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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Its raining today.And for some reason,i hate the feeling of being wet.
I don't know since when i feel that...i just hate the wetness.Swimming,raining,wet paper,wet tissue...anything related to water i just hate it...i mean i feel disgusted.
But i have no choice...so i walk in the rain with the twins.
The thought of Ryouhei leaving Ayabie TODAY.His last live with Ayabie at Shibuya AX...i really cant think about it cos my heart aches like hell,i feel like crying manz.I will really really miss the sound of his guitar.I think its very sad for other members of Ayabie and of course his dear fans.But we shall respect his choice.
And i don't know how to put it in words and speak it out,so i shall write it here.
I've been very busy with my stuffs...lots of things happening.I want to concentrate on it..and on the other hand,N level is around the corner.Since i've found pple with the same interest,i think i can work better on my stuffs with them.Its very irritating if i keep bugging around and keep doing my stuffs which others might not be interested in.Not only im irritating or being a wierdo if u want to say it,im being selfish for bugging and tagging pple along with me when they are not interested at all.Im not choosing the cruel way,its just because im really really into it, and so i don't want to disturb others.I don't know whether im doing the right way,but i think its better this way.Hope everything will be better and will have each other's understanding.After all i think i have lots of fun last time.Sorry if anyone is offended or whatever.
My bag tear today...i guess i should really get a new bag.Saw a bag at Bugis last week and i like it alot!!Shall get this bag asap before its out of stock.The twins getting it too.
Im suppose to save up money for foolsmate,shoxx and cure magz,but end up having more and more stuffs to buy.Damn sucky on my saving up plan...but still,i need to get those magz before i start to regret.Its really scary~this month's Arena was sold out so quickly and i manage to get the LAST book..oh my tian.Lucky i got it....Alice nine, Aoi (Gazette), Miyavi and Sid was featured inside~bang head if i can't get it...its AOI!!! LOLS. *jiamin drop her tears there and scare pple off*
Currently addicted to a new song...think i shall change my blog song.Than maybe sometime,i will change it back again.Its a song by Jay Chou,and he sing with this man that don't really impress me last time...he's Fei Yu Qing.But now i think he's not that bad afterall.His voice match with the song pretty well~!The song is very touching too.Shall change my blog song next time...don't have the mood now cos im lazy.
Im thinking of changing my blogskin since last month...but im lazy AGAIN.Think i will change it during the 1 week holiday.
Teacher's day celebration tomorrow and school will end very early....im so glad we don't have to continue for lessons.The twins and i bought a card for Mr Chia...hahas~he's really a great teacher.
5 MORE DAYS TO N LEVEL.Good luck everyone!!
CIAOZ~

I blogged at 6:24 PM

Monday, August 28, 2006

Wakarimasen...keredomo boku wa kanjiru kodoku.
Taishita koto de wa nai...watashi wa kankaku no nai.
Sore wa chodo totemo kitaihazure.Tomodachi nai rikai...kanashii~!!!

Ahh...nihon go VERY BAD.But its written for a purpose.
I don't know what to do...but i will not give up on my stuffs because of all these things happening..cos there's somebody else with me. =)
Yea~i've changed my blog song...LOLS.
ciaoz!!

I blogged at 5:47 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Don't want to blog about today.
Sucks manz~
So i decided to post up many many video links i would like to share. =D
These great music videos are worth watching...serious!!

SID - Alibi *my favourite...dance around~lols.*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yL-COP-Lz4s

SID - Otegami
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WapuR_YwAOQ

SID - Ajisai
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kU20mkTrgi8

Don't understand why SID is leaving their vk image...Aki remove his lip piercing and left one?!No more heavy make-up?!No more color hair extension?!They really don't have to listen to that particular comment and turn to jpop from jrock??!!...think their music is great.Well~next...

Ayabie - Kiss me snow
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1e1Av0cCjc

Ayabie - Japanese caramel town
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXUtAZcqWZo

Ayabie - Glitter Tropen *my favourite + it's a must watch video!!*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUH9aqOnoPw

Don't know what to sad....sadness is what i feel when i watch their video or listen to their music.Really cant bear to see Ryouhei leave!!!Read his blog entry and its kinda sad you know~.The 3rd video..yes my favourite~Ryouhei's solo rocks!!Ayabie's music is great too.

That's all...these 2 bands are really great.Finally i list out some of their videos~great manz!!Hope you people enjoy all these videos.
Last two paper for tomorrow's prelim...Maths paper 2 and Physics.
CIAOZ!

I blogged at 5:34 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

The twins came to my house ytd for revision . ^o^
They left at around 9.30pm...and i hope they have fun although its kinda tiring.
Have been very busy with my stuffs these few weeks...so did not hang out with the girls as much as last time.Hope they understand....cos its my interest and i will irritate them if i keep bugging them and talk about my stuffs. =)
And i really appreciate the twins alot~they both brighten up my life in school.So glad we have the same interest...and the passion for it. =D
Maths paper 1 today sucks like hell.I never expect prelim will have such difficult paper...i don't believe the NA students get the same Maths paper 1 as the NT students,the standard damn high.Forget it~im just lousy in Maths.
Lots of things happening recently and im so busy with it.Planning this and that,checking stuffs,updating stuffs online,saving money,prelim and all these equals to lack of sleep.
Yea manz~1 week of September holiday is arriving soon.But having our N level Chinese paper on the 4th and 5th during that week of holiday.Its alright...at least we got a few days to rest.
Oh yes...Arena will be featuring Aoi from Gazette.I must get this magz...hahas!!I think its the coming latest issue...and i promise that i will not miss this one.Already miss the previous one with Alice nine on the cover...damn shitty.
I've change my blog song again...hahas~i know its not new song,but its very nice...suddenly i just feel like changing to this song.Hahas~enjoy!
Countdown 14 more days to N level examination.
がんばって!!!
CIAOZ!

I blogged at 11:29 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Woke up around 6.30am to go back to school for my Food and Nutrition coursework...than went home at 12pm to prepare everything and rush off to meet the twins.
Enjoy myself today with the twins...jiawei and jiamin.
Went to town...to PS...to Bugis...and we get lost somewhere when we decided to go back to town to get my stuffs.Yes~we are LOST...so we took a cab back to town.Feel so safe when we reach there..lols~its scary to be lost.
Saw Louis Khoo (not sure his name is spelled correctly not) yea~ Gu Tian Le.He was at PS for the Osim event held there.Also saw a VERY big and bright Ronin board at 2 bus-stop.One at Bugis,another one around Orchard...the board was damn bright with those strong lightings..and u can even plug in something into the "holes" on the board to listen to their latest song.Isn't it cool? LOLS.
Very tired,but we have fun. =D
Fool's mate cover is SID...1 page for Dir en grey only...and a small section on Ryohei leaving Ayabie.
SID turning to jpop...saw many jpop magz featuring them already...kinda sad that they are leaving their vk image.Like their songs and everything you know.
Hate those strange stares from people.Keep hearing the same thing over and over again.Hey...i only got 1 lip piercing....others might have 3 or 4 alright.Really pity those with many piercings..suffer so much around pple that comment on their piercing.
Finally get to drink Mr bean's pearly....miss the drink damn much!!
I reach home at 10.15pm and im seriously tired.
But i cant sleep...so i went online to update and stuffs.
CIAOZ!

I blogged at 12:30 AM

Friday, August 18, 2006

Not going to talk about prelim for today. =)
Went to town with jiawei straight after exam.
Went to kino and they say stocks haven arrive...yea~and we are going town AGAIN tomorrow.Just for the magazine...damn it.Than went to far east and i finally bought my cap!! =D
Reach home at 4.45pm and i feel so tired.
The cramps are killing me~!!I feel like stabbing my own stomach with a knife.Started this morning when i was doing my History paper...than my Biology paper...than to town...and now it still hurts!! *.*
Changing my blog song today.Actaully i plan to change to Ayabie's song,but i don't want to make myself sad again so i decided to change to SID's song.Maybe someday when i don't really feel that sad than i will upload Ayabie's song...how i wish that we will never reach 30th August...Ryohei!!! >o<
My blog song is incomplete...any kind soul can send me the full version of SID - ALIBI??Pls tag if u have it...thanks!!
That's all for now...
ciaoz!!

I blogged at 6:15 PM

I was aiming A1 for my chinese.
But i think i can't do it...paper 2 was easy but paper 1 was like shit.
Steph and linette went to eat and i went home straight after school with tmc and rebecca.
History and Biology for tomorrow's prelim.Don't give up everybody...all the best people!! =)
Countdown 18 days to N level examination.
And im going town with jiamin and jiawei after school tomorrow...fools mate!!Hopefully i can ask more details for shoxx magz.Pls note that the latest issue...Gazette's cover!!Im not going to miss it again....i miss the june issue for shoxx and i regret it.Im getting my cap too!! =D
Im moving my organ up to my room.I just can't play any music in the living room...feel better in my room.Mummy and daddy agree without thinking much..sweet~!But the main reason is my music sheets are all saved in my computer...lols.My family will all be helping me to move my organ up to my room cos its simply too heavy...i hear complains from my brother saying im mad to move such things to the 3rd storey.But i din expect organ to be so heavy..lucky i don't have a piano...LOLS.
Want to thank everyone for helping me...attention seeker tagging my tag-board.
This is my blog..i say what i want to say.If you are unhappy,than just stop visiting my blog.Hate me so much than we shall talk face to face.
Changing my blog song to Ayabie's song soon...
Shall end here...
ciaoz!

I blogged at 1:50 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

I don't bloody care what bad comments stupid pple post on my tag-board. =)
Most importantly is that im being myself.Im a disgrace than what about you...i don't act like one who don't talk to anyone acting cool at one corner..maybe you did that yourself and you are jealous that i can be so happy with my friends.
School was okay today.
And im so glad that i have fun during PE lesson.Was playing captain ball with my classmates...but seriously,i still prefer badminton.LOLS.
We don't have any maths homework today.Mrs Chu was so kind to us cos she know we have prelim tomorrow.And i spent 2 free periods of social studies lesson wisely.Mr Chia allow us to do our stuffs,so i decided to spent this 1 hour reading shoxx magz in the class.
The school invited one story-teller for our assembly.Her voice was like so irritating that i don't have the mood to listen to her story anymore.She said pple pay her to listen to her stories...oh yea.You know what,she's not even suitable for bed-time stories...pple cant get to sleep because of her voice.But i do respect her for something...she continue her story even though the hall was noisy.I mean,obviously she knows that we are talking among ourselves instead of listening to her.
Going to get the latest issue for fools mate.The twins told me some bands feature in the magz..including dir en grey.Im so going to get it....maybe this friday when the stocks arrive.
Having English paper tomorrow...hope i do better for this prelim paper.My social studies paper was totally bull-shit.
Tmc and steph will be very tired tomorrow..their dance performance end at 10.30pm.Hope they rest will and be prepare for their prelim.
Work hard everyone~!!Counting down 20 more days to N level examination.
My blog seems to have problem loading the song...im working on it...yea.Maybe i will change to other song 1st.
Ending here...
ciaoz!

I blogged at 8:51 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TMC~!!!
LOLS.
Hope she like what we did for her today..lols.And although the cake i make is alittle too sweet,hope she like it lahs. ^o^
Im saving up money to buy my stuffs....the feeling of being broke.I got lots of stuffs to buy~aw manz.And somehow i decided to setup something to earn money.But i think i should discuss with the Zhang twin sister 1st.
Din expect kwok min hui to be so kpo...i should be enjoying shoxx magz at home,but she ask it from jiawei first~im so not willing to let go the magz when i know dat she wanted to lend it.
Oh yes~im changing my blog song.NEW song this time....Gazette's song~yea manz.Finally able to upload my songs. =D
Receive a card + other stuffs i lazy to list out from yiwei...aw manz~best wishes for my exams.LOLS~sweet....thanks lahs. =)
Nothing much to update today....School time past kinda fast.English teacher end up teaching 5 students only,cos the rest of us unwilling to learn..yea right~nv md anw...i enjoy the free period talking non-stop.
Prelim is starting again on Wednesday...sucky.
Going to have my nap soon...
CIAOZ!

I blogged at 5:02 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

I LOVE FIREWORKS~!!
After watching the fireworks video steph send me,i decided to go down to take a look instead of making so much noise saying dat i regret not seeing it myself. =D
Went to town AGAIN with the Zhang twin sister,jiawei and jiamin.And i FINALLY found my cap after searching up and down around Bugis and Orchard and some random places i pass by.LOLS.
Get to browse and shoxx and cure magz.And the twins decided to get shoxx...after some discussion.Manage to get some nice pictures by ourselves...and my cold soba sauce at the japanese market place. =)
Reach town around 3pm and we left at 7.30pm setting off to the Esplanade for fireworks.
Today is the last day for the 15mins long fireworks...as expected,we became part of the crowd making our way to the the Esplanade.The journey was kinda long walking from City hall mrt to the Esplanade...yea~but i think its worth it. =)
Fireworks starts at 9pm...and its so so so beautiful~!!Took many pics of the fireworks..and its amazing esp the last shot..wheee~LOLS.
Spent my day very happily...found my cap,got nice pics and the fireworks.
And i reach home at 11.15pm.
Oh yes~im still trying to upload my song.Dunno what the hell happen..i just cant upload~damn it.All i can do is to replace my blog song by changing it to songs i've put before.Sucks manz~i want new song!!
Monday arriving soon....tmc's bday too. =D
Bad new...prelim haven end...N level starting soon.
Tomorrow is my rest day so i shall sleep longer cos i spent too much energy today...hahas~
CIAOZ!

I blogged at 12:20 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

Social studies paper tomorrow.
I hate prelim.
I dunno~but im starting to feel the stress now.I dun feel anything liddat last year....its damn sucky.
I cant sleep lahs...dats why im updating my blog.Actually dun intend to update today...yea.
Well...gotta inform the rest about something.Just inform linette about it just now.Was telling her dat starting from today,im going to go back home straight after school.Reasons...i want to go back home early,i want to revise alittle at home,its all for N level,im saving money.Hope steph and tmc can understand.Its kinda difficult lahs~cos i usually dun go home so early and i cant bear to leave the group of girls.Now im leaving the fun...its shit manz.
Anw~i really hope the girls can do well for the N level,dun give up alright.
Im findind a job after my N level...hopefully a better one with a higher pay.LOLS.
I want to change my blog song....but i keep having difficulties uploading my song...damn it.Maybe i shall change to songs dat i've already upload last time.
Think i shall sleep after this...haiss.
CIAOZ!

I blogged at 12:28 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
LOLS.
Wake up very early today.
Spent my day practicing singing...wahahahas. =D
Went out with my grandma and sister to have lunch.Spent quite alot for lunch including my maid's share...damn it~dat coffeeshop sure knows how to earn money.
And now...just came back with my dad.Walk around dan went to the bank to do my stuffs.
Just get to know a new movie call "Kamikaze Girls".Seems interesting too...but it does look kinda similar like NANA's story.Yea...those interested can go to the links section and check it out,i've link the "Kamikaze Girls" site. =)
Oh yes...im unable to upload my song because bloody filelodge keep having problems.Don't worry~i will keep trying. >o<
Think shall end here le...
Gotta revise my social studies later at night.
CIAOZ!!

I blogged at 3:42 PM

Have not been updating because modem was "away" for repairing. =)
1 more day to National Day.
I still rmb that year when our school was involved in NDP.I keep complaining under the hot sun..practicing for long hour.But now,i miss those time already...hahas.
Went to school today for the celebration and it sucks big time.I almost slept throught the whole assembly.
Im so glad there is no need for us to go to school on Wednesday and Thursday.Can rest at home and prepare my Social Studies prelim paper on Friday.
I went home straight after school this morning.Reach home at 11am...damn early..lols~
Linette went to tmc house to help her for her outing later...and steph din come today,guess she's spending her wonderful time earlier with her Mr Yagami...wahahas.
Taken my bath and my lunch + my nap already.Actually plan to go out later,but i change my mind.Have been going out this few weeks,so i decided to stay at home today.And finally i have time to watch my favourite show at chn U during 5pm.
Oh yes...JUZ-B will be coming to my school for our next assembly.Yea~i knew it,lucky i din put in too much hope.I mean...its quite impossible for my favourite superband to come.
Haven even buy my contact lens...think i use the old lens near to 2 months.No wonder i feel like vomitting sometimes...u know vision is kinda blur and so on.Feeling unwell especially after recess lessons.Gotta wear glasses again..damn it.
Went out with the Zhang twin sisters and Esther last Saturday.Bought a Alice nine poster but i still cant find my cap....is my cap design so difficult to find~freak manz.Went to bugis and i saw many nice clothes and stuffs....heart damn itchy.
Superband Finals last Saturday was great.Well~at least to me lahs.Lucify did try their best....i did vote for them...and thanks for the rest who help me to vote for them.I think others should not be rude when Lucify is out of the competition already.Everyone have their likings,at least this band do us proud and show other pple dat they can be in the Finals too.Well,and its reported clearly dat Lucify is left with 1% of votes to be able to make it to the 2nd round.Im proud of them. =)
1st prelim paper on this coming Friday...and im going to work hard.I just want to do well for my exams and continue with my life doing things that i enjoy.
Just now the police came to my house and im very sure dat i almost cry.This is what happen...2 police officer came and ask me whether i receive any strange letter.I reply no as i din check my letter box at dat time,so the officer call me to check on the spot.I took out every single letters,flyers and stuffs dan i saw one small envelope.Took it out and the envelope only stated our address.I show it to ther police and they say dat is the letter they want.I was shock at dat time...dan after dat they show me the SAME envelope dat they had open...it contain a one piece of hell notes (paper money pple burn for the dead pple) and a piece of paper with message.They told me my estate here get this kind of letter from a LOAN SHARK case they are checking on.I swear i almost cry when i saw those bloody stuffs...shock like hell manz.Luckily they say its alright cos they are taking dat letter away from all the houses here.THANK YOU MR.POLICEMAN.I din expect such things to happen around me..yea~dats why i was shock....maybe not lahs,i was just scare.changing my blog song later...yes~finally i decided to change.Will be changing to Gazette's song..yay!Pls forgive if i am unable to upload my song...yea.
CIAOZ~

I blogged at 2:32 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Its 1st of August~!! =D
Hahas~this year pass so fast.
10 more days to social studies prelim.
Went home straight after school today.Feel so happy to eat my grandma's cooking for lunch..lols!
Assembly for today was great.The school invite a acappella group to perform.Even though i know nothing much about acappella,but i do think they did a great job. =)
Good news to share today...Mr Lim our very artistic teacher in school said dat one of the superband will be coming to our school for one of our assembly on 15th August.Oh my tian~i cant believe it lahs.Dunno which superband will be coming,hopefully is Lucify..hahas!The important thing is i dun wish my school to be rude if Lucify is been invited,dun want to explain why cos its easy to figure out lahs.But this time i will not put so much hope in it like last time the Art Fiesta thingy.Who knows superband will not be coming or the whole thing is been cancel...yea?
Linette,tmc,steph and me came down late for PE lesson today.Dat bloody WONG punish us again...the same old push-up punishment lahs.I nv see such SHORT male teacher teaching PE...he's just irritating. ^0^
Oh yes~im down with flu today.
Serious flu for the whole damn day.I HATE FLU.I cant even think clearly...dats why i cant finish my Maths homework in class.I dunno..but i feel bad when i cant finish my homework in school.Im one of those pple who slack like hell at home,so i NEED to finish everything in school.Doing homework at home is a waste of time cos there's still revision to do.
Now i can see im really on task...no more late work for teachers.BUT nothing can change my hatred for school...well~i just HATE school. =D
Xiao zhu's blog link under the links section....and he updated his blog already. =)
I want to buy Arena and Shoxx~haiss. >o<
And isn't my blog song great? LOLS!

I blogged at 4:15 PM