NAOMI
20 February 1989
Happily married to Mr Chow
Loves my daughter - Mikaela.

Naomi Shiu

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Going for night walking alone is so cool.LOL.



Gonna discuss about project on Tuesday.
I also want to try shopping alone like what Suzanne and my other girlfriends did.The feeling...you know.Haha.



And i dont know what to blog about already.



Okay.

Ja-ne~

Slept at 3am yesterday.
Woke up at 1.30pm today.



Am going out for my piano lesson after this.


And i found something beautiful...



ZIPPO ORANGE MATT LIGHTER.
Oh my tian.Its orange color. (:


Yes.Thats all for today.
Will update more if i have something to blog about.

Ja-ne~

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE~

Time check: 5.41AM


I didn't sleep at all.



Surprise eh?I always love sleeping.
Don't be.I want to sleep but i just cannot sleep. =.=

So,here i am blogging early in the morning.


Ja-ne~

Updated.

Went out in the afternoon.
And than back home for mahjong session in the evening.With sister Nicholas,Li Kuan,Samuel,Kelvin Lee and Kenny. (:

They left at 11pm++.
After that went chomp chomp with Li Kuan for dessert.LOL.Something we cannot resist.
I didn't pay a single cent for my dessert,and he sent me home too.Thanks Li Kuan! (:



For the time being,i dont know what to do.
Everything is in a mess.


Suzanne is sick.
I didn't know my feeling so accurate.And i sms-ed her.
Take care ah! (:


Headache starting.
I have to sleep today.


Ja-ne~

Okay.

He replied.Just only.
And i know something which i do not want to hear from other people.

Everything finally ended.


I don't know how i feel suddenly.


I want mahjong and kbox session.
Fuck la.


Ja-ne~

24th June.
Went to class chalet.
Tired,but fun la.LOL. (:


Back from chalet today.
Reached home,bath and everything.Slept at 10am till 6pm.
Shiok can.

Received quite alot of sms-es when i am sleeping.
All trying to disturb my sleep but i ignore them.LOL.


And i start to think.
I just want the truth.Am i asking too much?I used to know everything about him last time...but now i don't.
He dont have to lie to me you know. =.=
I also hate waiting for his reply.


To fishy.Here's the ending...
现在的我，放下了一切，没有牵挂和犹豫。我仍旧在寻找中，寻找着那个可以给我幸福的人。而对你，想说的只有一句 ---- 你一定要过的幸福!

But im not ready yet la. (:



Now.Nothing to blog about.
Shall end here.


Ja-ne~

Its tonight!!


((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!
I LOVE YOU~ (:


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因为喜欢上你，我开始学会温柔。那段日子心里总是想着你，所以连生活都变得美好起来，我真的很幸福。每天都可以看到你，可以知道你的喜怒，知道你所有的一切，对于我来说真的已经足够了。

我仰视着你，因为你让我知道要做自己，这或许也是我当初欣赏你的理由。曾经根本就没有想过人原来是可以这样做的，就是那样的纯粹，所做即所想。我不否认，刚开始的确只是想学一学你，因为想和你靠得近一点。但是后来越来越发现，原来做自己也没那么难。

你的特立独行中或许有着某种叛逆，某种不甘心，那都是因为你的脆弱。这就是你给我的感觉，也是我喜欢你的理由。你让我觉得你是一个倔强的孩子，努力的追求自己想要的，却又无法阻挡逆境的到来，而这种无助让我有一种想保护你的冲动。

曾经，我以为自己不需要坚强，因为亲人朋友们会帮我。但是遇到你之后我终于明白，有些事情是必须要我一个人面对。面对你的冷漠，我只有忍耐，因为没有人可以抱怨。你不回我的短信，不理会我的留言，这所有的一切都不是你的错，因为是我自愿的。我做这一切都只有一个理由，因为我喜欢你。
即使最后的回应是忽视，我都不可以有任何的抱怨。在黑暗中泪流满面，那是因为突然而来的伤感，但仍旧不会去怪你。既然是自找苦头，就不要怪别人。所以我学会了坚强，有一点无奈，一点无辜，但是真的学会了。

你也让我体会到了离别的痛苦。当那一天将要来临的时候，我开始忍受那种煎熬。我担心分开，但那却是注定的。离别以后的日子，我努力地适应着没有你的生活。渐渐的我就发现，原来没有你的生活也是可以如此多彩。

虽然闲下来的时候会想，你现在在干吗?你的身边现在有哪些人?你还是像以前一样想笑就笑想发火就发火?还是那样坚持着做最真的自己?心里有太多的疑问真的很希望听你亲口说，听你告诉我 今天又跟谁闹别扭，又遇到了什么开心事?真的很希望我可以成为那个你倾诉的对象。但是不可能，我不是你的谁，我不在你的世界了。

我也渐渐习惯了，真的习惯了，习惯了伴着泪水入睡。习惯了早上醒来看着枕巾，想着前一天晚上流泪的场景，然后装作什么都没有发生过，微微一笑，继续精神抖擞的过我新的一天。其实没有你的日子也挺好的，虽然不能看着你笑，却也不用看着你不开心，然后在旁边猜测原因，却又苦苦得不到答案。不在你世界的我又如何会知道原因?

渐渐的，我也就相信了，相信我和你终究不会是有结果的。所以曾经坚守的等待的誓言最终还是破灭了，失去了理由，也失去了坚持的勇气。曾经会选择等待是因为我相信，相信我和你之间的心有灵犀，相信我和你只是因为时机的关系。但是，分别也让我看清了很多，很多。

我没有办法继续坚守自己曾经的誓言，我放弃了，在看清了真相，在理清了思绪之后，我还是选择了放弃，放弃等待，放弃期望，只是单纯的过我的生活，一个人的生活。生活中不再有你的影子，我要试着将你遗忘。

我也要感谢你，你让我学会了放手。也许放弃也是一种让自己快乐的方法。
放弃的过程或许有太多的不舍，太多的不甘，但正是忍受了这种不舍和不甘，我才真正的成长。在无数次的犹豫和决心之后，在无数的眼泪之后，我终于可以笑着去回忆，回忆你，回忆那个时候的爱情。虽然不管怎么样的回忆，也只是片断而已，但是我知道那些片断，将是最珍贵的回忆。。。


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Im alittle happy today.LOL.

Still not sure if i can post up the ending.Maybe one day. (:


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Ja-ne~

Im like so freaking sick.
Don't understand why must girls suffer so much.

No.Not all girls.Maybe its just me.
I am under the very-serious-category.And i really really hate it.
Just let me die.LOL.

Those pink color pills are nothing okay.I dont feel any better. =.=


And im having piano lesson later.
I feel like skipping it.But...you know...forget it.
Im gonna drag myself there,and than drag myself back home.



～がなくて寂しい...
Whatever.I will stick to "time will heal my heart" everyday.


Ja-ne~

I change my blog background music again.LOL.

This beautiful song - 彩虹. (:
By - 周杰倫.



如果能讓我重新再來一次
我希望我不曾出現在你的生命裡

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

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Okay enough.Haha.

Ja-ne~

Its Li Kuan,Samuel and Yiwen again for today.
At my house. (:


And Li Kuan dyed his hair. (:


Li Kuan and Samuel's extra hand.



Its been 4 days.
Time will heal my heart.

Blog background music changed. (:

Ja-ne~

Pictures. (:



We went bowling.For free. (:


This is Samuel.The very-nice-standard-pose for bowling.


ORANGE~


We... (this is Li Kuan)


...went to arcade too.


Val. (:


Samuel and Yiwen. (:


Li Kuan and friend. (:


Yeah!The famous V sign.


Final pose.LOL.



Thats all.

Ja-ne~ (:

Today is a very tiring day.



And i really love to sleep.


Update more next time.LOL.
Thank you.

Ja-ne~

Yesterday.

Piano lesson as usual.
After that,meet up with boyfriend and he was late.
Lastly,had supper with Yiwen,Li Kuan and Samuel.


Supper at chomp chomp...






Boyfriend,i dont want to be a yoyo.
You drag things and let me wait for i-dont-know-what-reason...Everything you do is a torture to me.
Monday will be the last day.


Maybe Li Kuan is right.
Whatever.


Before i end...i want to wish daddy a Happy Father's Day. ((:


Ja-ne~

Piano.
Boyfriend.
Supper.




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Edited at 1.40am
I am lazy to continue...shall update tomorrow.


Ja-ne~

I think i did badly for my wash and blow test.Even if i pass this test,i know its not good enough.
And,i want to thank mummy for being my model today. (:

Never mind,at least i score A for my lla.LOL.

After school.
KTV-ed with classmates - Li Kuan,Samuel & sister,Yiwen.
Had fun. ((:


Boyfriend,so its my fault that i am in a rush to hang up?
Im eating,with my classmates.You cant expect me to keep chatting over the phone with you infront of my friends.
After i hang up,you sms-ed me...showing your unhappiness.Forget it...im not gonna blame you.You are always busy.


To Suzanne.
For your info,im single and available now.For the time being,i am able to address him as "boyfriend".



Holiday.Oh my tian. ((:
Gonna sleep and play as much as i can.LOL.


I've got 2 pictures for today...


Samuel and his...


sister. ((:



Ja-ne~

Just a normal day in school today.

Injured myself during HCT lesson.
But still,i managed to finish the whole haircut. (:

Wash and blow test tomorrow.My mum will be my model.
I really hope i can do well. (:


After tomorrow,we will be having our holidays.
Im so so so happy about it.I can sleep as much as i can.


And today,classmate - Shirlyn asked me...
Boyfriend you got long hair around shoulder length...why didnt i bring you for my wash and blow practice/test.
I was kind of speechless.Seriously,i dont know how to answer that question.In my heart i was thinking...how can i bring you over to my school?I dont want your fangirls to hate me.lol!
And 亲爱的,那不是爱情. ((:


Here's the youtube video im talking about in the hairlab.
China girl mocking at Si Chuan victims
Im not trying to be funny,but seriously...this heartless girl really talk like this.LOL!



Lastly...my picture of the day. (:


This is Jiaren and Shijun.They agreed to pose this picture for me.Sweet huh? ((:




Ja-ne~

I am tired.


Boyfriend call at 3am+++ yesterday.
And i find it difficult to get back to sleep after that.

Please don't do that again boyfriend.
I hate it.LOL.



School is fine today. (:
Just abit lazy to get things done.

And this is my favourite picture of the day.


This is Henry.With black eyeliner. Kakkoi~!!! (:


Nothing much to blog about.So that all for today.

Ja-ne~

My brother bought a new camera for me. (:
Although i dont like the color of the camera...but still,i am happy with it.

After school.
Went E!hub with classmates - Yiwen,Valerie,Samuel and Li Kuan.
Had fun! (:


Pictures!!


My lovely classmates and...can you spot me?


Another picture of my lovely classmates...


Okay.This is Gerald and Li Kuan and the back of Samuel.Gerald look so cute pouting his lips~


Shijun and me (:


Valerie and me ((:


Me and Valerie's nice cap


Have you watched Kungfu Panda?
We totally love this movie so much and......



Dont laugh!I am trying to hold my laugh in this picture okay.lol~


My favourite picture of the day! The five of us trying to act...lol!!



Thats all for today.


Having wash and blow test this Friday.Sian.

Ja-ne~ (:

After school.
Went to Tampines mall with sister Nicholas,Yousheng,Valerie,Shirlyn,Li Kuan,Samuel and Yiwen.

Watched Kungfu Panda with Valerie and Li kuan.
Nice movie. (:


And i totally forgot about my contact lens.Until i reached home,found out that i actually forgot to collect it.



Mr Teo,please tell me if you found a new love. (:



Lastly...
Happy Birthday to the GazettE guitarist - Uruha.


the GazettE


Look at Uruha's sexy leg...


He's one smexy guy. xD





Ja-ne~

Shuraba
By: Tokyo Jihen


Mijikayo hange, uso wo kuramu to zo
utagau nante asamashii desu

Hi no moto mitometa ano ude no shirosa made
wasuretara... kogoezu ni atatamaru no ka
Issou kono mama kayowanai tote kamawanai

Kasa no yuki no, shizen wazawai ya
Kurobamu mae ni hatarakimasu

Yurete wa owari to ano natsu no kitai wo seme
aoidara... haiiro ni sasou shara souju
Issou kono mama shigeranai tote itowanai

Dareka ni aeba kioku wo nusumareyou
Nodo wo tsukaeba anata ga koboreide afureyou

...kore ijou shiritaku nado nai
Issou kono mama nemutteraretara ii no ni
A! Anata no kubisuji ga
kitto ima wa mou masshiroku sukitootte iru

Piano lesson today.


Played some pieces.And i tried to attempt Kare Uta and Miseinen.Oh my tian i feel so much for both songs.But i kind of mess up Kare Uta...lucky teacher was not there yet.lol.

Next will be Guren.I love playing the GazettE songs on piano...they sound so sad...so emotional. (:


Had dinner with mummy and sister.Lots of love. (:


Yiwen called.Telling me that she saw boyfriend at Bugis.
Sweet huh.lol!

Actually want to call up boyfriend to ask.But i dont really have to do all these.So yea. (:



And i finally bought 1gb memory card for my handphone today.Plus,its fucking cheap...selling at $16.80 only.Im so happy.LOL!




Flowers~flowers~flower~~~~all over the floor... (I took this outside my house.lol.)


See,finally caught this mouse in my house.


Mummy and me. (:


Lastly...
Happy Birthday boyfriend.One year older already. (:
(Over 12am now.)


Ja-ne~ (:

Find faults with me early in the morning.

Fine.You win.
You just fuck up my day.Thanks. (:
Go ahead if you dont want to treat me as your friend.Just fucking leave me alone and don't ever call or sms me anymore.

I've wasted my tears on you.Goodbye my friend.
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So many unhappy things happening.wtf.

Eh,i want to be happy for at least one day also cannot ah?
Is it so difficult to be happy?


After school.
Went to AMK hub with Yiwen and Yousheng. (Michelle went home)

Left at 5pm.
On the way home...boyfriend called.
Thanks for calling boyfriend.So far you are the first one who call up and asked me what happen. (:
Fuck,i feel as if only one person care for me.And i tear-ed on the bus.


To Suzanne.
Don't worry.I will tell you everything when i am free. (:


Piano lesson tomorrow.
I have to complete my theory homework....and also practice on my piano.Skills getting rusty again.


I want to watch and .

Anyone interested to watch together with me please msn/sms/call/tag me.Thanks. (:



Ja-ne~

I dyed my hair.Love the color. (:

And i forgot to mention that i cut my hair last week.
Yes,i cut my long long hair.Its shorter now.


Today.
Finally got one model for haircut. (Thanks to Kenny)
Stress...but fun. (:

These few days...i just dont feel like going to school.
Very tired.Very lazy.And i feel like shit sometimes i dont know why.



I've been keeping quiet these few days and im not going to say anything.

I hate it when people take me for granted.Just fucking leave me alone...and stop hurting me with words.
If i say something,it sounds like i am the one hurting people with words.So,i will shut myself next time.Serious.


Well...maybe its just me.


I just dont have any plan these few days.
And i dont know what to do after school tomorrow.

Boyfriend,please ring me up if you see this.
Dont worry,i will not complain anything to you...im fine. (:


Ja-ne~

Super tired today.
At least we meet up and sort things out yesterday. (:

School life complicated.Its fucking annoying to see adults behaving like this.wtf.
Almost half the class got that fucking red/pink/or whatevershitcolor form.I GOT IT TOO.(:
Reasons are fucking stupid too.For example like hair color... are too colorful compared to HA class.Oh yeah colorful.
The HA class would like to mix with HB class?Is this a joke?HAHAHA.Fuck off la. (:
And please,stop complaining or bad mouth us infront of our lecturers.

Went to AMK hub with Yiwen and Yousheng.
Meet up with Wee Liang,received BBT album.
Bought hairdye.ASH CARAMEL~

Will be dying my hair later.I hope the color will turn out well. (:


Carefree.
Without worries and responsibilities.This is what i feel now...I hope he feel the same too.


曾经我也带给你快乐，曾经我也带给你幸福。曾经我也让你焦灼和无奈，曾经你也让我等待和期盼。也曾经我们都忘了自己，体会那心跳的感觉和缠绵的爱。不是每一段爱情都有美丽的回忆，也不是每段回忆都是那么的刻骨铭心。我们即使不能相伴到老，我也会在这里为你祝福。

即使某天这一段感情再也不可能继续，相信你也会记得有一个人和你相依，有一个声音经常的在你耳边响起，有一双手握住你那手心的温度与舒适。因为你已是我今生永远无法割舍的牵挂。因为再多的东西也换不回拥有你的日子。也许你已经忘了你的那句‘我爱你’，但我付出的依然是最真的心。如果你真的爱我，那我是幸福的。就算和你走不到天涯，我的心依然为你牵挂。我会为你永远的祈祷和祝福，愿你永远的幸福,平安。当你不开心的时候，我会陪你流泪。当你不快乐的时候，我就是你的开心果。当你孤独的时候，有我在陪你说话。当你伤感的时候，我会和你一样的忧郁。当你梦见我的时候，那是我再想你了...

别忘记我们曾经爱过。
I say,i love you boyfriend. (:


I am officially single and available now.lol.


My brother going Indonesia today.Coming back on monday. (:

Ja-ne~

After school.
Hang out with with classmates again. (:
Let me name them out...Yiwen,Valerie,Cherry,You Sheng,sister Nicholas,Kelvin Lee,Kenny,Samuel and Li Kuan.

Reached home at 10.40pm.

Super tired.hah.





Maybe we should remain like this...
Just remain like this...its enough. (:
At least i know how you feel,and you know how i feel too.Those words will remain in my heart. (:

Ja-ne~

School sucks today.
I was in a bad mood.So everything just go wrong.

And i want to say SORRY to Yousheng.
Im sorry for screaming and shouting at you today.I know im in the wrong.

I tear-ed dont know how many times today.
But my lovely classmates and sister Nicholas keep making me laugh like a crazy bitch. (:


Hang out with classmates after school.KTV-ed and dinner at Mac.
Pictures! (:
(Please ignore my ghostly face.I didn't sleep well yesterday.And no makeup+messy hair.)


Pretty lady - Sze Yin


Sotong queen - Yiwen


Samuel...Sammy...Samuel


The good guy - Li Kuan


3 Burgers guy - Sanford


Group picture with the very famous V handsign


Look.He REALLY ate 3 burgers for dinner.3 cheers for Sanford!!



I need to stop throwing my temper around.Seriously,i hate myself being like that.I dont want to hurt anyone. (Like how i did to yousheng today.Dammit!)


I dont know if i can do it.It really hurts.
Can i really return to your side?Or we should stop everything.
Its fucking miserable.And i want to end it.But how?


Tomorrow will be a better day.Maybe. (:


Ja-ne~

Pictures.


Yiwen


Li kuan


Samuel


Shijun and me

My sister and me

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Im in a fucking bad mood.

Lots of upcoming test and everything.And you know what,fuck all those people who dont trust me.Free haircut reject,free hairwash and blow also reject.Next time if you guys want free haircut from me,just fuck off.Im not going to entertain any.Im serious.
Here i am trying my best to keep up with my school work.But you guys keep saying cant trust me.Whatever la okay.Thats what friends are for.Now i know.

But i also want to thank those people who trust me.
My dear sister,and one auntie outside which i dont know but she agree to be my haircut model.



Cried over the fucking phone when he called.He knew i didnt turn up for the event.
I just hope he can stop showering me with all his love.Why are we always turning back when everything is over?
Countdown 7 days to his birthday.But i am not able to do anything for him.


Tell me why is it so painful.



Blog background music changed.Those who watched Accuracy Of Death will know this song.


Ja-ne~

I am tired. (:

Lazy to update anything.
Shall upload pictures in my next entry.




Its 1st June tomorrow.
I will enjoy my sleep and will not think about it.
Its their first performance,i hope they will do well.

Am so not looking forward to 16th June.
I dont know how am i going to survive.lol.


Ja-ne~