Wednesday, September 28, 2005
COUNTDOWN 5 DAYS TO GCE N LEVEL...
Today very tired in sch...slp in Physics lesson.Haiss~no choice,cant control~im too sleepy.
N i skip maths remedial today...suddenly no mood to attend.
Aft sch went to PS p.h to eat...treat steph,huizhen n cherlyn till lyk siaoz.But its ok...long long 1 time ok de.
Very excited...buying hp tml with my daddy.
Nothing to say le how.....lolx~
Im fine anw....juz getting more n more confuse n blur abt my future.Sux manz.
Those gd managers are going to leave PS pizza hut le..sianz~hate those new manager.U cant imagine dat they really do look lyk maid serving pple.N plue,they got a freaking fierce looks~haiss.No more fun working nxt time...bad sia.
K le....shall end here.
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 9:19 PM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
COUNTDOWN 6 DAYS TO GCE N LEVEL...
Oh yes~my brother got his duty today.N dat means i can use the comp once again without his permission.
Ytd went to HeartLand Mall with my neighbour...he buy his things.N i went to check the amount of money Luke actually own me..but freak,the moneychanger din open dat day.Aft dat went to his hse to watch videos n stuffs.Ard 8.55pm went hme to watch my fav show...Chn 8 show got Julian.Ahhh~he is very charming,lolx!!
Today went to sch....tired lyk freak.Fall aslp during many lessons...bloody lazy to do anithink manz.Aft dat went to PS pizza hut to take my pay.Huizhen n Steph accompany me go.Stewpig arhx Durai~hungry manz...bloody no heart.N wait for Amjad lyk freak...he's such a slow poke.Anw i've taken my pay....n we also walk ard to look for hp...coz im buying ,my hp real soon.Excited manz..lolx~!!!
Now bloody sianz....waiting for 10pm~my Stairway to heaven...ahaha~very nice show.Dunno why so many pple lyk no interest in it.Watch dat show cry lyk mad.
N pple,i've change my bloggy song le.Yes...tis is the song from Stairway to heaven.Hear tis song i think of smething...very sad.But i dunno who sang tis manz~his name dunno how to spell.But its from Stairway to heaven OST...n im so glad dat i finally found tis song.Have been searching for it high n low....ask my frens,all dunno.Now i get the song all by myself aft so many weeks...see,im so power.Lolz~!!
Think shall end here le...nothing to say anymore.Even got things also dunno how to phrase it out.haha~!
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 8:22 PM
Monday, September 26, 2005
COUNTDOWN 7 DAYS TO GCE N LEVEL...STARTING ON 3RD OCTOBER.
Alright...i steal the modem in my brother's room.He is stewpig n selfish for not lending me to use the comp.
Im starting to get frighten now...N level sux.N im freaking angry when i heard the news..in 2 yrs time their will be a new system for the N level n O level students.Sux manz~not fair manz.Freak the MOE lahz~think wat sia.Let the student for this yr suffer so bloody mch~freak lahz!!Knn...bloody hate S'pore education system n the MOE.
These few days keep having the fear of not passing my N level...haiss.I think its fate if i fail.Its alright anw...i already lost interest in it le.Yes,fail maths still got ITE rite~so wats the use of studying so hard for other subjects when i know i will fail my maths n end up in ITE instead of poly.But i will try my best to pass lahz~juz dun force me.
Working as bar these few weeks...frighten to do ice-cream n Latte.Coz do wrong dan jialat,waste time..dan customer not happy.N we will have complains...lolx~!
Stopping work for this week n nxt week....yes,its N level.
N pple,pls dun worry~i will inform u all when i get my hp.
Dunnoe wat happen....now i have to wait for N level to finish b4 i can do my hair.Coz keep having problems these few weeks...n i cant do my hair.Freak manz.
Decided to do rebonding,n of coz i wanna highlight my hair either purple or blue colour.But im thinking of pink now~lolx.Maybe dye whole head purple more nice...lolx!!
Can sme kind souls intro me sme gd saloon so dat my hair is PROPERLY done.
Not changing song so soon...coz haven decided which gd song to put on my bloggy~ya.
Think shall end here le....juz to have a quick update b4 my bro come back...ya.
Ciaoz~!
I blogged at 3:45 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
2 updates today...coz i wun be able to use comp from today onwards.
Haiss...again niaz.All becos of dat matter.Stewpig Luke n KHAIRUL.
Going to scold them tml...freaking hell~use oni abt 45mins,my bro came back.He ask me abt the $$...n i din get it.So he is keeping the freaking modem...n i cant use it.
Kena scolding lyk dunno wat sia~FREAK LAHZ!!!!
See, its a big sum~so its pretty serious.
Think cant update so often already...
knn
idiot
freak them
Shall end here le...
Juz to announce tis,so i use tml's date to update.
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 7:15 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Freaking angry today....dun wanna say so mch abt it.
Actually making my hair today....FREAK THEM~!!!!!!!!!!!!!MAKE SURE THEY ROT N DIE MANZ~delay so long still dun want to pay up.
Scream till my whole body cramp sia.Make sure they pay up tml...or i really not going to give them their freaking face in class esp KHAIRUL...going scream at him.N Luke is so stewpig to actually believe him..still dare to say me nagging when he is so bloody stewpig n WRONG!Din even tok n discuss properly with Khairul..u see,now he is running away without paying.N u gotta pay his shares for him~see?Who's stewpig now?U lahz~LUKE!!Freaking hell,keep slping n say me nagging in class.knn.
I muz make my hair tml or i will really flare up n slap ur bloody face.Esp Khairul dat freaking hum ji kia..no money to pay dun wanna say~juz run away liddat.Ma de~n Luke is so stewpig to trust him.
Working tml at 4pm,n im going to change my time to 6pm.Spoilt everything le...make my time so bloody messy.
N later when my bro come back,im going to get scolding AGAIN.
I warn u all arhx,if dun wanna pay up tml,i will charge DOUBLE!!Dats means its $300.
Today in sch dunno wat happen...i keep slping in class.Dunno slp how many hours...n i dun rmb dat i slp late last night.I slp at ard 11.15pm ytd....quite early le,but in the end go to sch slp lyk hell.
Aft sch dat freaking bloody thing happen...i scream lyk hell.Cant make my hair le....so change plan.Cherlyn,Huizhen,Steph n me went to S11 to eat n chat dere.Dan we walk ard AMK central looking girl stuff n all,lolx~!!Ard 4.30pm we left AMK n went hme.
N now,im still bloody angry abt it.freaking hell.
Anw,im changing song today....lolx~finally changing my bloggy song.Feel alittle bit reluctant to change,coz the song too nice le.
Think shall end here le....
im feeling dizzy due to too mch of anger...
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 6:28 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Finally got time to update....tired n busy recently.Lazy to go online to update,smetimes dun even have the chance to get online manz.
Doing fine these few days...remedials n mock test coming lyk siaoz.
N im working hard alittle....staying back for lessons smetimes.
Today maths remedial so fun...laughing all the way with Mrs Kwok...she treat me better since the day i shouted at her in class,lolx~!She gave use chocolate to eat in the IT room...air-con so cold.But we moving here n there in the room with our chairs...so funny.N smething interesting happen...Mrs kwok reaction damn big sia~haha...its abt insects de lahz.
Aft dat me n Cherlyn went to Orchard...went dere to take our lunch n also do sme window shopping.
Might be doing my hair tml~hope i can..coz i wait for a long time le.
Getting my pay tis week maybe~getting a hp soon~ahhhh...so freaking excited abt my new hp.
N i hope freaking Luke n Khairul can return me the big sum of money...or i will go n burn their house down,lolx~jk jk!!Tml is the last day le....delay so long n i keep getting scolding from my brother...freak manz.
Im changing my bloggy song either tml or friday...changing to Gazette's song.
Working on Friday n Sat....dan gotta stop work nxt week le.Coz N level is juz nxt month...sia lahz~got bad feeling manz.
I buying many things tis week for shopping i think~ but on the other hand,i think i cant do my shopping coz i dun have so mch money...lolx!!
Hmmm...alright.I muz say dat maybe im a kpo or smething,but u see~aft my probs rite,its Cherlyn's turn now.N i really feel alittle sad dat u all say tis,coz she does not know all abt tis.Of coz,also wat Dawn say is kinda "surprising" dat Cherlyn do dat.But u know,i do not really like the way pple tok behind my back,so instead of keeping it all to myself~i told Cherlyn all the things.She might be sad or angry or watever,but i muz tell her lahz.So she can know wats wrong n also clear sme of her worries n trouble in her heart.She explain everything to me,n i listen to her...seems alittle bit sad.But now,i hope its all over le ok...maybe i dun have the rights to say all these,but tis is juz my point of view.N i think even b4 u all tok,u all muz think~think wat cause u to say all these..are u all perfect?No...no 1 is perfect....im NOT perfect too.So its juz like ever 1 is different,n do make sme mistakes.Smetimes u all might think we dunno anithink,but u all are really wrong.We r not dat blur,in fact~we do noe almost eveything.Its only dat we do not want to make it a big fuss,as i say..no 1 is perfect..so juz keep it aside n forget abt unhappy things.So,i hope now everything is over n we can resume as normal...n be happy lyk we always do.Juz to make myself clear here...im not angry or sad ok...juz giving out my view~dats all.No worries k,everything is fine,very fine.Lolx~
K le,shall end here...type until very tired arhx~
Ciaoz~!!!
I blogged at 7:24 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
Ytd is the lantern festival...my family n i went to have our dinner outside~we brg along grandma too.Ate at a dunno wat restaurant...dan we walk ard outside.Aft dat we went back hme n have our mooncakes...my dad bought the ice-cream mooncakes from Häagen-Dazs.IT WAS VERY NICE~but the price also "nice"..very ex niaz.But try try lahz~kinda worth it since my dad pay 4 it.I ate the Premium Liqueur Mooncake,flavour is ~ Brandied Cherry ice cream with brandy chocolate centre.Melts in ur mouth manz~lolx!N i tried my brother's mooncake too..his is the Classic Mooncake~Sweet mango sorbet center embedded in Cookies & Cream ice-cream.
Very busy recently...im working hard on my costume.Once get pay...settle all the money with huizhen,steph n zan 1st...dan share money with my mum to buy a hp...buy my elec guitar n lastly sent my half made costume to the tailor.Gotta be fast if not cant finish my costume...dat will be really sad.Tailor do better...cant tahan all those lace n all~messy manz.
Today in sch lyk exams over...reading comic the WHOLE DAY.Yes...coz nothing to do,n even got things to do i wun do coz im LAZY.N freaking Mrs Singh nag bloody mch today...dunno wat happen.Make my mood bloody bad manz~sh1t her...
Im watching korean shows recently..im mad.Steph is going crazy..coz i tok too mch abt Stairway to heaven i n sch.Lolx~but..its really a nice show u know.
N i notice i seldom scream nowadays...i need to scream too.Maybe at hme i can scream more,coz no 1 will be in the hse if i go hme straight aft sch.
I need to scream tml...maybe in Kbox.See who wanna accompany me go...n i muz do my hair ASAP.Aft my hair is done,muz go take pictures le...lolx!!Cant stand my hair now....always got bad hair day de.
Need to do sme shopping this week..but im going broke soon~lolx!!My mum n dad going to start nagging me if i spent money again for shopping.Ahh~well,its alright.Im getting my pay soon..can take from there alittle n take from my parents alittle,dat will be juz nice for my shopping.
N level is juz nxt mth...tis is hell manz.If i cant go up to sec 5,dat will be too bad.Coz im not going to retain 1 more year.So dat means i will quit sch...cant stand it anymore,muz stop le...have enuf suffering in sch.N i hope my parents can understand...tis is me.
Anw,i have decided wat to change my bloggy song to...haha~100% nice.Might be changing my bloggy song by tis week~comfirm change de.
Tok alittle too mch today...shall end here le~
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 3:06 PM
TIRED...
Ytd was a freaking long day manz~woke up at 9am n almost spent the whole day outside.
Went to work ytd...was so tired~i hate full house!!Those pple lyk nv eat b4 at certain time...they come at 1 go~all different customer all came at the same time,dan we got a full house.N now i know dat Faidzal *also 1 of the manager* is so cheeky~lolx!!
Ytd on the way hme met 1 of my neighbour...she look so lost..lolx~dunno why also.But she told me dat she was thinking smething.N i reach hme...come out of the hse again n go to my neighbour hse.Was invited by his parents...auntie n uncle bought my family 1 box of mooncakes.So sweet of them~lolx!Slack dere...n i hlp auntie by playing the piano dere..ahahaha~jkjk.Coz she say she wants to sell the old piano away n buy a brand new GRAND PIANO.Oh my tian~dats my dream piano!!Aft dat i went upstair to watch my videos~way too mch le.Dunno from when record to when sia...it seems dat the video cant be finished.Aft dat i feel so damn tired...n i went back hme le.
Haiss~sianz...so fast sunday le.Monday coming....sch is starting again.
Sh1t manz~everytime n everywhere i go....my mind juz cant forget abt "N" level.Its getting closer n closer...im so afraid dat i will fail n leave the sch.
Long time din go jamming....all becoz of "N" level.Freak manz~i think they will hate me for having my "N" level....coz they often go jamming w/o me.Kind of wired if im not there~kena complain...lalalala~watever.I cant do anithing to change....coz~its "N" level!!
Im changing my bloggy song nxt week....dun say which 1 1st.But i comfirm,the song will be nice.
Im getting my pay soon~yea....my hp!!!!!!I will annouce in my blog when i get y hp~lolx.Coz since the day i lost my hp,lots of pple complain dat they cant contact me.No choice~its fate....i gotta lost my hp dat freaking day in the bloddy taxi.
My eyes damn heavy can...
Shall end here le...
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 1:03 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Knn...everytime think of "N" level i wanna scold pple already.Sianz arhx~nowadays sch sux damn mch can!All the bloody work the t'chers give dun feel lyk doing...n they nag bloody mch.Nag until i hate them freaking mch also.
Should be doing my hair ytd~freaking hell,dat bloody studio call n say postpone it to later till October dan can do coz their new products coming up,can use dat 1.Haiss...freak lahz~juz 4get abt it.I will use my money n do rebonding outside~the free 1 can go to hell 1st.
Getting my pay soon...by cheque.Coz dat day my manager call me n ask me to go down to PS to sign my documents,but i not free.So,i will be getting my pay by cheque.Cant wait for my pay manz~i need a hp!!N many many things~lolx!
Went to work ytd....should be working as server n buzzer.But Durai say *Durai is 1 of the manager* service crew too mch~so he tell me to go work at the bar dere.N so suay~so many pple order ice-cream...the pineapple tibits went missing,gotta go kitchen n ask for it..dan the peach turns bad already,need to go to cold room n take the fresh ones out.Ahhh~why so suay.Totally delay my time doing my ice-cream...still gotta decorate it lorr.Freak manz~end up the customer gotta wait abit longer.At the same time while doing all my ice-cream,n its 4 different flavour of ice-cream...i muz go to the kitchen n heat up the brownie.Haiss~walk here n dere...n the orders for drinks is getting more n more.So i muz do drinks n ice-cream at the same freaking time.Dun even have time to tok~those who tok to me are really suay,coz i din answer them sometimes.Lolx~coz i know when i speak,i will surely scold them.Coz im really busy,so i shut myself up 1st b4 i explode.
Time check : 9.45am.Later going to get going n prepare to go to work.Working with Huizhen from 12pm to 6pm.Dan aft dat will be going to Eve's thingy.
Now im thinking dat maybe we can learn my bloggy song...so dat nxt time go jamming can play tis song.But now seldom jam~sux manz.Im addicted to tis song~its very very very nice.
Im changing my bloggy song nxt week i think...coz ppl are complaining dat they want to hear other song.Haha~maybe will change to Gazette or Diru ones...
Shall end here le...
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 9:31 AM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Finally get to be online....sianz~tis few days..really not in the mood to do anything.Juz sux manz.The new sch system is so damn sucky can...very tiring leii~every lessons also 1hr+ except for sme subjects.Very tiring....keep dozing off during lessons.
Some things i want to say it out,but i prefer to keep it down in my heart.Maybe its better tis way...no use saying it out when it makes no difference.Maybe it cant be help...coz its not understood.Deep down in my heart i appreciate...now smehow i know smething,its changing.But i juz want to keep quiet...so dat dere is no unhappiness.
Anw saturday is Eve's bday...going to eat steamboat at Marina dere.Will be going aft work ard 6pm.
Sianz~tml got work...think will feel very messy n blur tml~coz now got new promotion,dan the computer system almost all change le.
Tml doing my hair....ahh~very happy n excited.Going to cut 1st dan do rebonding.I hope the hair cut will be a success coz i hate not having the hairstyle i want.
Sia lahz~when can go jamming...my heart itchy already,keep thinking abt it.
N i hope "N" level can pass quickly...cant stand it anymore.I have been trying n trying to work hard...n many pple n frens ard me keep telling me can pass closing one eye.Wat is this manz~u all dunno my results n standard all these juz shut up.Do u know how badly i do for my maths?Do u know i drop my English standard?Do u know i am going to fail my social studies?NOOOOOO!!!!So juz keep quiet,i dun need any comments.Im trying my best to work hard,its kinda stress u know.Im a bloody lazy person,n now i gotta work hard suddenly..its very difficult to do dat.Dun even know dat my standard is so low dat i can hardly pass n go up to sec 5...n yet u all keep saying dat.Im not angry or watever,i juz need sme peace.Instead of having sme words of encouragement,i keep hearing all these close one eye thingy.WTH~!!I need to turn into a better person pls...n i know im slacking too mch now.
Haiss...freaking school is giving us Mock test every thursday n friday...n u know wat,they juz choose a bloody subject n inform us very late.No time to prepare also...think wat,wanna give surprise or wat sia.
Ok enuf...i wanna watch tv n have sme slp le.Tired...today aft Maths mock test i waited for Cherlyn in class,she haven finish her test...sme finish went hme le,sme stay in class n continue to finish it.See dat Cherlyn is always 1 person,i decided to wait for her.Actually wanna follow the rest,or join Zan n Joslyn de.She finish her paper ard 2pm...n she acc me go AMK central coz i wanna record the prices so dat tml i have enuf money to buy my things.N she treated me ice-cream~ahhhh..so nice of her.Walk ard,dan ard 3pm we went hme.
I keep thinking whether to change my bloggy song anot,but end up i always get the answer of not changing the song.Coz its too nice~shall wait longer...dan i will change my bloggy song.lolx~funny manz.
I think i shall end here...nothing to tok anymore..
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 4:41 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Aft school....went hme straight....sweat lyk a bloody freak....feel dizzy...reached hme...drank sme water....n i freaking vomitted on the kitchen's floor!Knn...n i clean the mess myself.Aft dat so dizzy dun feel lyk bathing~but no choice,im so bloody dirty u know.Took my temperature n i freaking know i got fever today....anw its only 37.8...lolx.
Dun feel lyk going sch tml....but my parents sure say if tml fever recover can go sch le.Hais...sianz arhx!!!Got sore eyes~got fever....freaking hell~so suay.
Idiot...bad mood now.I fail my english prelim~sh1t manz!!I nv fail english so often de....dunno wat happen.Slack too mch le.
I getting my pay soon~very excited.Going to treat sisters nxt time....n im going to buy my hp.Ahhhh~really shiok manz.
'N' level is coming...n we can still play lyk stewpig freaks.Ahaha~still enjoying life.
Juz now went to Alice nine official webby again....i've watched their Shunkashuutou PV le.N its so damn CUTE n NICE!!!AHHHH~i tot they will wear sme nice costumes n have sme pretty make-ups,but i was wrong manz.They are all wearing school uniforms~oh my tian~the PV is so damn nice manz.Nv regret watching it although its oni 3 mins+ oni...juz a sample.Ke xi....i dunno how to post the PV on blogs....so u all juz listen to the song...can go to their webby n watch if u want.Its really nice....cant stop watching it.
Im ending soon....coz i feel dizzy again.Stop n go,stop n go...knn~wanna play hide n seek izzit.
N im not changing my bloggy song so soon...coz i lyk tis song very mch.Feel lyk learning tis song manz~nxt time go jamming can use tis~lolx.
Shall end here le...Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 3:58 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005
Have not recover from my sore eyes....sux.Have to go sch tml...sux.Everything sux manz.
Need to enjoy life more....not much time left.N now,im so use to the high class life dat im so not willing to eat in foodcourt.Have been spending lots of money on shopping n going for high tea and so on...sh1t manz.
Went out with Steph n Zan ytd...went to have dinner n so on lahz.Actually want to stay with them till the nxt morning at my hse dere...in the end,i find out my brother was driving my daddy's car.N he will check on me when he pass my room b4 he wnet up to his bedroom...freak manz.So gotta stay at hme lyk sh1t....rot dere n only can think of going out.
These few days not so busy for work~can manage.Was doing bar for 2 days...i hate doing Mocha Latte n those ice-cream.So mafan~~need lots of work manz,muz put tis put dat...heat up milk,pour milk n save sme foam,slide coffee along glass,decorate it with the milk foam.So mafan to make 1 Mocha Latte...but when i receive the glass back for washing,n its empty...i feel so damn happy.It means dat the drink is nice n the costumer have drank it all.
Got new service crew also....all young kids.Lolx~im only older dan them by 1 or 2 yrs.Manage to teach 1 boy to take order...manager say dat he will follow me ard when i take order so dat he can learn.Aft a few rounds,manager decided to let him take order but i muz be beside him to hlp.The 1st order,he was so damn nervous...ahaha~funny manz.But aft a few times he can manage already.N tis lame boy got so damn mch lame jokes...tell so many lame ones to me while working.N tis boy call Kenny actualy broke 1 plate when im not ard,coz i work till 6pm n i left le.Lucky im not ard,if not others tot i teach him not gd enuf..put things also dunno,muz break sme plates~lolx!!Joking niaz...
My mood sux alittle bit now...feeling lyk dunno wat~feel lyk scolding pple or screaming at hme.N i want to go out aft sch tml...if not notink to do.
N sme 1 want his things for free izzit??Luke rite??Tis bloody Luke think he is very handsme...delay n delay until my brother n i quarrel.Its 200+ ok~small sum izzit...freak you!!U dun come n beg me i tell u~pay b4 u want anitink!!
Juz now went to Alice nine official site~ahhh!!!!!!SO NICE~their pic,their songs...all bloody nice!!!Those who want to kpo...ahaha~can go from here.
http://www.pscompany.co.jp/alicenine/ Yes,dats y i change song...change to the same song~im so freaking excited dat i got the same song in alice nine official webby.Lolx~cant resist it...bloody nice manz.They put chorus i put whole song...ahaha~
Sia lahz~luke spoilt my mood manz.Anw,im changing my bloggy song...nice 1.N maybe the nxt entry i will post up sme neoprints taken recently with Steph n Zan.Bot today i will post up sme Alice nine pics since im changing to their song.
Think shall end here...Ciaoz~!!
Alice nine~!!!! They look so freaking hot n good~ *fainting soon*
Alice nine again....i love their hair,their make-up,their costume n everything~ *envy*
Last pic of Alice nine... *screams*
I blogged at 10:34 AM
Friday, September 09, 2005
Im back~~~~finally get to be online.
N so many pple tag my bloggy...lolx!!
Its been 6 days...n i have not recover from my sore eyes.N i actually spread the bloody virus to my whole family.I feel so guilty...n even steph got it.Oh my tian~stewpig Gab n his virus.He is the 1 who spread it to us.Cant imagine,the 1st 'N' level chinese listening paper..the whole classroom got 5 pple kena sore eyes.Its so freaking powerful.Gosh~how how how!!!Monday sch is starting le,my eyes liddat. how am i going to go to sch.'N' level is ard the corner!!!N steph,pls take care of ur eyes.Haha~poor thing,she face me the whole day niaz dat time accompany me go see doctor n went to have lunch together.
Sia lahz~many pple tot i wear colour contact lens or wat...the eyes lyk got blood inside the white colour part of my eyes.Im not~its juz liddat.N stop being so....i dunno wat to say~pple juz over do it by shoo-ing the pple off who kena sore eyes.But im lucky dat Lyn,Huizhen,Steph,Joslyn n Zan din do dat...they treat it as normal n did not leave me behind.Now is the time to see who is ur true fren...those who treat u as ghost n monsters when u have sore eyes..u will noe they r not the ones who care for u.
Ytd went to work...cant be service crew becoz of my eyes.So manager say i wear the sunglass n work at the bar dere.The sunglass belongs to steph...Thx manz.
Sianz~i dunno wat to say also.Go where also cant...dun want to harm pple with my eyes le.lolx~!!I rmb ytd morning when i take a bus to sch...coz wanna meet huizhen at the bus stop.The bus so bloody pack....only got 1 seat left...juz beside me~but no 1 dare to sit niaz.See,my eyes only brg me trouble.But hey~those pple really not educated,they dunnoe they wun get sore eyes from me juz by eyes contact ok.The doctor told me....dats y i know now...use to be so stewpig last time.lolx~!!
Saturday got JJ autograph session!!!When i start thinking abt JJ...i will start blaming myself for being so bloody stewpig.I get to know sme 1...sme 1 close to JJ.But i juz miss this chance....din get the number n all these.N i even lost contact with him..ahhhh!!!!Nv md~its juz fate dat i miss this gd chance.Anw,me n zan going to his event...hope steph can go along.Go together~lolx.
I dunno how to start...those who are hurt in a relationship~its part of the journey.Soon,it will be a better day tml.Talk things out nicely,it can be solve.Sometimes 1 person need to take a step back,does not matter if a boy or a girl takes a step back...1 person gotta take it so dat the matter can be solve asap. =)
Talk so mch...but ownself haven settle.Hahaha~but it takes time n courage de. >0< v
Oh yes...i need to change my hairstyle.Either today or tml...but im lazy.N i dunno base on S'pore standard,the hairstyle i want can achieve anot.They dun really have gd skills~cut 1 hair also difficult.Tis 1 dunno,dat 1 dunno...haiss.Im so envy dat pple from oversea can have such nice hairstyle.
Im thinking of changing my bloggy song...but i dunno wat song im putting nxt.So...it will be a surprise.Ahaha~i feel stewpig.But i promise,the song will be nice.Coz..i happen to pass by my fren's blog...heard tis song.Very nice~use to have it,but last time reformat my comp dan the song lost.So decided to put dat song lahz~lolx!!
Very long entry...i know myself...but u see,i cant be online as often like last time le.So muz write more.
Shall end here le~Ciaoz!!
I blogged at 12:57 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
*cries*
My sore eyes are hurting me so mch dat i want to cry out loud!!!I am now having problems like blinking my eyes n opening my eyes wide...its so so so painful!!N its so watery dat i have to keep wiping my eyes like mad.I cant take my nap becoz when i close my eyes,its painful manz.
Im in a bad mood,so those BLACK HEARTED n CRUEL pple who keep laughing n saying the less fortunate pple juz SHUT UP!!!Want to anti them ur prob liaoz....hope u get sore eyes soon.GOOD LUCK!
Plan to go to my neighbour hse,but with tis kind of condition~i cant face him.Im like a freak now.My left eye is giving me a very big problem,its so damn red n painful.N my right eyes seems alittle better,but tears keep flowing out~n its not so red like ytd le.1 red n 1 not so red....a freak rotting at hme now.So i gotta stay at hme n rot...no interesting show to watch de~kaoz.
Im afraid to go out of the hse now...oh my tian!!!How can i go to sch tml lyk a freak to sit for my 'N' level paper.My mum wants me to take an MC...but i dun want niaz!!!Liddat im sitting the paper alone nxt time izzit...n i hate to see a doctor.
My eyes...better be alright by wednesday.Im working on dat day ok...pls pls pls!!!!!But i see now in my condition...my eyes are getting so freaking bloody stubborn.My eyes are so damn small...single eyelid girl now~GREAT!
Maybe i need to go jamming right now with others...need to scream,or maybe use the guitar n smash my own head until it rolls on the floor...or i can juz poke my own eyes using my fingers or juz use a knife n stab.lolx...
I dun want to say anymore....im bursting soon~
Shall end here...ciaoz~!!!
I blogged at 3:05 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
HELP ME ~!!!
I kena sore eyes le...hlp me!!!Im having my 'N' level exam tis monday n i got sore eyes!!!I cant afford to fall sick~!!!Why me~!!! I rmb 1 stewpig guy got it...but i din even look at him for a long time.Its juz a few glance n i got it...cant be!!!Now i got 2 bloody red eyes~its juz very very red,yes,look at my bloggy if u do not know wat is very very red.God~pls help me.I need to recover fast...for my 'N' level.As for those who anti WeiLian,pls let them all have sore eyes.Their heart is black,very very black.They do not care the pple ard them n only know how to anti pple who is less fortunate dan us.
Today...i realised dat im living in confusion.Its so confusing dat i cant decided.Maybe i need sme help.Im very confused,dunno wat to do also.Last time,i do not really care n think abt it~becoz i believe dat it will not happen.But now,its happening.N i got smething very nice....nxt time post a picture of it.
Im still feeling very messy now~how how how.Dunno wat to say also.
N im feeling ver upset dat i cant have my eyeliner on with my freaking red sore eyes.1 eye kena nv md,but i got 2 bloody eyes kena.Got up from a 1hr nap n i scare myself with my bloody eyes...looking at the mirror,tears can't seem to flow out.Dunno muz laugh or cry sia.
I went out to have dinner juz now with my small sister.Cant have my contact lens on,so have to put on my spects.N i think i feel lyk a freak outside...my eyes liddat,pple see le also scare.My eyes look so teary,so red,so small dat i have problem blinking my eyes.N im so afraid dat my sister will kena sore eyes from me~regret brging her out for dinner.
N i want to mention..i hate smebody hiding smething from me.Not smebody or watever sh1t.I juz hate it...i mean if its smetink personal to u or its ur own prob,u can juz keep it to urself.No need to spread ard...muz see the situation how 1st.But if its juz small little things,can juz tell me right.No need to hide...i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE it ok!Only if u do smething wrong or do smething dat make me angry,u will hide it from me.If u did nothing wrong,why so scare?Juz be natural,even if i know it...it wun matter becoz u did nothing wrong wat.Or u got sme evil plans in ur heart dan i dunno le...hahaha~jk jk.I think too mch~wat evil plans...lolx~!!!
Alright...i think i need sme rest,motivation n ....... smething which i cant think of now.I have started revising on my Social Studies,but i haven even touch my History notes.Oh my tian~i need to start now!!If not no time already~part of it used up for my Social Studies...but my History its been left aside.Sh1t,im so damn slow.Can see sme already started their engine n is going very fast,but im still driving so slowly.
Recently,my brother have been very kind to me.He knows dat i have been using the comp secretly,but he din say anything.Awwww~dats so.....so gd of him.Haha...but i know inside of him already start burning le,only haven explode.Or maybe he has given up le....but i dun think so.He's such a kpo...i know he's in Express stream n went up to Ngee Ann poly...but im a NA,n im slow in studying.Wat can he do...im interested in other things beside studying u know~n i haven my dreams n goal to aim for.But i know,smetimes we might fall down too.Watever lahz~i will juz try my best 1st...others nxt time dan say.
Ok...i have a long entry today.I know pple are getting sleepy n bored le...lolx~
Shall end here...ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 10:49 PM
Today...gotta post tis entry very quickly.Damn it~use comp also muz so scare de.My brother is such a kpo,its juz 'N' level mahz~no need to make a big fuss abt it.
Go sch lyk nv go sch liddat~today lyk nv study the whole day.Hme econ t'cher nv come,went back to classroom~listen to music,tok lyk nobody business,read newspaper n slp lyk a pig in the class for 4 periods..n dat is abt 2hrs+~very shiok.Aft recess 2 periods of chinese,t'cher go thru letter format for the last time for monday paper.
Knn~our sch sux lyk hell.'O' level students get to do their exam in our sch air-con hall,we 'N' level students do our exam in the hot n stuffy classroom.U see,they r so damn pian xin!!!'N' level students lyk all die already izzit~treat us liddat,freaking hell.Deyi sux lyk hell manz~esp the sch P...pui arhx!!
Went hme straight aft sch...yes,coz wanna faster use comp~cant let my bro noe sia.
Some pple out dere really no brains...how can they say Wei Lian till liddat.U know wat they say...they say dat he is juz acting dat he is blind.Come on lahz~he tian sheng blind de ok!!Next time if ur child born out to be blind i will laugh at u pple.Luke n Gab...see they both nxt time cry or laugh.N Wei Lian rox can...u pple dun have ears dun have heart.Cant blame,u all listen to rubbish only right.N im really very touched when he sang ytd~almost cry manz.Although he can't dance,he can't express his feelings easily coz he cant see,but his singing can touch pple's heart.Those who anti Wei Lian can jolly well dun tag my taggy esp Luke Tay.
Sianz~these few days cant go out.Stay at hme n rot until want to die le.N its really sad dat i cant jam these few weeks until my 'N' level is over.
September holiday is coming~n almost the whole week,we r to go back to sch for remedials.Damn sucky manz~cant slp for longer hours during holidays.Wanna go watch movie also cant...coz i really think dat its not worth watching a movie for such high prices.Those movie tix~so damn ex can.Last time still ok~but since the day when they increase the price,i seldom go watch movie le.I rather go my neighbour hse n watch all those show he record for me last time.Coz till now,i haven finish watching~its too mch le...lolx~!!
Think shall end here...im stuck...brain empty now...
Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 1:29 PM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Yes...im not able to go out today.N i know smehow dat i might feaking disappoint steph n huizhen.Sorry niaz.
Its all becoz of 'N' level....sh1t manz.Having my 1st paper on Monday...others having sch holiday.We gotta go back to sch on Monday n Tuesday for our 'N' level paper.
Woke up ard 11am today...very shiok.Hope everyday can slp longer~bloody sch juz take away my sweet dreams.
My mum left a note n sme money on the table~saying dat later we can call for the Mcdonald delivery thingy n order watever we want.Great~she left $40 on the table,actually dats my money for shopping n all de..but my dad dun allow me to go out.Freaking hell.Sia lahz~dun have the mood to eat mac sia,ytd ate a fish burger at my neighbour hse.But no choice~i lazy to go out n buy,hate the sun very mch...so rather stay at hme n order.
Rotting at hme the whole day...bit by bit,copying sme social studies notes for tuesday paper.
Decided to change my bloggy song.Coz i have receive the song from Kaze le...n i need to use the freaking angelfire to upload my song~ahhhh!!!I hate dat site,but no choice.Changing Gazette's Reila to Nightmare's Raven Loud Speeeaker.Whee~the more u listen to it,the more u will lyk it.
Excited about the hair thingy~once 'N' level finish dan no need go sch le.Got ard 3 months to rot,but need to go back to sch n take result 1 day.Trying new colour for my hair tis time...not having red tis time.Wash hair scare myself oni,red water~lolx!!Last time use to scare myself...tis time should change to better colour.
Later 7.30pm got Project Superstar final round.Hope WeiLian lose sia~coz the contract better.Winner get from Play Music company,n the 2nd 1 will get from Universal music.Play music~oh my tian~wanna end up lyk others who only stay in S'pore n cant get to promote their album oversea izzit.Universal music got bigger chance~n they r better lorr.So if WeiLian lose,he get the better 1...lolx~i sound so cheap.But anw,i support both lahz~its juz dat other Singaporean outside r plain childish.Feel lyk slapping them manz.So what WeiLian is blind or watever sh1t~he's trying his best rite.Stop thinking dat pple outside support him coz he is blind n so they pity him n vote for him!Me myself do not think this way ok~his singing smehow juz touch other pples heart,of coz including me.He got dat special feeling when he sing.On the other hand,Junyang also has his special way n feeling when singing~both r good ok.
Yes,Junyang sing better dan Weilian~but Junyang already out le,wat can u do dan?Come on lahz~he has the potential n smehow,others record company will go look for hm de.He wun juz disappear lyk tis.Those Junyang fanz~really cant stand them.Use mouth oni,got brain also no use...they dun think.Can't they juz stop bashing Welian online,forum,outside events or watever sh1t~stewpig.
N Lin Jun Jie is the guest for the show tonight~excited..dunno wat he singing dere,lolx!!
Sianz~now everynight cant use comp.Only can use during morning n afternoon when he is not back from his duty.
Shall end here le...got feeling dat JY fanz will bash me if they see tis entry~but watever lahz.I dun freaking care,tis is my blog,i am juz saying wat im thinking n wat i wanna say.So,go ahead.Anw dats my side of view.
Enjoy the song...Ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 3:22 PM
