NAOMI
20 February 1989
Happily married to Mr Chow
Loves my daughter - Mikaela.

Naomi Shiu

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Time pass so damn slow in school today.
Lucky its till 12.30pm.
I still can tahan till school ends.
Our F&N tcher scream at us in class today.
Think she scold till she wanna cry liddat.
Poor thing~we are just plain lazy lahs.
Than Linette,Stephanie,esther and me stay back for English remedial.
Stephanie went for her dance,and the rest of us went to 421 to sit.
It was freaking bored there.
Nothing to do and dunno where to go also.
So me and Linette went back to school to watch the art fiesta rehersal and the rest went home.
It was pretty interesting. =)
Waiting for jojo and tmc at the canteen for very long time.
And it rain so heavily outside.
And so there are lots of "show" for us to see in the canteen.
Screaming,shouting,balls bouncing on the floor and scolding everywhere.
Bloody noisy manz.
So we left and go to 421 unwillingly coz dunno go where to rot ourselves.
Again i feel so freaking "soft" there.
So tired dat my contact lens are irritating me.hahas.
And i think we left dat place ard 6.30pm.
Reach home so tired.
Was walking so fast in the rain dat i feel dat my asthma coming again.
Freaking hell...at night cant sleep becoz of asthma.
Now just walk slightly faster in the rain and i cant take it le.
I hate my cough.And the doctor sucks like hell lahs.
Useless freak...medicine no use de.
And now im in a not-so-bad mood. =)
He's not that bad actually.hahas.
One day,we will be seen outside hanging around him.yea man.
Coz we are his friends.lols.
Damn high now.
Can't wait to go out for events and drinking. =)
And i notice im not that bad too.
Although smoking and drinking is good for my health,im still a nice girl. =D
Be nice to me and i will be nice to you too.
I got my soft and gentel side too.And i just notice that myself when i was playing the piano.hahas.
I feel sleepy now.Din take my nap today sia.
Feel too high to sleep now also. =)
Have not been sleeping well since the begining of this week.
Maybe asthma loves me alot,and so it keeps bothering me while im sleeping.
Okies...i shall stop crapping here.lols
ciaoz~!!!

School sucks like hell today.
Kinda regret going to school.
The time was passing so damn slow can.
But im really lucky that Linette force me to come coz i forgot there's a english composition test.If nv take today,i gotta take the nxt time ALONE. =)
I think i will fail this test also coz i feel that im writing out of point.
And i don't really care dozing off just liddat.
Went to 421 after school.
I freaking hell feel so tired and my body feel so "soft".
They enjoying themselves.But i can't.
I hate the freaking doctor who gave me the medicine that don't have much use.
Its just sucks okay.
Coughing for 2 weeks already.
And recently having my asthma almost every night when i cough in the middle of the night while sleeping.
My mum keep calling me to go to a doctor again.haiss.
And im so afraid that my parents think so much...and than i will end up staying outside if they find out something.oh my tian.
I rather die than suffering more and more.
Last day of March tml.
Kinda excited lahs.
Let's welcome the month of exciting April.
There's lots of events. yay-ness.
Just like every night...i don't feel like going to school tml.
Always thinking of skipping school every night.hahas.
But its a short day tml.School ends at 12.30pm.
I just gotta go manz.
Feel alittle sad.
That asshole din even ask me how i am.
Maybe im just nothing.He just can't be bother about our feelings.
The deeper i sank,the more i get hurt.
And i went to jos house today.
Din talk much.But i played the piano. =)
Ahh~and i wanna thanks Esther for her chocolate today.I appreciate it. =)
But im sorry i din eat it,coz i still got my cough.so i gave it to Russell to eat.
I hate my partner- Wen lue.Sitting beside him makes me die faster.lols.
I think i shall end my post with some pictures. =)
ciaoz~!


Isn't this guitar nice?? =D (taken from deviantart.com)


This cat guy here...dunno,i just like it.hahas. (from deviantart.com)


My heart melts when i saw this picture..this cute little one is taking care one that is much smaller than him.aw manz. =) (from deviantart.com)


Nice nice nice.lols. (from deviantart.com)


Cherlyn and me.Taken long ago..during the CNY period.hahas.


Recent ones....i look so damn pale.

School was okay today.
It was kinda fun coz we are talking most of the time.lols.
And i seriously hate my english tcher.Can she stop repeating herself...she's no longer my form tcher and whats all these nagging about.sh1t manz.
Don't make me stress...please.
Was writing rubbish during my F&N test.
I think i will fail this test.Coz i dunno how to do,and i doze off during the test till the bell rings.
Stay back for maths remedial after school.
Dunno what the hell happen...i actualy dunno what im doing.
Im not sleeping...its just dat my brain can't work suddenly.hahas.
I keep getting incorrect answers.
Until the last 15mins than i began to "wake up" and get the question done correctly.
Was raining heavily after the remedial end.
So linette and me roam about in school until the rain stop.
Went to 421 to sit...and we call Esther along.
Chat there till 4.30pm i think....dan we went home.
Don't feel like going to school tml.
There's 3 period of english.freaking hell.
And pple...i can't upload the song lahs.
The webby got problem.But nv md...i went to iwebtunes to get the song le. =)
Scroll down for lyrics.thank you.
I SPECIALLY post the lyrics AGAIN in today's post for those LAZY pple who thinks that its too troublesome to scroll down n look for the lyrics.
SEE,IM NICE. =)
Can't wait to go jamming.
Can't wait to go out at night w/o bothering about school n stuffs.
And i can't wait to see myself coughing out blood. =)
I suddenly feel so sad now.
ehh jos.im sorry.
im such a asshole.
Think shall end here le...
ciaoz~!!

One More Moment

Don't take too long to say"I love you" to the ones you love
cause time has a habit of slipping away
Out on a clear blue sky
when lighting strikes on a sunny day
just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard to say
come out when you've gone away
stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
and I need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment
with you

Turn away to say goodbye
with each and every word that passes by
like a distant memory
and time keeps slipping away
and time will turn to grey
and time will be the one who holds you down

And the words that seem so hard to say
come out when you've gone away
stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
and I need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment

And I want you here tonight
and I need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment
with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
and in the end it hits you hard
please tell me you'll be strong. (x2)

Hate school seriously.
I just cant be attentive in class today.
Should be having a different song in my bloggy.But the webby got alittle problem i think.And i can't go in to upload my song.haiss.
But i will try again later on. =)
Ytd slept ard 2.45am.
And i also went out to cycle around my area at 11pm till 12am.
The night was beautiful even though there are not much stars i can say.
But i like the weather.So damn cold outside.lols.
Than chat on the phone with Linette.And than Esther.
Both of them really make me mad manz.
Was crying alittle when i chat with Linette...she influence me.
But after that when i chat with Esther,i can't control already.Was crying and talking at the same time.
Really hate it manz.
Promise to go school with Esther today...so i meet her.
School sucks like hell.
First two period was Englsih.And i don't even have the book for homework.So i was busy doing it on a piece of paper before i get scream by tcher.And luckily i was fast enough to finish all including the summary before anything happens. =)
I pass it up to the tcher.And she din scold me.yea manz.
And Linette makes me cry in school today.
I just cant explain why im feeling that way.
WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN TO ME.asshole.
I can't even control my own feelings.
Don't say control...i can't even EXPLAIN it.
And there's maths test today.
I know im writing rubbish again.Im going to fail this test...and im very sure.
Went home straight after school.
Coz i was tired and we did not plan any programmes after school.
Took my nap just now.It was great.hahas.
Was busy learning songs..and of course busy praticing canon rock. =)
Rese send me his version.It was way better than mine.
Aw man....feel so lousy myself.
Should not be so lazy...must pull up my socks le.
Practice makes perfect. =D
I have not finish watching my vcds and my videos.And im freaking lost in what i feel now.
The medicine shall be thrown away.No use for my cough..its been two bloody weeks le.
Maybe i shall cough to death.
Its partly my fault.
And im sorry.
I need a break.I need holidays.yea man.
I want to go drinking. =)
Im so not willing to go to school tml.
I want to pierce.But im so lousy...im afraid of pain.
haiss.
Many things undone.
Sucks manz.
Ending here le...
Ciaoz~!!

Almost late for school today.
Sucks manz.
And the weather is so good for sleeping.
Suppose to go jojo's cousin house after school.But end up so many pple go my house.Steph,Linette,jojo and tmc...total 4 pple.lols.
And we love to talk.hahas.
Think they went home ard 5.30pm. =)
asshole jos is always not at home.
Also dunno where the hell he go.Come back home kinda late recently.
Feel kinda sad and guilty.For some reasons lahs.
I seriously don't feel like going to school tml.
Coz there's English lesson tml.
But i can't...i need to go to school for maths test.haiss.
Can't wait for Good Friday.On the 14th of April.
I really freaking desperate to go out on thursday night.Coz there's no school the nxt day.
Im really happy....for dat 1 day of holiday.lols.
Sometimes i really can't control myself.My heart beat so fast,my face became so damn hot...really excited can.
I care more about him more dan you.Its like...sooner or later i think.
Haiss...sad stuffs lahs.
Feel like slapping myself can.
Thinking of dat,i think i din even treat others so damn good.And i don't even feel that way.haiss...die manz.
Esther called me just now.
And i really got a shock.Coz she was crying like hell.
Reason is...she break with her boyfriend.
Aw man...wat is this.Where the hell her so called good friends gone to?
Just go and die lahs.
At least im there for her just now.If not i dunno what she will do.She seems like a very depressed person.
I swear,she cried very seriously.Screamings and shouting too.
My heart aches alittle for her.What can i do other dan talking to her and stuffs?
She is my friend.I can only do my part as a friend.
As for the rest,she can only try her best to forget everything.
Hope she get over all these soon.
Life still must continues.Or she can just follow me...cry and cry and cry till others think you look like a zombie.Cry till u are numb dan stop.
Yea...this method not bad de ok.It works....well for me.
Oh ya...im changing my bloggy song soon...maybe later of tml.
Depends lahs. =)
Its a nice song.Think i upload it b4,but i want that song to be uploaded AGAIN.
This song can make pple's heart melt sia.hahas.
Well..at least i feel this way. =D
And im posting up the lyrics too.
Lyrics are important.U don't just listen,u must understand what the song means.
After that u will truely enjoy the whole damn song okies.lols.
Im going jamming either this week or nxt week. yea man.
Oh my tian~im so excited.lols.
And i feel so broke now.
Die manz...how to survive till weekends if im going out.
I feel alittle tired.
Nv take my nap today...sad lahs.
Shall end here le.
Ciaoz~!!!


One More Moment

Don't take too long to say"I love you" to the ones you love
cause time has a habit of slipping away
Out on a clear blue sky
when lighting strikes on a sunny day
just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard to say
come out when you've gone away
stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
and I need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment
with you

Turn away to say goodbye
with each and every word that passes by
like a distant memory
and time keeps slipping away
and time will turn to grey
and time will be the one who holds you down

And the words that seem so hard to say
come out when you've gone away
stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
and I need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment

And I want you here tonight
and I need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment
with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
and in the end it hits you hard
please tell me you'll be strong. (x2)

Have quite a great time ytd.
But linette spoilts it by talking and thinking non-stop about someone.lols.
Went to town ytd.Dan tmc,tmc's cousin,linette n me went to Cine's kbox.
The bill freaking high.knn.It was $80+.
We sang from 7pm to 10pm.After dat we walk ard town.
Linette was hoping to bump into someone.Coz that bastard often appear at cineleisure during saturday late night.But in the end we din saw him.
And we went back home at 11.15pm.
Linette went back with me coz she is staying over night at my house.
Reach home at 12am.
Bath and everything.And was waiting bloody long for my brother.Coz he was using the comp in his room,n i need the freaking modem.
Went online ard 1.30am.And chatted with Levan online.
Linette was damn high can.And i told Levan the truth dat she actually prefers him more dan Sean.lols.
Think she was pai sei.But i did help her rather dan acting silly and harm her.And Levan say something...wahahaha.Alittle happy for myself.
And we slept ard 3.30am.Damn tired.
Woke up ard 11.45am just now.
Sianzation can.Dunno wat to do.
But think we going out to makan later.Calling jojo out to join us too.
And i bring my sister along.lols.
We ate at mac.After alittle while dan we went home le.
Reach home and i decided to go cycling with my sister.
WE CYCLE IN THE RAIN!!!
ITS SO DAMN BLOODY and FREAKING FUN!!!
Just finish bathing now. =)
Countdown 5 more day to April.
Feel like slapping myself...i feel so damn high about it.lols.
I want more jamming session.YEAH MAN.
And i want more holidays.YEAH MAN.
And i hate school.WHOOOO!!
It's sunday.And there's school tml.
=)
Shall post some pics later.
Ciaoz~!!


Linette and me.She refused to take actually.But i force her.Taken in kbox's toilet =)


Taken in kbox toilet also.Don't u think the lightings in the toilet are so suitable for phototaking? lols.

5 days of school is really tough.
I hate school lahs.
Went to J8 with Linette,jojo and tmc after school.
Rot like hell there.
Singapore bloody small manz.Go anywhere also sianz.
Received a news dat jojo cant go to the big jam thingy for tml.haiss.
So we cancel tml's programme.
Alittle sad + disappointed lahs i can say.Cant get to see Lucify and J3.
Oh well,its alright.Maybe nxt time bahs. =)
Ard 4pm+ go back to school to wait for my mum.
Went for the parents meeting session.And i get back my report book.
Fail 1 subject.Combined humnities.I knew it manz,coz i din really put in mch effort in my social study.History is better.
Think my mum was kinda pleased with my results.I rmb i failed 3 subjects last year.lols.
Dan we went home together in my daddy's car.
Have dinner already dan i went to jos house.
Almost doze off there.hahas.
I took a few sticks from him.Coz i gave my last 3 to my classmate.
Almost cant tahan today.Feel so freaking bad abt it.
Went back home at 10.30pm.
Dunno wat the hell happen.I feel so moody can.
I wanna go out tml.Can we go elsewhere since we cancel the big jam thingy at Suntec.
Feel like sleeping till afternoon tml.Dan rot alittle bit at hme.And dan can go out in the evening when there is no sun. =)
I wanna join tmc for kbox session.But Linette does not seems interested.Come on manz.
Dan maybe pratas for supper.lols.
So afraid that i don't have enough money tml.Pathetic manz.
5 more days to April.
Feel so excited about it.
I haven learn the song for jamming.Fishy seems worried...i promise and i will surely go.
Cough is getting better now.But the thing is i cough like im going to die during night time when im sleeping.I even stop and try not to on my air-con too often,but it don't seems to help.
Coughing leads to my asthma attack during some nights.That's why i got serious panda eyes problem recently...i just can't sleep well.hahas.
Last time forget to mention in my bloggy.Just to let everyone know that my hp already been activated.Can call or sms me anytime...24hr. lols.
Posting up pics from deviantart.com to end my post.
Shall end here le..
ciaoz~!!


This costume looks kinda nice.My favourite pic so far.


The artist did the clothes for his doll so that she got something to wear.lols..funny right.


Warrior princess costume.Can see how mch this person love his/her doll.The costume is so nice...done by his/herself leii.


My 2nd fav.Look how sexy he is.The owner got him such a nice wig.aw man!!


Last one...yeah~sexy pose.hahas.

School was ok today.
Din expect time pass so fast in school.yay-ness.
Im changing my bloggy song later.
Stay alittle while in school just now.Was singing in class and i think i can go jamming real soon.
Cough its not dat bad now. =)
Went home ard 3pm with Linette.Both jojo and tmc went for their dance.
Joanne din come to school for 2 days.Ask Steph about it and she said that Joanne was sick.Must take care of our health.Recently lots of pple get sick easily.yea man.
I thought today will be a better day for me.
I thought i can sleep in peace today instead of toking on phone all night just like ytd.
And yes,Linette and i have not sleep a wink ytd.We chatted till morning dan go to school straight.
I just can't do or say anything now.Speechless lahs.
Wahhs...die.Left with few sticks...how am i going to survive manz.
Feel alittle guilty.Oh my tian.
i love you more than i love him.
Shall end here bahs...
dun wanna think too much.
Time will slowly pass...and the true will be out if i wait patiently. =)
Ciaoz~!!!

Have some coffee b4 u read my post for today.
It will be a long entry.lols.
School was okay today.Time pass very fast and thats a good thing. =)
Linette and Esther din come to school today too.
Not so tired already,and my cough is getting just alittle better now.yea man.
Keep getting scoldings in Biology class today.Great huh~tcher trying to test my temper issit.Or she wants to be the 2nd Mrs kwok min hui.Yes,the one who get screaming from me during one of the maths lesson last year.I scream at her bitch. =D
Im good enough to take down all the notes she has written on the board instead of sitting there and talk.At least we do her work,but she just keep stopping me,jojo,tmc and steph from talking.Come on manz.i hate this.
And i doze off during english period.That little boy Russell keep waking me up.feel like smacking his ass.It was better than the last few days dozing off in so many lessons...this time i only doze off in english period.
Steph and me suffer pretty much sitting near two noisy creatures.Russell and Wen lue. =)
Went to computer lab during food and nutrition lesson.Doing our research and stuffs.But i feel so bored and tired suddenly.So i went to youtube.com to see some videos.I search for Ronin's videos.When browsing,i saw one username very familiar...yes it was Linette.
She was so sweet to upload the videos we have taken during the event at waterfront.(yes,the one beside inddor stadium)So i began to feel so excited and i told tmc about it.We both watch the videos secretly w/o letting the tcher find out.And i began singing and singing in the computer lab.hahas.
Stay back to attend maths remedial with jojo and tmc.
Went home straight after the remedial.Need to rest and thats why i rush back.lols.
There's a parents meeting session on friday.Already told my mum about it.
Im really going to the superband big jam event at suntec this sat.Its confirm. =)
Families should not be quarreling too much.And my daddy should change his freaking temper.He's worst than anyone in the family.haiss.
Feel kinda down at home sometimes.But the day when i get my Shoxx magz for free,it brighten up everything.lols.
Can't wait for April lahs!!!
Lots of activities on April.yea man.
Ronin will be performing with The Click 5 at indoor stadium on 15th April.Feel like going to this concert.Hope i can afford the tix manz.Very poor recently.haiss.
And Ronin will be coming to our school again on 29th April.yay-ness!!
Of course after this month.I can go for jamming sessions again. =)
Will be posting up pictures taken at the Youth concert @ south east event.At the indoor stadium there,not Esplanade okies..don't get mix up arhs.
Credits to Linette.That's her camera...and she took those pics. =D
And i wun be changing my bloggy song so soon.Kinda lazy to change lahs.Im being honest. =)
Think shall end here...
its really a long post manz..hahas
Ciaoz~!!!


Me and tmc.Took this in the cab on the way to the event.


The stage for the event.See the words Youth concert blahs blahs blahs??Took this b4 Ronin performs.


Levan.The lights keep changing colours..so ya~abit dark.


From left : Derryn and Simon.


From left : Sean and Levan.


Levan again.hahas~


My hair looks messy before-in and after school.lols.

Time now is 2.25am.
Don't worry..i've taken my nap today,dats why can tahan till now. =)
I really need more sleep.
Very tired in class nias.
I can't take it anymore,so i slept in lessons again.haiss.
My cough haven heal yet.
Throat itchy like hell.
Din join Steph and the rest after school today coz i was really tired.
They went to pizza hut.lols.
Walk with them on the way to my bus-stop.Dan we sat down under one of the block coz kaihui and friends wanted to smoke.Chatted happily there and the one beside me smoke very happily and i suffer in silence.lols!!
I wanted to cough very badly there,coz the smoke and stuffs dan my throat was so damn itchy.But i bear it coz i hate to cough.My throat really hurts when i cough.yea..it sucks.Anw i dun really mind,but it was very tempting...i just can't do it.If not my cough will nv be cure.
And due to my cough,i can't scream,shout,be angry easily and of course sing.Voice kinda sucks when i sing...i tried at home thats why i know.hahas.
Went to take my nap straight after my bath. =)
Dan went to jos house.And i got my Shoxx magz for free.yea man.
I rmb how badly i want that magz dat time.But i don't have enough cash.
Nightmare is on cover. =D
Im so happy.lols.
There's maths remedial tml.
Im going to the superband's big jam thingy this sat at suntec.Promise jojo already.But im afraid last minute jojo and maybe the rest cant make it.oh my tian~
I can't wait for the month of April to arrive.
Its quite a exciting month i can say.
And i need a job.I need extra cash,really!!Cant keep depending on others or wait for offers.
But im afraid of my studies.
Bloody hell manz.
can i cough out blood?? since the cough last so long,and i shall die early.maybe...and family___haiss.
Im kinda tired.
Shall post some art pieces from deviantart.com to end my post. =)
ciaoz~!!!


Great...and FANTASTIC. reminds me of mac rice burger.lols


I really do love that big bunny soft toy.lols.


Last one...also my favourite piece.I love pandas,and of course that little girl too.Kids and pandas are perfect match.Both are so damn adorable..cant resist it.

School was okay today.
But i was in a not-so-willing to learn and study mood in school today.
So i din learn much in school. =)
Was so damn sleepy and tired can!!
Struggle very hard to stop myself from dozing off.
But i failed to do it.
Coz ytd was having a long chat with Linette and jojo.
Mood was very bad ytd,so decided not to sleep.
And we did it.
Chatted till this morning and go to school straight.
Pple must be thinking we are crazy.lols.
I think it was kinda fun even though i know i will struggle very hard in class.
All thanks to Sunday.And someone that i don't wanna mention in my bloggy.
Mood was better when i was been introduce to some funny videos in youtube.com by jojo.
Those lipsync videos...oh my tian~it was damn funny manz.
And Linette make me so damn high...i feel like dancing with black maria.hahas~suddenly this song came to my mind when i type this.
Slept so much in school today that my freaking noisy partner that sit besides me nag so bloody much.
He just cant be quiet for one moment.
Was so tired that i skip recess.2 reasons actually.
The first reason is because i want to stay to finish up my maths homework.And secondly is i want to sleep in class.hahas!!
And of course i choose to go home straight after school today.I need to sleep very badly.
Partly is because Stephanie and i don't have any plans after school,so we went home. =)
In case u pple dunno~we usually will plan some activities after school IF there is something interesting to do.If not we will head back home.
There's english lessons tml.haiss.
Yes,i hate english lesson.The tcher make us hate the subject so much.
Have not even finish my english holiday homework.sianz manz.
Suddenly i felt that my support and love for him is coming back again.That asshole better don't hurt us again,i don't want all these to go to waste.
Jos went to chalet ytd.And will be back tonight.hahas.
Oh~and will post up some pics later. =)
Lastly...i hate my bloody cough.It makes me suffer alot.I cant sing or scream or shout.
Sucks manz.
Shall end here le...
ciaoz~!!


That's Linette!!Look how sweet she smile. =)


Took this pic as the same place as Linette.It was windy u know.lols.


Levan .Vox in Ronin.Kinda blur and small lahs this pic...but its him okies.Took this at the Mosiac music festival thingy at Esplanade.


Something funny here...wonder why i always smile or laugh with my mouth close?? *refer back to pics i posted on the past few entries or can check in frdster if u don't believe.*


yea yea yea~i've got rabbit teeth okies.Im not those serious ones,its only 2 little tooth alright. -.-

Sunday.
And school starts tml.oh my tian.
I feel like killing myself when the thought of going to school came to my mind.
I just got to complete my studies,than be a full time musician.yea man.
My bloggy don't have any music right now.But i will try to upload it asap.If u pple hear music in my bloggy,dat means i've done my job.And the freaking html codes works.yea?
Not in a very good mood now.Feel like slapping or smacking someone now.
I want to cry very badly.And jos is not at home right now!!sh1t him.
Today...i went out with Linette and tmc.Went for the South East-Youth Concert.Its just beside Kallang indoor stadium.
Went there to support Ronin.Their performance was great,but the bad thing is there is not much pple.The one at the Esplanade is much much better,crowds and stuff u know.
We reach there kinda early.So we wander ard till Ronin's appearance time was near and sat there to watch other great bands.Than while waiting,Ronin finally reach there.Levan and rest walk pass us and i shouted his name.So he walk a big round behind me and tmc and talk to us.Just a few seconds lahs.And i think he got the wrong person in the end.It was me lahs.
Alright,and the things that happen after the event at indoor stadium will be kept as a secret...in my heart.
Anw we leave there straight after Ronin's performance.yea.
Don't wish to talk about it.Seems like everything is so not not not perfect.
Think nobody can help me.Jos was not there to help me too.blehs~!!!!!
Don't bloody hell break my heart again.asshole!!!
Reach home ard 10.30pm.Was so depressed.
Dunno why i feel like that.Very guilty u know.haiss.
Oh~i took some pics in Linette's camera.
Shall post it up nxt time.
End here bahs...
ciaoz~!!

Holiday over soon.
Sucks manz.
1 week of holiday is really short.very short!!
My bloody cough starts from the begining of my holiday.Now holiday ending soon ,my cough haven even heal.It get worst instead of healing.sian manz.
Spend a very wonderful night on thursday. =)
Went to Esplanade - Mosiac Music Festival.Dan met Linette,tmc,jojo,Hongwei and Benson there.Dan Hongwei got smething on and left alittle while.So the rest of us walk to clark quay.Sat there for awhile,enjoy the beautiful night.We reach there very early...and Ronin performance is ard 10pm.Aft than went to eat coz tmc was hungry.Linette was so damn high and excited.lols.
Oh my tian~and the performance was great.Aft the Ronin's performance we wander around and got the chance to talk to Levan.Was damn nervous can.Even gave a chance for Linette to be more close to Levan,but she say nothing.Dan my heart suddenly feel alittle helpless,coz im the only one talking to him face to face and everyone was so quiet.Very pai sei u know.
I din take photo with him coz my hp is really lousy.Cant take in dim lights.So i kindly be a camera lady for Linette and jojo.Will post the pic up later.Linette hp damn pro,can take in dim lights.And levan is hot.hahas
Was so tired after the event,and Linette is in a very crazy condition.It scares pple u know.I reach hme around 12am+ and slept at 3am+.For some reasons,i just feel kinda satisfied that i actually talk to Levan for quite a short while. =)
Friday was fine.Went out for photoshooting.And i take a long time preparing.It was very fun.And i nearly fall down...coz i play too much.lols.
Reach hme at 9pm.And i slept at 4am,coz i was busy watching vcds.hahas.
And i went to church today.Service was great as usual. =)
Laugh like hell in the bus on our way home.Adrina and Celestine was really funny talking about a "model".
Feel alittle tired now,but i can't sleep.Very strange lahs.Mood was quite down because of school.Homework was left to rot at home coz i haven even touch it.Slap sia.
Really hope i can go to the event tml with Linette and tmc lahs.Ronin will be there too. =)
Shall post sme pics later.
Long post hur~lols.
Ciaoz~!!


The guitar and my shoe.Green and black quite a good match.lols.


From left : Linette,Levan and jojo.Im the camera lady~don't forget me arhs.lols.


Taken quite long ago.And i took this in a toilet.Lightings are not bad in the toilet,so i tried to take one pic in it.hahas.


Last one.I think i post this pic b4.But i just miss the brownie in pizza hut.Siti decorate my brownie till liddat,very pro.lols.

Holidays ending soon.
3 days to hell.
School = hell . understand? lols.
Have not started on my homework.kill me manz.
Bad cough in the afternooon when i wake up.Really cough like nobody business.Throat hurts like hell when i cough,and i start to imagine things.*afraid that i will cough out blood* yea~lols.
Changing my bloggy song later. =)
Eve came to my house ytd.Have some time together.It was kinda fun. =)
Went out on Tuesday.And i was actually being make fun of.Is it wrong to use my umbrella when the sun is so damn bloody hot and strong.
Anw Fishy share the umbrella with me also.Hope Leong get very hot nxt time and faint on the street.damn him.He meet us in the afternoon,when everybody is so free at night.
I just hate the sun.forgive me.
Feel so sucky.Time flies manz~going to be end of the week.
Just hate to mention that school is starting soon.And there's a check on Monday.Hair check blahs blahs blahs~go and die lahs.asshole.
Think going out tml also.Also dunno where to go for photoshooting.
Got lots of pictures in my bro's camera and in my hp.Very lazy to upload them.lols.
U pple just got to wait for the pictures to be uploaded.One day i will have a entry with pictures only.hahas.
Recently saw 1 cross necklance.Freaking nice manz.I want to get it if i got the money ready.So far i've 3 cross necklance already.And i lost 1 on the street.
I forgot how mch it cost,but i rmb its ard $20+.haiss.Half my weekly allowance gone if i buy it.
Going out later.Think ard the evening...its the best time. =)
And i need the bloody camera.But i can't find it.Notice my brother likes to hide things away from me.
Will post some art piece from deviantart.com...
Nothing more to add le...
shall end here.
Ciaoz~!!


boy kinda cute right..lols.


aw man...sexy eh?


3 colours..."black,white and red".That's the title for this by the artist.yea.


Like this alot.The artist name it " silent prayer "


Last one...freaking cute.lols.The artist name it "August rain".And the reason he name it as "August rain" because the idea came when it is raining outside. -_- hahas.

March holidays. =)
But 1 weeks ain't enought right? lols.
Was still happy even though i kena cough.
Who cares about cough when its holiday??!!? lols.
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOANNE!! Sweet 17 now...hahas.
Anw im already 17,im just older than her lahs. =)
Thinking of changing my bloggy song later.
Went out these few days.It was great.
Went out to celebrate Joanne's bday ytd and today.We celebrate at pizza hut ytd,and kbox for today.
Hope she enjoyed herself. =)
Damn fun manz.hahas.
And i was stewpig + blur enough to forget to pass her bday pressie to her.Need to be slap.lols.
Schedule kinda pack.But i still very keen to go to the Zoo.yea man.
Might stay overnight at jos house to finish all MARS vcds.So far only watched till episode 6.Im bloody slow.
But now i want the MARS comics...can? hahas.
I know i should not be asking too much...but i really feel like having it.yea?
I want to go to the superband big jam at suntec.But i forgot the date and time...must take note the ad on tv.
Lucify jia you!!! But the thought of Niu Nai makes me want to faint.Yea~the ex-member of Energy.
I feel like finding a job.
Dunno why i feel so empty since i quit pizza hut.Went to celebrate Joannes bday at PS pizza hut ytd,and i find out i really miss the pple there manz.PS pizza hut used to be my 3rd home last time,coz we keep going back there either to work,to visit or rather to disturb the pple there or to shop ard that area.
Exams and tests...17 only...which freaking job can i find manz.
So let's just talk abt it and forget it.yea man.
Maybe more jamming sessions will do...feel the empty-ness. lols.
But maybe after my cough heal first.Force like hell today singing at kbox.
But i still can make it...proud of myself.Coz i was coughing quite badly in the morning,and i thought i will be singing like sh1t at kbox.
Till now Show luo zhi xiang haven even come to Singapore.What the hell happen manz.
Why nv invite him sia.He's talented okies.i love him too. lols.
A guy who can sing,dance,play musical instruments,jokes and can make a girl happy. I don't freaking care if he only knows how to play guitar. I can play too,so just freak off. He can play piano.Thats the thing manz. Coz i can't play piano very well,just a freaking grade 2 student.slaps myself manz. He plays kinda well,so he impress me quite alot. =)
Dunno why,i think guys who plays piano are charming. im kinda sick. yea man. Shinya is different,he plays drum.lols.
Should really stop here...i will go mad if i continue.lols.
Either to sleep now or over to jos house. yea man.
Oh...i don't even bother about my holiday homework.Have not started yet.haiss.Simply sucks like hell lahs.

Think i shall end here...crap alot.hahas.
Ciaoz~!!

Terrible day today.
Was freaking tired.
Went to school...and was being released at 10am.
Cherlyn,Steph,Joanne,Rebecca and me went to mac.Slack there till 1pm.
After that we took mrt to Kallang bay.Its bloody far from Lavender mrt station.The school can be a good liar.
The sun was bloody strong...going to melt anytime.lols.
Was bloody hot and thirsty.Feel like fainting any moment.Was bloody thirsty,queues for drinks are so freaking long.By the time we got there and wanted to take a drink,there is either no cups or its finished.damn it.
And i really and TRUELY love Mr Chia lots!!!!He was around our area where we were sitting,and i saw him with a bottle of water. there is no drinks already,dat bottel of water is only for tchers. So i just try my luck and asked him for that bottel of water.I thought he will say he wants it,but instead~he gave it to me!!!Touching leii.Gosh~he is so damn good.He save my life,my throat.hahas.
And also HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR CHIA~!!!!His bday is tml..hahas.
Went for the run and i think its kinda lame for the school to organise this.Waste of time.
Regret going for this run.How i wish i can rot at home like hell.It was really rally really hot!!!!!
After the run suppose to go home.But i walked the wrong direction and bump into friends.
So in the end went to suntec with linette,jojo,tmc and rest.
Bloody tired.I wish that i can die early so that i can end all my pain.My legs ache like hell.
And than we went home ard 8.30pm.I reach home ard 9.10pm i guess.Din notice the time...coz after i talk to my maid,i just rush upstairs like a crazy girl to bath.Feel so damn sucky can!
Tml going church.yay-ness.Din attend church quite a few times due to busy schedule.
Bloody broke.I left with $10.How sia!!!How to go shopping,drinking and stuffs.haiss.
Finally holidays arrive.Damn happy can!!!
Got a date with my bed,it told me that i can sleep for more than 12hours everyday~!!lols.
I wanna go Zoo!!Jamming too!!
Although im at home.But the tired-ness is still in me.Not only legs now,its just ALL OVER my body.And my face is so damn bloody red...freak the hot sun.I hate sunlight!!!!!!!And i don't like my skin to be so freaking tanned,i detest it!!!
I know its holiday now.But i just simply hate the sun,and MOST IMPORTANTLY...crowded places.I cant stand both.And i don't really mind meeting up at night or any places with air-con.lols.
Can't wait for 16 March and 29th April.yay-ness!!


Im tired...
Ciaoz~!!

March holiday is coming. =)
Oh my tian~so damn excited about it.hahas.
Im changing my bloggy song again.lols.Yea...dat free song hosting web is good.Just upload and they will provide you with the link to put as background music.Love it lots!!So from now on,i will be changing songs regulary.
Will be uploading Glay's Beloved. =)
I fail badly for my maths test.I knew it manz~coz i was simply writing rubbish.So i will be a good girl and attend maths remedial.Its all for my own good. yea manz.
Today after school went to J8 with Esther.Went there to buy Joanne's bday pressie!!lols.And im aiming for something that cost $8.90...round up and it cost $9.Its kinda expensive.but its bloody nice manz.
And we went home ard 3.45pm.
Did something and almost get caught from my parents.Luckily i was fast enough...really scare the hell out of me manz.I can really die in my daddy's hand.Than i quickly went to bath. =)
Tml having mass run at Kallang bay.And its freaking hell 4km.The school bloody hell want us to faint.So i decided to walk together with Steph.lols.
Oh...and i feel like having a tamagotchi ver 3 .It looks pretty nice.Saw the ad in the newspaper that our chinese tcher insist us to buy - friday weekly.hahas.This version looks nicer and seems to be more fun.Can go shopping and even travels.Its $29.95...round up and it cost $30. =)
Going out with Joanne and Steph on sunday.Bringing my brother's camera along.lols.
And monday we will be going kbox to celebrate Joanne's bday.Too bad my brother need the camera on monday..haiss.But its alright~can use hp.

Im so broke nowadays.Feels sucky.
Shall post 1 pic taken from deviantArt.

ending here...
ciaoz~!!



Teddy bearie was being hung up.Isn't it sweet?? lols =)

Countdown 3 days to march holidays. =)
Lack of sleep recently.Doze off in lessons.haiss.
Kena cough...dunno what the hell happen suddenly.One minute my throat feels so damn itchy,another minute it was okay.Hate the itchy-ness in my throat~cough like nobody business to stop the itchy-ness.no choice.
And i happily add chilli in my food.lols.
I think i did badly for my maths test today.I feel like i was writting rubbish.Nv md~i will just attend the maths remedial.Im okay with it. =)
And something happen today aft recess.Don't wish to add comments about it.But i was not very happy with it.yea? Does it means that if i were not your friend also,u will call your one and only him to come down too?Whats wrong manz~wake up pls.Think positive...forget all unwanted stuffs in your head.
Was so broke today.Yea~i din brg much money.The good thing was Steph return me my $2.If not i can die man..imagine life w/o money..so miserable!
After school din join Steph and Joanne.Steph did ask me...but i told her im heading home straight aft school.Was tired lahss~n im bloody poor today.hahas.Oh,they went to enjoy pratas...taking the right bus this time.Rmb,its bus 138!!lols.
Assembly was kinda lame.None of our business,they can just act or dance all they want by themselves w/o the school watching.
Went home after school.And of course~i took my nap.Was really tired manz.Sleeping is one of my hobbies.yea man.hahas.
Joanne's bday coming soon.Think going to buy her pressie during the end of this week. =)
I still have not buy my monthly contact lens.damn it.Im stuck with the colour green and the normal contact lens.Why manz.I want blue maybe.Im rather slow lahs..see others like try all the colours le.And till now,i only try 2 colours...the voilet ones and the green ones.But cant really blame my slow-ness...im picky.Some blue ones so sucky...wear already not nice u see.hahas.

Shall end here.Starting to think that my entries are going more boring.
yea man.

ciaoz~!!

I change my bloggy song!!!!!Aw man~finally get to upload my favourite song for now...Alice nine's song from their latest single.FANTASY.Love it.Beautiful beautiful beautiful!! hahas.
Today after school actually don't have any plans.But in the end we decided to go enjoy pratas.And we was stupid enough to board the wrong bus.So we ended up in Bugis.hahas.Went with Steph and Esther.
So no pratas~n we ate pastamania.It was so quiet there.Great man~i really hate crowded place.Hate lots of pple ard me~feel so fustrated and dizzy.Anti-crowds - yes me.lols.
Dan we walk around.Paisei-ness filled us during the whole journey.Coz Steph bought the D letter fruit.Gosh!!Dunno how to say also.hahas.
Went home ard the time near 5pm.
There's maths test tml.Got feeling i cant make it for this test also.haiss.I must try my very best man.lols!!!
And Linette was smart.She knows who i saw at Cine.hahas.yea man!
Ahh~almost forget to mention it.Lucify is in superband!!And they make it to the top 18 bands.hahas.
Countdown 4 days to holidays.yea man!!
Still haven plan and confirm my schedule for holidays.lols!!Planing in progress...must spent the 1 week wisely.Feel like going to the zoo!!!Long time din go to zoo..lols.
And also must plan a day for photoshooting. =)
The freaking starhub sucks.I called them to activate my hp line.And they bloody hell say they need the person whom register for this hp line.And dats my daddy!!!Aw man~must wait again.damn it.
Oh and i went to vist deviantArt.com a few days ago.And their design was VERY NICE.Really talented pple~appreciate their work man. Feel like owning it if i got money.
N im posting some of the nice ones i like. =)
Enjoy...
and ciaoz~!!!


This lady here really attracts me.And u saw her necklance she is wearing? The black thingy n a cross dangling down her chest...


I got that necklance too.lols.Not very clear though~but the design n stuffs was quiet similar lahs.Got the black beads ard it n the cross was dangling down too.


Love coffin very much.hahaha!!!!


This is my FAVOURITE.The title for this design is "milk,blood and sky." nice!!


Yea man!!! Smile everybody!!!! lols.

haha. the end.

Din update for 2 days. =)
Change my bloggy song to Guardian Angel.Think will change my bloggy song soon,coz i just found a web dat can host music for free.yea man.lols.
Was so busy these 2 days.Rushing my F&N coursework.Really hate rushing schoolwork.
N it even spoilts my mood on saturday.Din even went out dat day.So i went to jos house and continue to watch Mars.lols.
Today is sunday.A day dat i wish i can sleep forever,hoping dat monday will nv arrive.School sucks like hell.
Rot like nobody business at home in the morning.Cant tahan,so i went over to jos house.Went back home ard 11am,see got any thing to do not.
Dan receive a phone call from Fishy.yea man~i got something to do.So i pull jos along with me.
Went jamming.Was fun but i don't have much energy today.Coz its sunday..its just sunday!And i tried a small little part of canon rock w/o any background music.It sounds so damn sucky.I can't play for nuts.lols.Dunno how to desribe,its just sucks.Listen to Jerry C's and mine~oh my tian...its a BIG difference...BIG gap.paisei-ness.
And we went down to town.Guess who i saw at Cine...hahas~don't wanna say here.
Damn it.He act like we very close liddat.Crap alot,n he even offer me 1 ciggy.Slap him~think i poor issit~can afford myself if i can.He should quit man~he looks alittle pale.Or he din apply make-up?hahas. He said he like my green contacts n would like to have it too.Slap him man~i saw it on friendster lahss..he use photoshop n make his eyes look-so-oh-very-nice.Got red and even blue eyes man!!
Fishy n rest look so shock,din tell them i know him.
Aft dat me and jos went back early.Coz i need to reach home b4 dinner.And i did it~lols.
Actually cant even go out today.But i want to...and i promise to come back for dinner.hahas.
Im rotting now again.lols.
Tml school again.Just kill me somebody~i hate hate hate hate school.Very tiring!!
Just bear for 1 more week.Dan the March holiday will arrive.yay-ness!!Countdown 5 more days...lols.Desperate for holidays~dats me.
And i cant wait for the 17 March thingy~lols.
Oh and i should tell Linette about the Cine thingy tml in school.lols.
Saw my taggy n Esther is looking or rather waiting for me.yea man.Just tml...n my hp line will be activated.YAY-NESS!!!!!!!!!!

Shall end here.
Ciaoz~!!!

Was in a bloody bad mood today in school.
That monkey beside me thinks its funny.But im really really angry.I would like to change my place if i could.1 day he will get smackings from me.
Was all english fault.Was rushing english homework today during other lessons.Coz i need to finish it b4 english lesson starts.Got lots to do...was so so so fustrated.And that monkey beside me keep disturbing me.Damn it.
Mood was better after recess coz it was maths lesson.Yea man~i love Mdm Yin lots.lols.
Aft school Esther accompany me to central AGAIN.Yea~to pay my hp bill that is still short of $5..hahas.So i went there to pay $5.
Reached home at 4pm.Finish bathing and i went online dan offline.Slept alittle n woke up ard 6.45pm.Ate dinner with my family w/o my brother coz he got duty today.N so the computer is mine tonight.lols.
And i went over to jos house w/o vomitting in his room today.lols.He bought a new laptop!!COOL MAN.It was very nice and i feel like having it too.Im the second person who use it..yea man.At least the second one who touches this new laptop.Only use it alittle while though.
Now rushing on my F&N coursework.Hate to do it man...got lots to add in.Till now haven even finish my task analysis section.damn it.Very lazy to complete it can.

Just now went to update myself with many stuffs.lols.And i got Alice nine and Gazette's new song.Alice nine latest single very nice...FANTASY.This name somehow reminds me of dat not-very-nice mcdonald rice burger...that FANTASTIC ad on tv..hahas!!Back to Alice nine again..lols.Ya..dat song was really nice.Went to their official webby to take alook at their latest single's PV..it was nice manz.Can go take a look at their webby if u want...the pv sample is at the discography column.
Gazette's : http://www.pscompany.co.jp/gazette/
Alice nine's : http://www.pscompany.co.jp/alicenine/

Sounds depressed on my previous post.lols.Im alright actually.Just forget abt dat asshole.Im happy now. =)
Posting a picture of Alice nine later...super nice.N picture was taken from their unofficial webby - Tenshi.It was a great alicenine site.
End of the week tml...yay-ness.Was so damn tired of school.I need my bed.Can sleep more on sat n sun...great.

Shall end here...
Ciaoz~!!



Alice nine~!! nice isn't?

Im sick of school.
Everything was fine in school.N i attend maths remedial.Yong jun was so damn funny...i was tired,but this small guy makes me laugh like hell during maths remedial.lols.
Esther was nice,i know the weather was freaking hot....n yet she accompany me to amk central to pay my bloody high hp bill.N hopefully i can save my hp live again.Just wait alittle bit more...serious.
Reach hme at 4.50pm.Bath n went out again to meet my family.
N i saw someone.Chatted with him for awhile.This asshole makes me so dunno-how-to-describe-my-feelings.
Dan continue with my journey n went to meet my family.We walk ard...dan went home ard 6pm.
Have dinner at home with my family with a not so good mood.N dan i went to jos house.Was drinking again.Think i drank too mch,n i vomitted there.damn it i feel like crying.
N i went back home aft those vomitting stuffs.Slept alittle while n woke up again.
I though today will be a rather fine day for me.

Random stuffs below..can skip if u pple dont wanna waste time.or maybe coffee?
That asshole.He's the one whom i really feel like bumping him on the streets one day since he left.Yes,that was wat i keen for last time...last year.And my wish was granted today.
He's the one that makes me so confused,and make me broke down in kbox when everybody was so damn happy singing.He's the one who step into my life 1st,but was rejected.He tried many times.Days pass,n finally i was touched by him...somehow in someways he did.I waited for him..again n again.And one day,i give up...hoping that i will never bump into him again.But today i met him.Chatted with him,but all these was too late.My heart sank...why din he ask earlier...dat time before he leave he should have asked again.Those words no longer have magic in it,it came too late.
How i wish time could turn back again.Regret it manz.Should not have give up since he's-still-trying-that-i-did-not-know-either.Eh...sad lei.haiss. come back asshole,let me smack you. i wish i could.

yea man.saddening lahs.
Anw just now i flip through this month's lime mag again.One article about depression.Read it,and i realise i do feel that too.lols.Funny man~but im normal ok.hahas.
feel like taking medical leave tml.school kinda stress u know.lols. im actually lazy.
And thx to others,im alright now.

Ciaoz~!!