NAOMI
20 February 1989
Happily married to Mr Chow
Loves my daughter - Mikaela.

Naomi Shiu

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School is more n more n more n more n more tiring. *notice i always starts with sch is tiring coz its REALLY tiring,,ya?*
N yes..i change my bloggy song.Change to Jerry C's Canon rock.Those don't know him...aw man~go to youtube.com see his video.His guitar skills so damn pro.
Well other than dat u pple can go youtube.com see other videos like Ronin's performance n more.lols.Help to advertise here.
Today dunno wat the hell happen,i actually doze off during maths lesson.Feel like slapping myself...other lesson i don't care,but its MATHS!!damn it.But lucky i manage to like really listen to what tcher is talking about,n i kinda understand how to solve those maths problems.yay-ness.
Went out with Steph and Joanne after school.Actually wanted to watch the horror movie "49 days",but AMK don't have SUITABLE time for us.damn it.So we went to J8 to check out...n there was freaking hell NO "49days" showing there.haiss.Left with no choice,we just shop around.
Ate pastamania for lunch. =) Was so tempted to spend money,many nice stuffs around.lols.Oh n we saw some VERY VERY VERY nice cigg box.It was so damn nice,those containers....those boxes...aw man!!So so so beautiful with those design and colours.Never smoke already,no use getting that.Yea...but it was really very nice.haiss.Feel like buying,but scare i might regret wasting money on such things.
Went home at 5pm.Wait for the bus so damn long...reach the bus-stop n it was raining.So i walk in the rain..lols.It was fun u know...in the rain.hahas. im sick n i knew it.
Erm...n tml got Biology test.I din study for it..great great great.
My hand was healed.Can continue to practice on my guitar.lols. Not fully healed though,but it was not so painful anymore.Only sometimes when i put too much strength on my left hand n it will hurts.Canon rock = excitement to me.lols.But seriously i know i can't play as well as Jerry C.Not too thickskin...i know my standard.
Can't wait for March school holidays.I wanna sleep more than 12hours...lols.
Oh yes...i quit pizza hut already.Really miss the people there alot!!! haiss.Can't do anything abt it,my dad is nagging me like mad.Its alright...as long as i still can go jamming and stuffs.Don't really care much.Music...jrock is love. =)
Linette ALWAYS makes me high...both in msn and in school. n she reads my bloggy.lols.love her man.

Im stuck...

ciaoz~!!

Was bloody tired in school today.Serious!!
I slept for 3 freaking hours only.Went to bed at 3am...and wakes up at 6am+.N i was almost late for school.Lucky i was fast enough.
Something happen after pe lesson today.Was bloody angry with dat freaking "maggie" girl in my class.She freaking hell dare to raise her voice at me n say me M A D . Freak her!!!! Think i scare izzit...think she dunno me well.In the end i scream her back,and the matter was over.I can be lounder dan her,don't try me.Asshole~she need smackings from me.knn.Guess wat,she was in the wrong n she got the bloody cheek to say me.
After school went to amk central to makan with Steph and Esther.The sun...the heat....oh my tian.I feel like im melting and dying under the sun.It was so hot...n i was so tired.Went home ard 4.30pm+....we share a cabby home.Cant tahan..i feel like fainting whenever i walk under the sun.Cant stand the heat in S'pore...aw man.
I reach home and feel so weak.N i got flu again.damn it.lack of sleep because of flu...can hardly breath ytd when im sleeping.Dats why i went online,n slept at 3am.But now im alright..took my medicine.Went to bath and fall asleep after that.
Oh n my hand...i guess i practice too much on my guitar.U know i really sucks playing canon rock ("Canon in D" rock).Last jamming session we kinda tried it,n it sucks.I was so damn slow...aw man,i feel like slapping myself.N i can't even practice well...no electric guitar.So yea..i practice on classical guitar.Feel so dumb.I practice kinda long...n my hand hurts alittle when i get too rough on my left hand.Dunno how to explain...there's smething hurting my left hand like the veins inside..and my fingers. Actually im quite addicted to this song now.lols.
Sianz...haven start on my homework.English journal...walau.I hate it.N there's assembly tml.sh1tty feeling.
Might be changing my bloggy song...sooner or later lahs.yup. depends on my mood ya...

ending here...
Ciaoz~!!!

Slept till 12.30pm today.Great feeling.lols.
N i went out for shopping today.N jos got a watch for me.Aw man~i don't even bear to spend so mch on a watch n yet he bought it.It was nice though~n it cost $30.I really think its alittle expensive...n i seldom wear watch.The watch was pretty nice...came from Japan~n there was lots n lots of fake "diamonds" on it.The leather was black..its just nice.hahas.Left ard evening..n we go seperate ways.
Dan aft dat have my dinner with my family.N we walk ard...took some pics with my mummy n my younger sis.lols.Reach hme at ard 9.45pm.Damn tired...and i suffer lots outside.
I got flu.damn it.It was kinda serious.N i feel like its the end of the world.sh1t flu.
I bought this month's lime mag.Ronin looks hot inside.N levan's shirt...not normal shirt.Its a ED HARDY SHIRT..LONG SLEEVED...N IT COST $261.40.Aw man!!!!But it was really very very nice.I think i saw it once when i went to heeren's Ed hardy shop.lols.
Alright...n i just know that the school have invited Ronin for our Art Fiesta thingy.GREAT MAN!!But thinking of it,i think my letter has gone to waste.Even though dat gay guy..erm i mean Mr Minjoot had read it,but i think they already plan to invite Ronin le.Anw i don't mind lahs~don't care so mch..coz RONIN IS COMING AGAIN MAN!!!lols.
Oh n i was been comment by freaking Alan dat i got serious eyebag problem when i smile.So nxt time if we meet up for jamming session,i shall stare at u my dear Alan.I knew it...i know u love my staring n i shall do it nxt time.But i just got to admit it....just scroll down for evidence.Yes,dat pic with Joanne...i can't deny it.
N ytd i just deleted some "friends" or rather strangers from my friendster list and msn.Im sorry to do dat,but i dont wanna have so mch pple i don't really know in my list.Its kinda messy ya?N those who got deleted are pple whom i haven talk before,n its really sad to say dat u pple just add n kept quiet all the way not chatting.Maybe sometimes im not always on the comp n did reply slow or i put away/busy,but they took their effort to like find sometime to talk.Not like others,pple just kept quiet the whole year i can say.Its true,the whole year din even chat with me ok...yea,im not dat bad.Those whom i chat b4 are safe.lols.
Im nice. =)

yes its a long post.

shall end here.Ciaoz~!1

Ytd...went to j8 with Esther after school.
Makan there.And we watched Final Destination 3.The movie was great coz there was LOTS and LOT of bloody scenes.Its a nc16 movie,those under 16 dun freaking hell try to get it.lols.Im 17 already.Already warn le...dun blame if u cry in dat movie.Its really gross and stuffs lahs.Hahas.
After that i went home.And i went to Jos house for drinking again.He bought the orange ones...it taste alittle bad coz i like the lime ones.Im picky i know.Went home for dinner~and i go back to his house again.Stayed overnight dere...to watch MARS.Yea man!!!Love dat show!!!Its kinda nice.
Today...din go to church.Coz already promise the rest to go jamming.
And we were stupid enough to try playing canon rock.lols.And it din sounds too correct...abit messy.And i am so addict to this song.Jerry C really play great.He makes me high high into the sky!!lols.
After that we went to walk around Orchard.Went to kino to browse at the magazines...u know~not enough cash and i got to browse.Its good enough..i got to see the magazines.Was bloody tempted to use my atm card...but i make it.Went out of kino saving my money in my bank.lols.
Ate pratas for dinner.It was great..coz Leong paid for me.lols.Aw man~he is such a super sweetie. the true is he own me 1 dinner,so dats it. Well...he treat me dinner this time,why not buy me a electric guitar nxt time?hahas.
Just reach home...time was ard 9.30pm.Kinda tired...although i slept till 1pm in the afternoon today.lols.Spent 7 hours outside...went out ard 2.30pm.

I want to continue watching MARS.Think i shall go over jos house later.Yay-ness.

and dats it. The End. hahas

ciaoz~!!

Went home straight after school.
Dunno wat the hell happen to my Eng tcher.She became so freaking angry.And i don't rmb we took 10 bloody minutes to greet her.We were only noisy and not ready and dats all.She sure we took 10 minutes??!!?Haiss...heck lahs.1 moment she's so angry,and the other moment she joke with us.Oh my tian.
Was doing my homework just now.Maths is fine..but English is so damn bloody lame.Is there a link between comic strips and English language?The only thing i know is those freaking characters inside is "talking" in English and dats all.I seriously hate drawing manz~damn sh1tty.I can sing and play a song for u but not drawing...and the problem is I CAN'T DRAW.My drawing sucks can.Just laugh if u want~i just hate art,drawings...blehs~!!!Until now i haven complete my English homwork.damn it.
Went to jos house to have a drink this afternoon.He bought my favs..the lime ones.lols.And i freaking hell drank 3 bottles.It was so damn nice.I brought my homework over his house,but i din even touch it.lols.
Felt so tired recently.lack of sleep.I miss my 12hours+ + + + of sleep during the holidays.
Oh and the nyp thingy.Gosh~dat girl...kinda pity her.Its all over now..paisei-ness.If me i think just let me die man...don't even dare to step out of the house.freaking shameless about it.Its the "hot topic" in school man...the clip is everywhere...ITS REALLY EVERYWHERE.Strangers and freakos in my msn all so high abt it...this shows dat they have seen it.
My brother hlping me to write a letter to dat gay guy.Hope he really thinks about it SERIOUSLY.Don't play with me man...im SINCERE okies.If not i think the art fiesta will be meaningless.lols.Ronin = yay-ness. im not sick.i just like them can.
Damn restless now.Blogging n doing homework at the same time.Finally finish both Maths and English.Pro right~lols.But i haven even start anything on my F&N coursework.freak manz.


And i can't wait for saturday. =)

Ciaoz~

School is bloody tiring.
I attend maths remedial.Mdm Yin was great.
Hate thursday alot.There's 3 freaking periods of english.damn it.
Haven even touch my homework.Yay-ness!!
Suffer lots in class...ginnas in my class call him xiao bai.slap manz!!Heartless freak.
Went home straight aft remedial.Took a nap...n now im active.
Sianzation...i hate school.REGRET.Its tough man.freaking hell.
Feel like smacking somebody.lols.
Linette makes me high man.Cant talk to her on msn if u want to have a early night.And we both are sick.Crazy till blehs~lols.
I hope Ronin can come to our school again for the arts fiesta thingy.Duno wat the hell it is..but i hope they can come.Need to talk with dat gay guy 1st.
Shall end here...and dun force me to think anymore.
I don't have things to write and dats it.
Ciaoz~!!

Just reached home.
Damn tired.
Aft school went to makan with Joanne and Cherlyn.Dan bought smethings for my table top decorations.
Din study for Physics test.Great manz~im going to fail again.N Ang ku kueh going to be disappointed.
My sore throat is ok now.N im ready to go for jamming.Freaking excited about it~jamming on sat!!
Stephanie was bloody sick.Can hear her voice...damn "sexy" man.lols.She got medical leave for 3 days actually.But she's coming to school tml...miss out quite alot of school work.
Went to Jos house just now.He call me in when i pass by his house.His mum gave me an ang pao for my bday!!
Aw man~im quitting pizza hut.Miss the pple there.My daddy is nagging me abt it~haiss.He said he can give me extra if i want,just quit n concentrate on studies.But can't i freaking hell earn my extras myself.I miss Zul...just cant accept the fact that he quit before me.My big brother in pizza hut~just leave like this.
Im stuck.Erm~oh n Ronin's album was great.Listen the whole album dunno how many times.lols.
Rebecca is a nice girl...and she really look alike like xiaowen.Cant believe it...and she's a quiet girl in class.
Im posting up pics later.1 of them was taken with Joanne.Cherlyn was damn pro in phototaking.We took dat pic in the mrt train..during the new year season.Was freaking squeezy in the train...moving about n bumping into others.But the picture turns out nice~lols.Steady man Cherlyn!
Ending here....
Ciaoz~!!


Dir En Grey.That's the pic dat luke got for his bloggy.Saw his bloggy n i find out i got that pic too.lols.


That's Shinya.Taken by 1 of the fans in Taipei.I wish i was there to smack any pple who touches Shinya.lols.


Shinya.He's freaking charming. to me.


Me and Joanne.Taken by Cherlyn,our camera lady.lols!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
Erm...and those pple whose bday falls on the 20th too.Like Cheryl and xie zhi!!! *smiles*
Actually nothing to be high of...its only a day dat i grow older by 1 year.Officially 17 today.Glad im 17...going to be 18 soon.Gosh~its freaking fast.
Received a flower toy from Cherlyn kia.So sweet of her~quiet touched actually.lols.N many bday wishes from my classmates.
Aft sch Esther accompany me to J8's sembawang music store to look for Ronin's album.But bloody hell~they say its out of stock!!!I wanted it VERY much u know!!!Big shock to me...tears in my eyes already.But i din cry lahs~just some wetness in my eyes.Freak manz~and we ask them to hlp us ring to other outlets see got anot.Finally the 1 at Thomson plaza got...so we took a cab dere.Rushing home...so gotta take a cab.Got Ronin's album there~freaking happy.Dan aft dat we went home.Esther also bought their album.hahas.
Reach hme kinda late,ard 3.30pm.Dan i went over to jos house. =)
My sore throat is alright..but it still hurts alittle.Must heal faster...miss jamming.Dunno when can jam again.
Got maths homework today.N i freaking hell left my maths textbook in dat bloody school of mine!!!Die manz~cant do my homework already.Need to copy sia...hate it.
Saw a red electric guitar today at Yamaha.It was so nice~~~very attractive too.lols.
Aw man~i wanna get my piercing.I wanna get it~i wish to get it~i want it~n i must have it.Looking at Aoi's picture make my heart pain~i want to pierce!!I want a real one...not a fake one.
Quite sleepy now...feel like taking a nap.Dan later at night very active.Dunno why~feel very tired during day time.Im used to night life.lols.Cant blame me for sleeping in lessons sometimes.
Mr chia was so kind.Was listening to his history lesson today...n for the last 5 mins.I fall asleep...he din call me up or scold me sia,usually he scolds pple who is sleeping.Sweet~sleep until half dan the bell rings.
Took lots of pictures with my hp just now.lols.Nxt time post it up~the cake was nice,with lots of strawberries!!N i love my family. im a GOOD girl.
Thinks shall end here...have no ideas wat to write anymore.
4 more days to strive.School will end soon...n weekends will arrive soon.lols.
Ciaoz~!!!


Aoi from Gazette.look at his piercing.i want it ~ 1 freaking classmate of mine was showing off to me in school today coz he have it.Slap him manz.

I stay at home the whole day.
Suppose to go out with others.
I suffered from a very bad headache n a sore throat.I was right manz~great.So dizzy...feel like vomitting just now.
And i just SERIOUSLY hate Sunday.Really manz~just let me sleep n don't ever wake me up.
and i don't feel like going to the freaking school tml.damn it.
Im celebrating my bday tml...with my family.Sweet right~lols.And im going to beg real hard to my parents to get my piercing done.And i got to rush home after school tml.Going jos house..ya ya ya.hahas.Spending my afternoon at jos house and the whole evening will belongs to my family.Im glad i have such lovely pple around me.lols.
Chatted with many pple today over the phone.lols..was so funny manz.N i was actually being said dat i am a saddist.Oh well~cant denied it.N i cant believe they actually enjoy so mch calling "baby" here n there.Sick pple ard me...so dats why im sick also.hahas.I really cant stand that B letter word...its so freaking strange.But the feeling is quite gd if u are to call other pple a baby...hahas. i got 1 in my class.poor boy.
Today i slept till 1pm.Great feeling...lols.partly because i was not feeling well.i did wake up in the morning ard 9am.Cant help~i went to bed 3.00am ytd.Was watching videos the whole night.Watched Diru's,Gazette's,an cafe's,miyavi's,nightmare's,alicenine's video.Watched many of their pv...drooling already.hahas.AND SHINYA WAS SO BLOODY HOT.Yes~dat little drummer behind from dir en grey really attracts me LOTS.Posting two pictures up later...both picture cant be resist.lols.
Oh n i want to share with others what i learnt ytd from service.Its about your TRUE FRIENDS.There are 4 points only,take a look n think about it.Are those pple around u really ur friends?
1)Friends strengthen your hand in God.
2)Friends create FAITH not fear.
3)Friends celebrate each other's victory.
4)Friends equip you for the future.
Friends will always by your side when u are in trouble,and will not discourage u or give u nasty comments.They will encourage u,stay by ur side and will not leave u alone gossiping about u.They celebrate your victory,and if they win u,they will not boss around and will share the happiness with you.
Well~its really true manz.Was still thinking when Pastor Kong already finished talking...i think i got less than 5 TRUE friends.lols.Some don't appreciate you and take you for granted and that's really bad.Maybe some are concern about you but did not show it out.Don't know what to say~but ytd's service was really really great.
Erm....and xiaowen,i miss you too!!!!!! lols.
Alright~think shall end here le...
Ciaoz~!!


Kyo...he looks hot in this pic. but i still prefer the drummer than vox.lols.shinya!!


Shinya...bloody hot right~lols. i just love him.the way he play his drum.lols.

Suppose to work today.Thank God...Durai let me off.He's turning to become a good manager.lols.
I went to jamming today again!!N im missing jamming right now during midnight.Im sick n i knew it.lols.
Dan went to church with Celest n Adrina.Service was great.N i was freaking tired there while singing.My voice was lyk sh1t...n my throat was so damn dry.I scream alot during jamming.But God make me stronge,i strive on till the service ends.Was so glad...lols.
Thinking dat i will suffer from sore throat tml.GREAT.It still hurts alittle now.
Aft church suppose to go back to ps pizza hut for photo taking session.lols.Coz im going to quit~n i miss the pple dere freaking badly.But end up slacking ard b4 going hme.Was so damn broke dat i used my cashcard to buy drinks n stuffs.
Oh n we saw Kenny on the way.Scream dere~was so happy to see him.Once again,i hurt my throat.Dunno why i kinda miss him.Coz seldom work with him since school starts...freak school.And i received a bloody sad news.Zul quit pizza hut today.HE DIN INFORM ME~WHY DID HE LEAVE B4 ME.My heart was like~dunno what...sanking down or rather crying inside.Freak him..just leave me behind b4 i quit.He's like a brother to me~haiss.Nv md..i will ask him out,n we will take a picture together.I MISS HIM.
Anw on the way hme..we talk abt something sh1tty.Was so bloody scare dat i dun dare to walk home.Feel like slapping myself~when did i become so freaking idiotic.I even call my mum to fetch me home at the bus-stop...but my mum refused to..coz its quite a long way.Well its alright~so i walk home alone.Thinking why am i so stewpig~i should have called jos.He will come out n fetch me if i was to call him just now.But at last~i did it myself.Alone...n it was bloody dark man.Reached home n was so proud of myself.lols.
I went up to my room.Almost every 1 was asleep...gosh~so early.It was only 11.30pm manz!!N i feel scare AGAIN.Im a useless freak.Went up the stairs,almost reaching my room n i trip over.Coz i was looking ard...freaking hell.
Sianz~going to be monday soon.Save me manz~i hate school.Books n stuffs make me sleepy.I wanna go jamming for the whole day.lols.Going to school give me a feeling dat im dying soon.Let me just sleep forever n leave the bloody school.Music is my life manz~lalalalala.I live once just for music. =)
Think im stopping here.Long post today..hahas.
Ciaoz~!!

Yes its friday!!!!!
Great day.
I finally pass through the whole week of school.
Time pass bloody fast in school today.But after school i need to stay back for english remedial.hate it manz.I attend the remedial~but to my surprise,its kinda fun.U know...laughing n stuffs.
Oh n i was so so so so hyper today during history lesson.Mr chia is great...i love him.lols.
Went home straight after remedial.Take my stuffs n i went out of the house again.N it began raining...but im not that happy this time.There is sun..its not dark n gloomy n sh1t.Its freaking bright n i hate it.Feel uncomfortable...the rain was very small,so i din bother to ran hme n take my umbrella.
Finally today...i went jamming with my friends.Was so excited..jumped ard n i was being video down by kok leong.Freak him~but i deleted it.Im not the baby among u pple please.Its because u pple are OLD,n im young!! =) Fishy ask abt my result n was shocked.She din expect that i will choose to repeat.But i know 1 thing~Fishy is ready.She is ready to work hard out dere since she choose not to go back.She seems different u know~changed quite alot from last time.Think we learnt our lessons.
I reached hme ard 6.30pm.N im starting to think of tml.Die manz~i dun wanna work tml!!No church n stuffs...freaking hell.
I hate nasty comments from brainless pple.N i hate brainless pple to speak w/o thinking.Guess what~i heard brainless pple talking today.Nv md...i shall forgive dat person.Im nice and i will ALWAYS be nice. =)
Going to jos house later.Watching my shows there.
I don't want braces.I don't want big cakes n stuffs.I want to pierce.I want my guitar now.And i wish to die early.
Just now i suffered alittle at home.I love you mummy and daddy.How am i going to change all those sufferings,tell me.Daddy pls go to church with us,and 1 day u will know.Mummy is right,n somehow i think im right too.
Alright im stuck.Will add things if i got more to write later during late night.
And i shall end here.
Ciaoz~!!

Finally school is OVER.Just 1 more day to endure...dan got saturday n sunday to rest.
Oh yes,i've upload Ronin's song today.Going to change my bloggy song to One More Moment,n will also post up the lyrics.I think if any guy sing this to a girl,she will be deeply touched by you.lols.So damn meaningful..the lyrics can make pple cry nias.Or i too emotional..hahas.Appreciate ur love ones okies. Aishiteru jos!
I tried to stay awake in class today.Esp for english n biology~but i failed.I slept again...for abt 10mins i think.But aft dat 10mins i din slp anymore~see,i improved.lols.
Baby boy Russell do smething so wrong today.Gosh~cant believe my classmate can do this kind of things.He took Alan's hp n sms Alan's girlfriend "lets break up".I think Russell is crazy or smething...dun think he got baby face can do this to others.Haiss~always up to smething.N Alan's girlfriend reply "why" to him.Oh my tian~n Alan is so freaking angry.Think he must be cursing Russell inside his heart.N he seems so depressed aft dat...Keep noticing Alan sms-ing non-stop.Oh~n he look scary too.His face look so "cold"~dun have any expression,n he ignore me n stephanie when we call him.First time seeing him look so bloody angry.
Sometimes hate Russell so mch for doing such a thing~but he got such a cute face.Oh my tian~cant bear to be angry with him.Think Alan is calm enough...he just ignored everyone.This is better dan fighting.lols.
Dunno why this week feel so bloody sucky.I want to sleep forever n ever n ever!!!!!hahas.Life suck so mch smetimes dat i feel like dying.Dun ask me why i got this feeling,because i also dunno.Stupid right.Lifes ugly yet beautiful...As we grow up we will see uglier and uglier things.Its just part of our lifes.Dun think its ALWAYS so freaking beautiful.U are bloody WRONG.Not everything is perfect.
Hahas~im scaring pple here.But nv md...always look on the bright side of life.Thinking of your love ones might hlp too.But smetimes i feel i dun have any love ones,not even my family~n i rmb i scare my brother like hell last time coz i was sitting outside my window.My room is at the third storey~got nice view n fresh air,so i sat outside once.It's a nice feeling u know~n my brother happen to pass by my room.His room is juz opposite mine so he gotta pass mine 1st.He freak out n rush inside my room n call me in.But im alright~i was juz sitting outside the window,there is enough space to sit...u can even grow sme plants there.My brother dan ask if im alright.N gosh~he is sweating.Is not dat hot dat day..its a windy day~around evening.N lastly,i told my brother not to tell mum n dad abt it.He promised me...till now my parents dunno i did such a scary thing last time.
Well~just a story of mine.Coz nothing to blog about...n pple,its a true story ok.But pple,pls do not follow what i did last time.I've been under training~lols!!!!Its not the 1st time i sat outside...its just dat particular day my brother caught me.
Think shall end here...quite a long post today.lols.
Enjoy the song~n pls refer to the lyrics.U wun regret okies~promise.
Ciaoz~!!!

One More Moment
By:Ronin

Don't take too long to say
"I love you" to the ones you love,
cause time has a habit of slipping away

Out on a clear blue sky,
when lighting strikes on a sunny day,
just take me in and keep me from the rain,

And the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away,
stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,
and I need you by my side,
for just one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you

Turn away to say goodbye,
with each and every word that passes by,
like a distant memory,
and time keeps slipping away,
and time will turn to grey,
and time will be the one who holds you down,

And the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away,
stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,
and I need you by my side,
for just one more moment,
for just one more moment,

And I want you here tonight,
and I need you by my side,
for just one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad,
Before you even know what's wrong,
and in the end it hits you hard,
please tell me you'll be strong. (x2)

SCHOOL SUCKS LIKE HELL.
FEEL BLOODY STRESS.
Dunno wat the hell happen to the tchers today.Only know how to COMPLAIN.
Oh my tian~cant tahan.
Starting to slack more n more.HOW sia.Feel like slapping myself.
WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP.N i slept in Biology lesson today~for the whole 2 period.Not only me lahs...others too.They nv influence me,n i nv influence them.I feel too tired already...ytd work so hard till late night.So i slept alittle.Haiss.N the tcher went to complain.Another 1 came up to my class,have a talk with us n left.Wats wrong~its just sleeping.I seldom do dat in class.If i do dat,its either im too tired or im not interested at all.Others seems buay song when tcher went to complain.lols.
English lesson.Tcher walk out of the class.N she went to complain to our co-form tcher.Great~n the whole class stay back aft school.Are we that bad dat tcher need to complain complain n complain.Haiss.I hate english.My heart sank when there is english lessons.Its the 1st time i feel dat.Coz i nv dislike english b4,its juz the tcher who make me feel so sh1tty.
Baby boy Russell looks guilty.Coz the whole class need to stay back just becoz of him.He ask why the whole class when he is the 1 who provoke the tcher n let the tcher give up in teaching us today.Well n i told him "because u r in the class baby boy.N we r ur friends,ur classmates.So we got to stay TOGETHER." Dats it...its juz so simple.The whole class n the baby boy.If he is in a different class,dat class will also stay back.U see...its a CLASS!!!
My co-form tcher scold us too.N now than i know why Mrs Singh take our class for english.Because no 1 want to take this class.With no choice,Mrs Singh got to take over.Are we dat lousy~oh man.Din expect my co-form tcher says dat.
Im officially turning 17 soon.N i haven plan how to celebrate it.So busy~no time for dat nias.Countdown 5 days only.
I miss jamming.Now than i know...or rather today dan i find out some of my classmates go jamming too.lols.Slow in finding out things.
He say he want to have dinner with me on my bday.I haven decide yet...coz i feel sian dat it falls on Monday this yr.
I rather have a electric guitar dan putting on braces.Can my parents forget abt it.hahas.
Im working on sat.N i have church n sme other events to attend to.How~cant find a replacment sia!!Freaking hell...i thought i told the manager not to put me on sat.Haiss.Freak me out ytd when i saw my schedule on sat.
I hope i can fall sick tml.Dun wanna go school.Dere's 4 periods of english..dats 2 hour!
Just let me die manz.
hahas.like suffer from depression.
Shall end here le...
Ciaoz~!

Today went to school,but did not force myself.lols.Coz i was thinking of Ronin almost the whole day.Cant believe i can watch their live band show...coz din go to any of their gig b4.
Have my maths test today.N i feel so stressful.Its like having a big examination...my heart beat so freaking fast manz!!N i keep having the thoughts dat i will fail this maths test.Din do very well this time.haiss.
During assembly~the power 98.7fm deejays came n have a talk about their station.Aft dat its Ronin turn to perform stuffs.Scream like mad.So damn high.lols.They sang 4 songs...great manz.Like this band quite alot now.hahas.
Dan aft dat the 2nd band perform.N i was feeling alittle tired.But when i turn back,i saw Levan (the vocal in the band)from Ronin sitting behind.Coz their band set up a table selling their t-shirt,album n stuffs.Haiss~if got enough money i sure buy their album.lols.
I was kinda excited.So i ran to the back from my seats..lols.N i took a picture with him in my hp!!!So damn happy.N i notice dat his voice,n some views from different angel looks like sylvester nia.Gosh~but he is much different.lols.Like the picture quite alot~nxt time if im not lazy i will post the pic up.I WILL.
Went home straight aft school.Reach hme bath n everything~dan went out.Have lunch with him.Gave me a stalk of red rose.N told me it cost him $5,BUT this shows he is really sincere n trueful to me.So i forgive him~its only a bloody $5,lucky he say the right word.
Left at 5.30pm n went to work.Haiss.N its freaking tired.Pizza hut have FULL HOUSE for so many hours since i step in the office.Reach dere n im kinda shock dat there is so many costumer.Gosh~wth manz.
N it really makes me sick.I feel dizzy while working.Real dizzy dat i lose my temper very easily.It hurts so mch~my head!!Dan aft awhile i got a stomachache.So painful dat i din talk mch n smile or joke mch.
Feel so stress dat i keep dropping things or bumping into others.I bumped into Joanne n she spilt pepsi on my left side of my body.N the worst part is when i bumped into Ali.He freaking hell dare to say me so loudly when he is in the wrong.I bloody hell got injured n he din even say a SORRY to me.Sh1t him!He was carryng a whole full pot of bloody hot mushroom soup.N i happen to walk n turn to his direction n we bumped into each other.He dan freaking hell spilt some soup on my left side of my body n hand.My left arm got scalded.Its red at 1st,but now its not red anymore.But if i press it,its still painful manz.Hot soup lei~not cold drinks like pepsi okies!N my uniform,name tag and apron got dirty too.
At dat point of time i was so angry.Sh1t manz~asshole.Ali sucks big time.Rude and ill manners guy.
Anw,i reach hme kinda late.N lucky i din get any scolding.Coz u see,i expect dat i will get scolding from my parents since i reach hme so late just for work.
N now finally i've decide to tell Dave,my manager~dat i will be quitting.Most likely dat the week after will be my last week.Miss the pple there...working in p.h have been so mch fun.haiss.
Hmmm....
Shall stop here...
nothing more to say...enjoy my bloggy song.
Bleh~im stuck.
Ciaoz~!!

Hello~!!!!!
Today went to school...yes im forcing myself again.But not tml...hahas.*REFER TO YTD'S POST* Time pass quite fast...n it was kinda fun.Din expect it...thought i will die in school.lols.freak all the schools.
Well~tml got maths test 2.Must pass it again...i pass the 1st test u see.So im going to do it again...not going to disappoint myself again.Last yr did not even pass 1 single maths test.N i got many zeros for it.This yr 1st maths test,n i passed it.Damn happpy!Later going to study alittle...practice n browse through sme questions.
N i find out something funny also.hahas.U see,its been a VERY long time since i update.From last yr november n december holidays...till tis yr january dan i start blogging again.N i also SELDOM go online...so sme of my friends also seldom see or can chat with me.N dan now,i find out they thought i disappear already.lols.No lahs~~~im still here.IM BACK!!!!!!!!! Cant contact me through hp??Call my house lahs.Dun worry,din forget u pple.
I miss jamming.damn it.freaking hell.I NEED FREEDOM.MUSIC.FREEDOM.
School starts n i got to go back home early~haiss.Usually muz be back ard 6.30pm~hell manz.
Tml im working.I cant believe im working on valentine's day.I hate myself.
Im supposed to go nxt door.To celebrate with him n stuffs.So bloody disappointed.Feel sorry for him too.
Think shall end ard here...im stuck.
Oh yes~tml is Valentine's day!Wishing all LOVING COUPLES,MARRIED HUSBAND N WIFE a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
Ciaoz~!!

Nothing mch to blog today.So decided to post sme pictures later. But i feel alittle lazy~so i shall not post any pics. :)
Sunday...is a day dat i feel like lying on my bed.Sleep and nv wake up.Dunno why...i feel so shitty when i still need to go to school.
Juz being notice dat dere will be a cosplay event at Scape on the 18th of february.Wish to go..but its on saturday.N dere's church too.haiss.12pm to 6pm.
Well~and i change my bloggy song too. Actually wanted to change to Kagrra's song..but stupid angelfire~i cant upload it.Keep saying error error error...go to hell manz.But lastly....i decide to upload Raphael's song.N it says error.Damn it.Forget it...so i use others.Make me so mad at dat point of time...freaking hell. Anw~u pple r lucky.I've got Ronin's song...Crazy Son.YAY!!
Only time i love school is : RONIN IS COMING TO MY SCHOOL ON THE 14TH FEBRUARY.OH MY TIAN~!!!!! Dunno who they are right~go to http://www.roninriot.com/ .yesyesyes.Went to their webby n saw my sch listed there!!!Sick also must go.LIVE U KNOW!!! Tis band is really great i tell u.Oh,u pple can go to tis website to listen to their songs http://www.mtvasia.com/Video/Feature/20050822000059/ .lols.Im mad.MUST LISTEN TO CRAZY SON.This song is so damn meaningful.Being in a rock band is nothing,but parents keep nagging so mch.Gosh~tis song really describe wat i wanna say.N i really wanna get their album Do or Die.Im so so so excited abt it.Cant believe my sch invite a rock band...not any rock band~but LOCAL ROCK BAND to come to my sch.
Dun bloody hell say anything like "aiya~u see them shuai mahz!Dats y u support them!" Go to hell u pple.Go to their webby n take a look at the picture n stuff.Juz browse the whole website n tell me they handsome or not handsome.They got the talents....n most importantly,they love music.Dats it!This is my reason for supporting them.Freak those childish minded pple who scold or say me w/o thinking.
Im alittle naggy.
N im getting old.Hope i can die soon~yay!!!!!!!!! :D

Went to church today...with celest n adrina.
Sun came back!!!She looks chio. *pls note:i nv like her last time..yep* But now,i change my way of thinking~she's not dat bad.Seldom see her...so far only saw her twice.
Went to Heartland mall aft church...on the way back,saw so many uncleS n auntieS.They are going to Jenny's concert...a singer from their batch.lols.So many pple~feel so dizzy n fustrated.
Ate Yoshinoya with Adrina.Took sme pictures there~look silly.hahas.
Dan walk ard...but almost all the shop was closed.Coz it was ard 9.30pm~but i think its still alittle too early for them to close.Funny pple there...close so early.lolx.
N we went hme ard 9.45pm.
Reach hme n i saw so many pple in my hse.Coz my brother invited his friends for steamboat.Din include me~dats why i have my dinner outside.POOR ME.BLACKHEARTED HIM.lols~joking.N again i feel dizzy to see so many pple~ohh...i hate crowds!!!!Anti them...hahas.Cant tahan...must change,if not nxt time i die in the crowd.lols.
Countdown 9 more days to my bday.Dunno why~but i feel damn sucky abt it.Dun have any freaking plan for it...dunno how to celebrate it.Juz 17...n dats it.Haiss~dunno how to explain lahs.No use saying...its juz life.
Its juz a day dat pple pass juz like any other day.But for me,its like im 1 year older already~u see.No time for it...others are so busy...forget it lahs.
I still have my family.N i know God is with me on my bday.Can celebrate with them.Or i go nxt door see if he's free anot.
Tml seems so boring..dunno why.Dunno how to spend my day.Adrina might be coming to my hse...coz i juz got a gu zheng,call her to teach me.lols.
Monday going sch again.Sianz~feel so aimless.
Ganbatte!!!!
Ciaoz~!!

Din go school for 2 days....thursday n friday.Coz dun wanna go to the camp dat does not need to stay overnight...lolx~feel dat its kinda boring.
Ytd went out early to meet steph coz she din go also...we plan together.Went to eat mac breakfast dan went to the polyclinic to take mc.Freaking hell~almost scream there...actually its quite alright when we went to register n see the doctor.The freaking part is when we r going to take our medicine~wait so bloody long there.Almost got mad dere...n i happen to saw someone dat look like she got depression.Freak manz.
Dan aft dat went to meet rebecca at bishan J8...shop dere awhile.Nothing catch my eyes dere so bought nothing.Dan aft we decided to go Bugis street dere.N it was raining~so we decided to go there by cab.Reach dere already 4pm le...dan we shop ard.N i saw something kinda nice n attractive...w/o thinking so mch,i bought it...lolx!!Quite happy dat i bought something i like.When its near 5pm,i sudddenly thought of something dat i feel like buying at PS~so we went dere.Anw rebecca need to go dere also for her ballet class.Reach dere dan rebecca rush to her ballet class le...so me n steph went to look ard.I went straight to I.P zone...n im kinda happy dat the prices drop to $19 only.Last time it was ard $25~lolx.Actually want to buy the jacket,but dun have wat i want...so i browse ard n saw something NICER dan the jacket...lolx~n it was $19 also!!Well in the end i bought it happily,n steph also bought a shirt dere too.Seems nice on her...the colour was matching.
Dan ard 6pm i need to leave n go hme le...for dinner.Coz recently my family have their dinner quite early aft we hired Siti as our maid.Feel sorry for steph coz i really cant accompany her to wait for jinxing.
Reach hme ard 6.20pm...n luckily i was right.They are starting their dinner soon...if cant make it sure get scolding from my dad.
Today din go out,so my mum say i should stay at hme.N later ard afternoon i will go nxt door to watch scv...n my videos.Wednesday working so i miss my Star idol...the show kinda nice~lolx.
Sianz...later 6pm working again.Haiss~dun feel like going.N im quitting my job soon~how!I cant bear to leave p.h lei...the pple dere are great.
Already received my Food and nutrition coursework.Need to start on it soon.N im suppose to promise my parents dat i will think abt it till my bday reach.Now left 10 more days only~gosh.
Anw i post up the music code le.hope got music in my bloggy lahs~coz i get it from iwebtunes...yep.
Think shall end here le~
Ciaoz~!!!!

Sunday...afternoon should be going for cell grp.But end up being so dumb for 1 whole bloody hour.Haiss~forget abt it lahs.Just din make it clear only...dats alright.
So went back hme.N ard evening went to PS p.h to meet Cherlyn n Joanne.Going to uncle Peter's house...yes,to get ang pao..lolx!!Dan ard 9.15pm went back hme...reach hme already 10pm le.
Aft dat went nxt door to get my things...left it over there when i lend it.And i forgot wat time i sleep le..but i know i fell aslp kinda early.
Today...went to sch.Force myself to wake up~damn tired.Drag my feet over n finally i reach the...gosh~it feels so damn long.The time is so slow...n the way seems so far away.
But dunno why,the time seems to past so fast during lessons.Actually steph n Joanne coming over my hse,but i need to go to the dental clinic with my mum.
And they both also decide to go watch I Not Stupid aft sch.Feel so damn confused...cause i want to watch dat movie very badly.So i pluck up my courage n call my mummy during recess.Get scolding alittle of course,but she agree to let me go in the end...lolx~great manz.
N aft sch need to stay back for the briefing of FnN project...but its only alittle while.But this freaking hermit crab tcher spoilts everything when she decide ALL BY HERSELF dat she want to give Joanne's class english remedial aft sch till 3pm.She bloody hell plan last minute w/o any notice...i hate this very mch manz~since last yr.
So we went to watch the 4.30pm slot for I Not Stupid...the movie is REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY touching manz!!!!!!I cry so many times...esp the last part.Cry till i lost control dat i cry so loudly...lolx.Kena say by those 2 guy at the back...freak manz~cant izzit...still say wat we cry till so jialat.But nv md lahs....its true dat i cry till lost control.
Dan ard 6.45pm went hme...reach hme 7pm+ le.N i quickly do my hme work esp ENGLISH.lolx~!!
Sianz...its only monday~jia you arhx!!
Shall stop here le...my post today seems so freaking boring.
Ciaoz~!!!

Haiss...the chinese new year holidays so fast over.
School is so damn shitty dat i feel like giving up.
Once again i pray n hope God will guide me.If not i end up being so shitty in the end AGAIN.
Valentine's day is coming...dunno where to go also.No plans yet...see how 1st.N i guess or rather hope lahs...dat my daddy will brg my mum out for a nice nice nice dinner.Must appreciate each other mahs..haiss.And the worst thing is,i haven even plan wat present to prepare.Sucks big time right...i knew it.Dats me...lolx.
N countdown 18 days to my bday...really cant believe it.Time is passing so bloody fast dat im turning 17 soon.Hard to believe im going 17 also..lolx.
Oh~ n chinese new year is kinda fun.Cos the holidays are longer..lolx.
Went back to school on wednesday...n freak all those homework.So much that i din even talk much dat day.Look scary..coz i was kinda in a bad mood too.
N today,finally i have finish almost all my homework.N im going to hate english sooner or later...its too much manz.I left with a article poem n sme maths hmework only.Great manz~now i can catch up more.
Oh yes...my hp bill haven settle yet.I got the money already,but dun have the time to go settle it manz.Keep delaying...sucks manz.I will try my best to settle it tml IF I CAN MAKE IT.So pple,if got any urgent things just call my home ok.Thanks so much...i know its mafan.
Today feel so tired n restless in school.Keep thinking dat i got work in the evening..starting at 6pm till closing.Sian manz...but now im glad dat i went through it le.Feel freaking giddy n somehow my back n my legs seems to be aching so much dat my face change.And the unlucky part is im doing CSR...wat the hell.Stand dere lyk shit manz.Yazid is so caring manz~he came to me n ask me why my face look so sad.Hahas..actually not sad,its because i have no expression on my face le...not feeling well u see.N when we knock off from work..dan i realise im the only chinese working EXCEPT from Desmond lahs.Lolx~not so bad lahs...they are all so friendly n FUNNY.Hahas.
Now im back at hme,but my back n leg is still aching.Haiss...i feel very old~lolx.
Tml im working also...sianz.Starting from 6pm till closing.Hope tml will be a better day...not lyk today~feel so shitty.
Oh yes...almost forget this.Well pple,i have deleted sme "friends" in my friendster list.Coz i dun really know u all,n it will waste space.Yah...dats it..hope its okay lahs.Too much pple i dunno sia...look so messy..lolx.So i must do this..hope u pple understand.Thank u.
K le...long post nias.Think shall stop here,free will update again.
Ciaoz~!!!