAN!
SO...4get abt it...i will start anew with the nxt 1..n carry on with our lifes.
Nxt time dun come crying n say smething strange to me..i dun freaking care.
Freinds all ard...but u see,things are liddat.AGAIN..u can see ard u,sme r not u true frens.OPEN UR EYES N SEE..YA.
Juz think abt it,n look ard.U will notice sme who are REALLY SUPPORTING U,N HLPING U.
N yes,i notice these pple ard me...n im grateful.I got lots of hlp from them...THX MANZ!!!!
Anw...i think i've update enuf le bahs.
Got time dan update bahz~
CIAOZ~!!!!!!!!!!
I blogged at 8:39 PM
