Sunday, April 30, 2006
Went to arts carnival ytd.
Suppose to meet at 11.30am but i was late and reach at 12.15pm.Sorry guys.
Meet the rest at 421..dan went for the carnival together.
Overall it was okay..except for the freaking hot weather and there's no Ronin.
Linette lost her hp.I hope dat motherfucker who take linette's hp will die early.I already tried my best to hlp her find le..even call her hp and sms her hp.But dat motherfucker switch off the hp when i got through twice...bloody asshole.
Went to watch the amk sec rockband performance abit...yea~they came for our arts carnival.They got so many goods stuffs ard them..but they play so sucky.oh my tian.And one of the guitarist broke one of his string...they stop their peformance for awhile and went to "save" this pathetic guitar.Aw man~they are so "great".How i wish Ronin was there but not them.Ahhh..well...its over lahs. =)
Oh yes...very important..this one must say.Guess what...I SAW A POSEUR IN MY SCHOOL.oh my tian..im so excited over it...i saw a poseur!!She dress in a way that she look so "rockish"..yea manz~she look freaking RoCkIsH..is this how u type?Oh..so very cool red and black knee length socks,red mini skirt,a pair of black mary-jane shoe,heavy make up and stuffs.U want socks??I can give u...i got lots.blehs~she's one of the "dog couple" (pls translate in chinese) in the school..do shameless stuffs here and there.And im so "afraid" of her.yea manz.
Strive till 7pm for the concert and we proceed to the school hall.
It was raining outside.The vip was late and he gave us a speech.And he must leave early becoz he got smething to attend...and its not even 30mins.He might as well don't come. =X
The concert was great with the band performance and the movement and dance performance.Except for...erm..how to say..those blackies dancing ard...ya. =)
Was very proud of Deyi band..indeed a gold with honour band.And of course im proud of Stephanie,jojo and mc too~they dance freaking well. =D
Concert end at 9pm...and we wait for the rest dat is involved in the performance.Leave the school at 10pm...went to eat and stuffs.And we went home at 1am...yes..we took cabby home.lols.
Have lots of fun this week.But mid year exam is starting on the 5th of May...bloody fast manz.
Im going to do my best..and hopefully my frens can study hard and do well too.Its just this coming week..freaking sianz.
Going to show to my parents dat i still can be committed to music even though study is important.If not my dad will nag again and my mum will try to cover up for me...damn sucky.
Oh yes..there is no school on Monday.yea manz. =D
Later going out to celebrate my sister's 12th bday. =)
Changing my bloggy song soon..still have not decide which song is better.
Video links below...enjoy.
ciaoz!!
Dir en grey - Garden (live)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMmqLmWi7rw&search=dir%20en%20grey%20live- This video is great.Those who love rock music and of coz dir en grey..must watch!!I wish i was there..fuck!!!U see..Kyo started singing this song in a slow way..and the music begin to turn fast.Towards the end of the song..become slow again and the fans were all singing together.THE FANS ARE SINGING...and toshiya was crying.If it was me i will cry too...my fans..oh my tian.Not to forget shinya..he look freaking cute with dat shortie shortie hair.lols.I hope 1 day can be like them lahs~they are freaking great.
Phantasmagoria - hikari ni furu amehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Er2OIf_1tDs&search=Phantasmagoria- i just love this song!!! =)
Miyavi - Ashita Genki Ni Naarehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?search=miyavi&v=gXXRGTpLaVA- miyavi look so cute.Sexy voice + sexy lips..lols.Like this song too!!
I blogged at 2:57 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
I din attend school today.
So i sleep till 3.30pm...its ard 12hours of sleeping.
Me and my sister went out with my daddy ard evening.I bought a new pair of shoe and a new pair of colour contact lens.Dan we went home and have dinner.
I love my family.
Oh and my sister's bday is coming...its on the monday...labour day.She's turning twelve.Dats fast manz.
And i receive one bloody sad news.
Ronin is not coming to our school tml.Because the school cant afford to pay for their equips and stuffs.What a great school i have.
No money....no money still want to act high class this bloody school.
I already dislike my school very much.Now this happen...i hate my school to the core.FUCKING SCHOOL...i really wish i can burn the school down.
Waste my time,my energy and my letter to the school asking them to invite Ronin.FUCK THE BLOODY SCHOOL LAHS~!!!!!!!
So what is this arts fiesta for?? Just plain boring and lame...and there's no highlight for this event now w/o Ronin.
And i promise im going to write a letter asking why is this happening...why last minute liddat.
Im serious okay!
Im having my sore throat..and its not getting any better.I have difficulties eating and drinking and other stuffs.I just wish i can die right now.Drink so mch water no use..just sucks can.
And im crying because of him.I can't take such a big blow.
I suffer alot since i fall in love with him.
He's just another fucker.I need you to dry my tears...and not to let me cry every night for you.
Im letting go alot of good chance because of him...but i gain nothing except for getting hurt again agian and again. And im sorry if i vent my anger on anybody.
Totally not in the mood now.
Im useless...i feel like dying.
No video links for now... "You have reached YouTube, the premier digital video repository on the Internet. We are currently working on the site.We'll be back soon... " yea dats it.
Maybe later or watever lahs~will post if im not lazy.
ciaoz.
An Cafe - Wagamama Koushinkyoukuhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CsZvyaJUx98&search=an%20cafe-I love Miku singing..he's really cute.And Bou dat blondie he look so cute in pink and black strips.Esp the lalalala part in the end..bloody cute lahs.
YES.ONLY ONE VIDEO TODAY.TO CHEER MY BLOODY SELF UP.
I blogged at 8:15 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Time pass freaking fast today in school.
That's great manz. =)
I can't believe i actually endure 3 fucking period of english.oh my tian.
And u know what,Mrs Singh just cant stop nagging...she came over to us and nag at how bad we did and blahs when her english lesson ends...just b4 she leave the bloody classroom.what the hell.
Went to 421 after school with the rest.We all ate there...some left early coz of their cca...dan me and linette end up fooling ard with chek wee in public.We all not paisei de...funny lahs~!!!!
And we went home ard 3.30pm. =)
Of course i took my nap and everything.
Woke up for dinner...and my throat hurts like hell can!!Its worst dan this afternoon when i find out im having sore throat.
Linette is having sore throat too. Take care babe!! =D
I can't afford to have sore throat manz...so i drink lots and lots of water ending up going to the toilet many times.Feel so miserable...i dun care...i shall continue to scream and shout...Sore throat does not stop me from going jamming. =)
Freaking unlucky manz...just recover from my cough that last for one month and now i got sore throat.
Anw school will dismiss early tml.yay!!!!
I think ard 10.35pm+ if im not wrong.And we are planning where to go after school.yea manz.
He's online today.And i shall not be bothered abt his bloody nick.
I wanna enjoy myself today and tml...with a goodie goodie mood.So im not going to cry and be sad!!!
I hate him...but i also love him at the same time. = X
Oh and i find out dat Simao (dats his nick we gave him) is so freaking cute!!I knew it manz..he's always cute.And his entries in his bloggy is bloody funny..believe me!!
Oh yea..he's just better dan someone...erm...maybe. =)
Shall use the computer for the whole night w/o sleeping watching my dvds and some videos...since my brother got duty tonight. =D
Video links below...pls enjoy.And im going to upload 1 photo up too. =)
ciaoz~!
An Cafe - Odoru Meruhen tokeihttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ob486YhuBqU&search=an%20cafe-i love this song bloody much..the chorus keep ringing in my head.And Miku look freaking cute singing..esp the FIRST PART of the chorus when he do those actions.oh my tian.
Gazette - miseinen (live)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkwAtuAtvrs&search=gazette-just browsing through their page and i saw this live.Its freaking great!!!Love Ruki's voice and Reita the bassist got his very very very very short solo.And i love their shirt too.U won't regret watching this. =)
Alice Nine - Fantasy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4d5yUM35Hk&search=alice%20nine-very beautiful song...just love it lahs. =D
That's Stephanie and baby Russell.There's Iszwan too,but he's too tall for this pic.The mother and son dat sit together in class..they are both just infront of me lahs.lols.Isn't this picture cute?? =)
I blogged at 8:50 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Go to school today as usual.
Thought i was going to be late..but when i reach,the pple just started to walk down to assemble.Fucking school make me rush like hell.
Still the same lahs~school sucks like hell.
Went to eat at 421 with the rest.And we all have difficulties going opposite...its just the rain's fault.
Went back home after eating and stuffs.
And its still raining.
And i took my nap...woke up ard 7pm to eat my dinner and i went online.
Saw his fucking nick.
And my tears like water tap liddat..i can't take it manz.
Feel very lost suddenly...sucks lahs!!
Anw now im alright le...i just cant think too much.
I shall wait till friday...dan decide whether i can do it on sat anot.
Have been raining these few days..and im bloody lazy to bring my umbrella.Its heavy..lols!!My bag...i hate heavy bag.
There's 3 period of English and 3 period of Maths...great right.WAHAHAHA. -_-
And....video links below...enjoy~
ciaoz.
Dir en grey - Cagehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-qy0jUEN9M&search=dir%20en%20grey-this is the 1st song i heard when i know dir en grey...yea its always my favourite~and i just fall in love with shinya..lols!!!Its just great. =D
Nightmare - Raven loud speeeaker http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sikWYgndlP8&search=nightmare-Im quite addicted to this song actually...i just feeling like singing to it esp the chorus part. =)
Alice nine - Shunkashuutou (Live)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbZGVDUpJvY&search=alice%20nine-they wear uniforms in their PV too...they look freaking cute manz!!Actually wanted to put their PV..but i prefer their live.I wish i was there...aw manz.But pls be patient,it takes alittle while b4 they play their song..dun close it..its super nice!
I blogged at 8:39 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Went to school today in a not so good mood.
I freaking hell sleep less dan 2 hours ytd.
Was crying the whole bloody night ytd...went to slp ard 3.30am plus and i keep jerking up for no reason.
Woke up ard 5.30am..went to bath and began to cry again before having my breakfast with my mum.Think my mum was worried about me and keep asking what happen to me last night.I din reply her coz im afraid i will cry again.Sorry mum!!
And i went to school with swollen eyes.Have been holding my tears for very long on the way to school ...and i finally release them during chinese period.All thanks to linette...hahas.Well actually i feel better. =)
School is just boring.Nothing much happen lahs...its quite a peaceful day today.
But i seriously hate Mrs Singh.She just can't stop her bloody nag.
And fucking hell stop repeating dat me and my other friends retain this year and blahs blahs blahs.Big fuck issit!!!
You are the one who make me lost interest.And i already promise my parents dat i will try my very best and make it through this year.So just shut up and sit on the floor!!
This tcher freaking hell make me so fustrated.
Went to makan at 421 with mc and linette.And it rain so heavily dat i have difficulties making my way to the bus-stop.
Reach hme bath and everything and i went to slp till 7.30pm.
Ate my dinner and i went online.
Dun think he will be online so early today.
And for my situation now..i think i can only like him in my heart and keep those fucking little memories.Other than that i think the time is really really really up.I should stop right now. =)
As for now,i can only do myself a very small favour on saturday.This is the only chance i have...the last chance for me.And also the very last chance i can express my love for him.
I can't blame anyone right now...im such a failure.Can't even handle my own stuffs...only know how to cry.Fucking useless lahs.
Anw i have change my bloggy song already.Change to something new...always jap or eng songs...so this time i change to a chinese song!!This is one of my favourite song...and for some reason,i always feel like crying when i listen to this song esp the chorus part.yea manz.
I hate going to school. =D
Video links below...enjoy~
CIAOZ!!
Vidoll - Ningyohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bN3TZA8dOTc&search=vidoll-this is my favourite Vidoll song...and its great. =)
Miyavi - Jibun kakumeihttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gU7CLgVQVt0&search=miyavi-Miyavi look so cute...i rmb i fall in love with his blue hair last time.He got a sexy voice and of course his lips are sexy too.lols.
Miyavi playing his guitarhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3QogVfuENgE&search=miyavi-isn't it cool??Just watch it... =D
Firehouse - When I Look Into Your Eyeshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fzv2-hwkkAU&search=when%20i%20look%20into%20your%20eyes-this is my super favourite song..hahas.Love the guitar part towards the end of the vid..gosh~it makes me high.Just feel like singing...lols.
I blogged at 9:25 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
1st day of Arts fiesta today. =)
Im looking forward to saturday's arts carnival.
Nothing much happen in school actually...just study,study and study.
Nothing else..there wun be any interesting things happening in a bloody school. =D
But i feel freaking tired in class.Keep feeling sleepy and i doze off.
Went to chek wee's house after school with jojo,linette,mc and jian wei.
Lazy to say what we do there...anw we have fun lahs.
Went home ard 6.15pm...and its was raining so heavily.
There is this show about cosplaying on tv mobile.Enjoy watching it in the bus...those pple was fucking right."Pple who dress in their own way,dress in dark colours like black and those who draw thick eyeliner and blahs are not evil pple." one more here.."those pple on the streets who like to stare at us and give us nasty comments have no rights to say us." yea baby!!!That's right.Singaporeans are liddat...they just can't accept and on the other hand they also thinks that jrock is satanic and blahs blahs blahs..the list goes on.Oh please~shallow minded pple.Just fuck off. =)
He just went online.And i dunno what the hell happen to him.
He seems down recently.All his nick so bloody depressing and sad...haiss.I feel a sharp pain in my heart when i saw his nick.He's making me worry.But im not going to break my own promise...shall not bother so much.yea manz.
One thing i hate...sometimes he keep going offline and online again and again.It's kinda sucky.hahas
I did watch superband just now...and i really really think some band sucks.I shall not name them here...think some of my friends know lahs.And i went to take a small nap just now after the superband ends at 9pm..lols.
Shall go back to my sleep after i've watch the superband result show.And i hope Lucify will get through the nxt round. =)
I think im changing my bloggy song in a few days time.
And yes...there will be some video links below...hahas.
enjoy~
ciaoz!!
Alice nine - velvethttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PD5SFCjv40&search=alicenine-it's freaking nice...just watch it lahs...lols.They are one great band~yay!!
Dir en grey - Yokan (live)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5TiMmsMstI&search=dir%20en%20grey%20live-it's my favourite favourite favourite!!! u see dat drummer behind? yes,shinya is so charming.And kyo's sexy voice baby..lols.
Glay - Belovedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RosGvZBi-ao&search=glay-my all time favourite... =)
Sweet Child O' Mine - Guns N' Roseshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n6KbiWg0xCo&search=guns%20and%20roses-yea manz...i won't miss this one.He sang this before baby...hahas.
I blogged at 10:29 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Woke up today by mc's sms.
The vibration of hp just scare pple who are sleeping.lols.
Thought today will be going out with my family...in the end after i wash up,eat and everything.I ask them and everyone got their own programmes today including my younger sister.
Oh my tian.im being left alone.
But luckily i received a call and i went to fishy's house with the other 3 bastards.yea manz.
Im glad that she stay somewhere near me..if not i will feel very lazy.lols.
Went to her house and we began to act like small kids.Jump on beds,turning the volume up to the max listening to our fav songs,screaming and even dancing.And seriously, we can't dance for nuts.hahas.
We can't jam there obviously but those 3 asshole pretend they dat they are jamming.lols.
And we went home ard 6pm+.Coz i must leave early and the 3 other bastards leave too.
Anw i have fun lahs.Thanks guys!!And fishy have nice hair..she went to trim her hair alittle.Have no comments on those 3 bastards..coz they have their lips pierced.Yes im jealous. =)
Linette called me this afternoon.She told me abt her stuffs and i feel happy for her.If this is going to be real...i mean if he really mean what he say,dan i shall wish them happiness.
Maybe its time for me to give up baby.If he is happy,dan i will be happy too. =D
As i say..im getting numb.I wun dig into his past anymore and i wun bother so mch abt what is happening ard him...coz i dun want to suffer anymore.Isn't it better? At least i feel alittle better.yea manz.
Spent lots of hours watching many videos on youtube.com.hahas...jrock is <3.I duuno...i know i've watch it many times but i still like those videos. =D And i will be putting sme links up here.I hope u pple will really watch those video till it ends..dun skip it please.Its very nice!!!Dun like it in the begining? dan continue it...maybe it will surprise u later on baby.lols!!! crap alot.
School tml...and the Arts Fiesta week begin. =)
Its 12.30am...i take super long to update manz.Coz i was chatting with my frens..all in different conversation . Shall end here...
ciaoz~!
Gazette - Cassishttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qgCakO5da1g&search=gazette%20cassis-i can listen to it over and over again.Super nice..u wun regret.And Aoi have sexy lips...yea baby. =)
Dir En Grey ( Shinya ) playing the piano.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d80VwlnZcR4&search=piano-he look super cute!!And i love his fingers...aw manz!!Those who know me should know im addicted to this drummer here.SHINYA!!!
Raphael - Evergreenhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hi6qO5yCpy8&search=raphael-this is one of my favourite song...Nice...nice...nice!!hahas.My all time favourite Raphael's song.
An Cafe - Escapismhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WpUjnRtvEw8&search=an%20cafe- Its super nice!!Bou's blonde hair,he turns me on..hahas.And Miku look so cute lying there...aw manz.Kanon~he is such a hot bassist..look at the way he throws the lollipop in.lols.Dun ever stop if u haven even hear the chorus part...freaking high..well at least to me i feel high. =)
I blogged at 10:13 PM
Went to support Deyi Military band today. =)
And our band get GOLD WITH HONOUR.oh my tian.Its not just gold or watever sh1t...its GOLD WITH HONOUR.yea manz.
Deyi Military Band always the best!!
For the 1st time..i notice dat danny look so charming when he is serious.To certain extend lahs...coz i got someone in mind. =)
But i must comment on the stupid weather.Its so freaking hot...i seriously hate the sun.Im melting.Luckily the thingy start ard the evening..its so much better than the time ard 4pm when we reached.
And we went back to school...wait for danny like hell.Was freaking tired..my whole body just very nua can.Dan we proceed to mac ard 9pm with linette,jojo,tmc,chek wee,jian wei and of course danny.
Blahs~and we went back home ard 10.50pm.
I must say dat i seriously hate pple to disturb me when im thinking of someone.Dat russell...he's just another fucker who did dat to me.The sh1tty part is...he's just a baby.So i shall not put it in my heart...im just nice lahs.lols.
Im thinking of changing my bloggy song again.But i can't decide which song to put.
And now..im thinking dat im just numb to watever sh1t happen to him.Dun wish to think too mch abt it...just in case i can't take it. =)
Oh yes...dat bastard did reply to my msg in frdster.At least he got the heart to reply me.yea manz.
Lastly...i got to say im really ready and will be able to go jamming w/o worrying abt my cough.I scream and shout like hell today...and i dun cough so mch compared to last time.yea baby. =D
Will be putting up some links from youtube.com.I've been watching it since dunno when lahs~watch it many times le.Yes..its a dir en grey video..they are doing their recording and stuffs.And shinya that freaking charming drummer looks so charming when he is serious.Another one will be their live...its a very old video anw. Think i shall put up some links in every post from now on...just share lahs.Maybe gazette and janne da arc video tml...hahas.
Alright...Im tired...seriously tired like fuck.
ciaoz~!!
THE LINK HERE : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUCsRn6OiWU&search=dir%20en%20greyANOTHER ONE HERE : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h9amt7EF44s&search=dir%20en%20grey
I blogged at 12:08 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
For some reason...i think Friday is a good day. =)
A day when the freaking school ends early.
Actually today was in a bad mood...well linette is the one lahs.She give me her im-so-sad face in the class.I can't stand it manz.
And i slept during social study lesson.Don't blame me,i freaking hell cry till i sleep ytd.
Went to 421 after school...must go there for sure coz there's a need to.hahas.
Linette and me went to join mc,jojo chek wee n jian wei...and they decided to come to my house for mahjong.lols.
Chek wee n jian wei was trying to tune my guitar..and they broke a string.Dat was cool lahs.hahas.But they both played really really well.Din know they can play so well,very impressive.Too bad Danny was not there.But its alright..we r all going to support him and of course the whole Deyi band together tml. =)
But i can't stand the frontman...he's bloody shy.lols.
Anw we dun freaking care coz we love Stuck Away.yay!!
Jojo can't stand it so we went to proceed to the mahjong game.I din play lahs... coz i dunno how to play.
Everybody was bloody high...chek wee and his king kong lahs.hahahahaha~
And i took some pics with my hp. =)
Im so bloody sorry dat i miss today's jamming session.Totally not in a good mood.But we are all working towards the same goal right?And i freaking hope dat i can be a full time musician.yea manz.
8 more days to arts fiesta.Im nervous...wahahaha.
And i promise dat im not going to dig out your past anymore.I realised i can't take it baby.
Oh yes..and i found one extremely cute video from youtube.com...will be posting up here its addy.Its just so cute!!Pls go and watch...u pple wun regret!!
ending here...
ciaoz~!!
That's chek wee...isn't he charming playing his guitar?? lols.
That's jian wei...and he looks equally charming playing the guitar.But he's a bassist..dat look so mch better dan dat "bad guy". =D
That's Stuck Away!!! danny,chek wee and jian wei. =)
And my hand..look at the cuts...isn't it nice too? i love blood!yay!!
THE VIDEO LINK : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZrPZnWk6gM&search=singapore%20idol
I blogged at 8:15 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Woke up very late this morning.
But i still take my own sweet time to bath.lols.
School was fast today.And we end at 12.45pm instead of the unsual 1.35pm.
Everyone is busy over the arts fiesta. =)
Aft school went to 421.
Dan leave at 2pm and took a cab to J8 with linette.
Went to J8 coz i wanted to buy my stuffs.lols.
Left there ard 4pm+...was waiting for my parents to fetch me over to heartland mall.
Went to heartland mall's cold storage to get Elroy's "special" wrap.lols.
Dan walk ard with my parents..and manage to get my parents to buy me 2 set of earpiece.1 for linette coz i rmb her earpiece also spoilt. =)
Dan went home ard 5.15pm.
Bath and i went online straight.
There this open house thingy at TPJC this sat ard 12pm.Ronin will be performing too..and it will be ard 1hr i guess.
But i can't go...gotta go for the SYF and support Deyi band.yea manz. =)
Nv md...i shall wait for the arts fiesta.lols.
And yes..he's online now.This time online w/o putting away the whole night.That's cool.
linette u got dat cool word? Hopefully i can enjoy dat day..with him.
Im so bloody excited for the jamming session tml.
And i dunno why im so freaking busy this month.And mid-year exam is coming soon...just nxt month.
But i dunno manz..he will not be in S'pore nxt month.I will miss him like hell.Hope he dun go lahs.
And for some reasons..i think some pple are brainless.And stop getting in my way.I really have no time for them...stop going "ooooooh" and "wow!!!".Serious...pls stop it.Im just a living being.My frens too.We are not watever sh1t u call in ur own LaNgUaGe.
But at the 1st place,where did i know u pple?I dunno manz..maybe i should do some "cleaning up" in my msn list.We need some peace...we need to sleep!!I think my special him is right...pple assume us as they like w/o thinking.
We are simple pple.
that loves to sleep alot!! =DFriday tml...n i dun feel like going to school again.
Sianzation...its the last day of the week...dun go like very wat lahs.haiss.
think shall end here...
my post is getting more and more sianz...hahas.
ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 8:16 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
I din go school today.
yea manz.
It feels freaking great.
Sleep like nobody business.hahas.
Spend my day with my grandma.
Dan i went to jos house too.yay!
I played the piano again. =)
And i took a long nap today.
So happy to sleep again and again and again.
He's online today.
Very early....but he's away for the whole night.
Online but put away...sianz manz.Also dunno wat he doing.
I need him by my side manz.
Always in my mind. =)
And im excited on friday too.
Going jamming!!!yea manz.
Think shall end here...nothing to say in my bloggy..
hahas..dats my life manz.
Boring right...sometime read my own post also want to sleep.lols.
alright...
ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 9:42 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
School was freaking long today.
Dunno why...the time seems to pass so slow.
Did my english oral today and i can say it was kinda easy lahs.
Dan have maths test also and i think im failing again.I drew the graph wrongly..feel freaking stupid.
And for some reason,i think the assembly today is freaking boring.serious!!Was fooling ard in the hall...dun even know what the speaker is talking about.
Went to 421 after school.Makan there and laugh like hell...dunno want to cry or laugh lahs.lols.
And i accompany linette for her S-cube thingy with mc and jojo.
Yes till 5pm.And it was raining cats and dogs outside again.Have been raining everyday nowadays.
After S-cube we went to 421 again.Sat there alittle while dan left ard 5.45pm i think.
Went home bath and everything...was bloody cold manz.I walk in the rain on the way home..hahas.The rain was small lahs..so its alright.
There's no maths remedial tml.Feel kinda happy coz its like i need a break lahs.
Im going to jos house to play the piano later. =)
Think we are fine...and we are good.yay!!
Trying something new...hopefully i can make it w/o playing so many times.Coz i know im kinda slow.hahas.
Going jamming this coming friday.Im so freaking excited about it.oh my tian.
Its been a long time...and im worried.My cough...yes.Dun wanna sing until half dan cough like hell as if im going to die liddat.And i shall attempt canon rock again.Or maybe i shall try One More Moment.I love that song!!
He update his blog already.Read it and i feel alittle happy to know more about him.He's super cute!!
But there's 1 bitch dat keep making use of him.She like someone else and how dare she follow so close to my love one.freak her.
But nv md...i know im better than her lahs.One day i will do it and show it off to all the bitches.yay!!
Im just feeling alittle jealous or maybe angry? i dunno.i feel alittle uneasy.......forget it.Anw i just love him. =)
11 more days to art fiesta.yea man.
I must take a nice pic with Levan.This time w/o those awful looking school uniform.lols.
And i shall be more high than last time when they came on valentine's day. =D
i think im stuck..dunno what to say anymore.
oh yes...i will be posting up the lyrics of "catch your wave".Yes the song in my bloggy right now.
think dats it...
ciaoz~!!
Catch Your WaveIn the middle of the night
That's when you caught my eye
I chased you round in memories
Through the breeze and trees and you tease me
But hey
The clock's turning around
And you're still playing these games
It's such a waste to bring me down, down, down
Don't bring me down cause
Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl, don't wanna let you go
When I turned sixteen
That's when I started to dream
I chased you round in memories
Throuh the breeze and the trees and you tease me
But hey
Well every princess has her night
And I'm still in it for the fight
Not givin in, I'm gonna win, win, win
I'm gonna win cause
Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl don't wanna let you go
I'm never gonna let you go
Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl, you've got an undertow
Hey girl, hey girl, dont wanna let you
Hey girl, I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl, I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl, you've got an undertow
Hey girl, hey girl, don't wanna let you
Hey girl, hey girl don't wanna let you go
I'll never let you go
Alright
I blogged at 9:39 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
Din update ytd...was tired lahs.
Ytd i went to church with celestine and adrina.
Service was super super great.There was a drama...and its like everything was so freaking real.Esp the last part when Jesus was being whipped and stuffs dan being hung up on the cross...i know his blood wash away our sins and everything.I cry like nobody business there...its like u can see the one acting as Jesus,his skins...there are scar and blood everywhere.And it does look freaking real...he walk ard the expo hall and walk pass me behind..dat scene...he was carrying the cross behind his back and the nxt moment i knew is im crying already.I knew he was always there with me.Jesus loves me. =)
And i went home straight after church.By the time i reach Hougang it was raining cats and dogs.The rain was freaking big dat i cant even run across the road.So i called my daddy to fetch me back home since he is outside driving his car with mummy beside him. =)
I reached home w/o getting wet.Bath and everything dan have dinner with my family.And i watched the charity show last night.The highlight of the show is of course you-know-who.He played freaking well and im impressed.Din know he looks so bloody charming huh.
And i dunno what happen these few day...i slept kinda early.Ytd slept ard 12.30am+...last time i used to slp in the morning ard 3-4am.
Today was freaking restless.
Feel very uneasy in school..very tired.And i slept in social study lesson...but the tcher wake me up.Gosh~can't she just ignore me..its just 5mins the lesson is going to be over and yet she still wake me up.
Suppose to accompany linette for her Scube thingy aft school but i was really tired.Sorry babe,im very tired and wish to go home and rest.
So i went back home with jojo and mc ard 2.30pm+.
Went to bath and everything aft i reached home dan i went online alittle while.Aft dat i went to take my nap till 6.45pm.Took my dinner with my family and i went online again.
He was online too.Linette was online also and she told me something.This really make my mood very sucky.From 7pm till now totally not in the mood and i feel freaking down.
Its like aft ytd...i feel kinda confused.I really regret i give up just liddat.haiss.Anw its over le...cant be help lahs.
This special him i met now step into my life w/o knowing it.I wait for him to be online everyday just to let my heart feel peaceful coz at least i know he's home.Everyday w/o fail i will miss him everywhere i am even when im slping.But he keep hurting me w/o knowing it.Somehow i think he really treat me like i nv exist.Dunno what the hell happen to me always being so stupid doing so much stuffs for him.And today he hurt me really deep manz...i just cant stand it.I feel a sharp pain inside my heart.Cry so much for him also no use..he dunno how i feel for him.IGNORE is the word i can use describing how he treat me online and so on.He's rude...really rude.But its no use coz i already fall in love with this bastard.
Well...i watched superband just now.Gosh...was really really worried for Lucify.Pls vote for them...Lucify...B6!!!J3 and Juz-B did well...and i hope Lucify can go through the nxt round.yea man.
Dun feel like going to school tml.
But there's maths test tml.haiss.
I hate it manz...there is always some important stuffs in school the nxt day when i freaking hell dun feel like going to the bloody school.
I really can't wait for art fiesta.
I wanna prove myself dat i can do it..just like any other bitches out there.I can do it manz!!I must show it to all the bitches.
Think shall end here le..
think its a long boring post lahs...haiss..sorry.
ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 9:44 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Woke up kinda early today.
Think ard 12pm...dan i went to bath and prepare everything.
Went out with my family for the qing ming jie thingy.No choice...both my daddy and brother not christian,so we gotta go along.
Went out ard 2.40pm...and it suddenly rain so heavily ard 3.30pm+.
Settle everything and we went to eat at Bishan ard 4.30pm.
Luckily the rain stop if not cant meet Linette le.
Anw i meet Linette at 5.30pm and she reach at 6.30pm.She's great right.lols.
Actually decided to go Bugis but in the end we decided to go to town. =)
So we head to town and wander ard.Went to Cine 1st...nothing much to look for so we settle down at TCC again.hahas.
Linette order a Tiramisu and i order a Bailey's freeze and its super nice!! =D
And we saw Clara from campus superstar at TCC with her friends.Their table its just next to us.Its nothing special lahs...she's just a girl...ermm..who appear on tv...and dats it.
Dan we went to Heeren.And i bought a big photo of Dir En Grey's image from Clever Sleazoid.Freaking happy to get it...and its the last piece left.oh my tian.
Aft that we went to food republic...and we went home le.
Im bloody suay today.Keep dropping things.Just everything from tissue,wallet and even spilt some water.But nv md coz its all over. =)
Reach home ard 11.30pm.
Bath and went online and here i am typing this freaking entry.
Oh yes..i change my bloggy song again.
And i will be posting up some pictures later.
Im alright actually...but now im totally pissed off.
I fucking hell went online and wait for him to be online also.
I know he will be performing today so i wait for him to come online so that i can ask him how he did just now at the performance.
And yes,he's online now.
But he fucking hell treat me so cold in msn again.
WHY MANZ...WHY DID IT HAPPEN AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!
FUCKING RUDE YOU FUCKER.
U CAN FUCKING HELL GO TO SLEEP AND FORGET ABOUT GOING ONLINE IF YOU ARE TIRED.I CAN UNDERSTAND.
BUT U CHOOSE TO GO ONLINE.AND THIS FUCKING THING HAPPEN.what is this manz.
He can ignore me,dun talk to me and act as if he dunno me outside.He can fucking hell do it from today onwards since he act as if i do not exist in his msn.
Just don't talk to me in msn and don't talk to face to face.MAYBE IT'S BETTER.
Dunno why i fucking hell do so many things for him.
I feel like crying manz.FUCK OFF LAHS.
Totally very upset about it.
No mood now.
And im sorry..u pple got to read this freaking entry wasting your precious time.
And im sorry i vent my anger on my friends just now.This asshole here need to be smack.Im an asshole.
Think shall end here le...
ciaoz.
That's my daddy.Took it when he's driving.
i love him.
That's Linette's Tiramisu.Isn't it nice??
And that's my Bailey's Freeze.Must try it at TCC...its really nice!
I blogged at 12:40 AM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Actually dun intend to update today.
But nothing to do so i just update lahs.
Anw today i sleep till 1pm+.
The feeling was shiok.No school...great manz!!
And i went out with my sister and grandmother to makan.
It was raining freaking heavily.And im all wet..coz there's 1 car passing by and the water splash on my whole body.Like bath outside liddat...oh my tian.
Dan aft dat ard the evening i spent my day with my family.
Reach home ard 8.30pm.
Bath and everything...dan i began to rot at home.
Nothing to do...bored like hell.
And he's online now. =D
Feel alittle happy..coz i waited very long...thought he wun be online tonight.
I feel like going out tml.
And i need to go out tml night!!!
I dun wanna stay at home and feel so sad.
Can't go to the concert.sh1t manz.
Oh yes...i bought a piercing needle today...and something im nt sure wat is it...and a rubber band. =)
Also quarrel with my parents...they just dun allow me to pierce my lips.haiss.
Hope they understand me more.Im not blaming them or watever lahs...maybe they need more time to accept it.I do care about how they feel,dats why i ask them abt it.I love my mummy and daddy. =)
maybe...maybe 1 day im going to get it.yea man.
Im stuck lahs...
think shall end here le...
ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 12:07 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
School pass bloody slow today.
Woke up at 6.30am and i took 30mins to bath and everything.Rush like hell but lucky din late for school.
Went to town with Linette after school.
Anw i have fun decorating my own table...until some 1 irritating touches it.asshole~he needs to be smack.Poor Linette's table,it is suffering from all those brainless freaks who went to disturb it.And of course,some dumbass have "red patches" on their hand and uniform.
She bought a new purple colour wallet at Heeren's the wallet shop.
We ate at Cine's LJS...and went to check out her new bag,but too bad its out of stock.
Went to kino to browse my magz.After dat we decided to go back to Cine and settle down at TCC.This reminds me of Levan..this cute guy dunno what is TCC.Well its The Coffee Connoisseur...yes. =)
And we took some photoes there...will be posting up later.hahas.
Left the place and went home ard 7pm.
Feel so happy now.There's no school tomorrow.yea man!! =D
Can sleep like nobody business...hahas.
And he's online tonight.
Feel alittle happy even though i din chat with him in msn today.
Just miss him everytime when i have nothing to do.
Its just him and no one else manz.hahas.
that's the power of love.lols.And i feel like signing up for this year's Big Walk. =)
Might think about it.Coz its near the exams period.This event is held on 21st May.
It will be alittle tough lahs...the hot sun and stuffs.But im willing to give it a try.Hopefully i can tahan the heat and not feel so dead there.
Oh yes...im changing my bloggy song today.Its a very nice song!!
Lyrics will be posted up too...and i think the lyrics are kinda cute.lols.
And i really hope i have tix for the superband thingy.Wanna go and watch with jojo and rest.It will be so damn high manz.Congrats to Lucify to be in the top 14...hope they can go through the nxt round too.
I need to save money.Seriously need to save money.If not im going to die,i can't buy all my things.
Think i have nothing more to say...
ciaoz~!!
DarlingDarling! Darling! Ii just night
Warikirenai shot ni good to kiteru
Darling! Darling! What kan eye
Itai gurai fit suru mind
Sakuya kimi ga nedatta no wa aroma oiru mitai na uso
Asa ga kureba koron de keshie doko e iku no?
Betsu ni tsugi no yakusoku wo shitemo shinakutemo shishou nai
Juuden shinakya ugokenai shunkan ni wa soba ni iru sa
Ate ni naranai kanjou navi ni shite drive
Kyou mo ashita mo douse asattemo saki wa yomenai
Darling! Darling! Ii just night
Warikirenai shot ni good to kiteru
Darling! Darling! What kan eye
Itai gurai fit suru mind
Darling! Darling! Knight yande
Tesaguri no koui wa pin to konai
Darling! Darling! More owannai Urahara ni hit shitetai
Onaji basho ni nantonaku kaeritakunai jijou yori mo
Ashi ga muita genjitsu wa zutto daiji na no sa
Tadoritsukanai kanjou nuki ni shite stay
Hare ka? Ame ka? Arashi wo yobu mono hanbun kimi shidai
Darling! Darling! Ii just night
Warikirenai shot ni good to kiteru
Darling! Darling! What kan eye
Itai gurai fit suru mind
Darling! Darling! Dou? You know
Me wo tojite minakya miete konai
Darling! Darling! Izu, ok! Aimai ni hot shitetai
Darling! Darling! Ii just night
Warikirenai shot ni good to kiteru
Darling! Darling! What kan eye
Itai gurai fit suru mind
Darling! Darling! Knight yande
Tesaguri no koui wa pin to konai
Darling! Darling! More owannai Urahara ni hit shitetai
TCC's wall....i find it kinda nice. =)
Our drinks.Mine is on the left side and Linette's on the right side. =)
=D
I blogged at 11:14 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Last day of school tomorrow.
I did it...i strive till thursday.yea man. =)
I slept in chinese lesson today.
I wanted to continue sleeping in Biology lesson,but the bloody tcher keep nagging.
So i was being force to wake up and do some freaking bio worksheet.But its alright,i was enjoying myself...listening to music in class.Was singing and singing...lols.But too bad i can't scream.
Attend maths remedial aft school.Was doing Bearings for today's remedial.
And i dunno why i feel kinda restless,stress and somehow aft alittle while i suddenly feel fucking pissed off.I kept doing the wrong questions or writing the wrong answers.I totally don't have the bloody mood to do anything.Dan during the last 30mins of the remedial,i feel alittle better.And i went to jojo hoping that she will teach me how to do.She's great. =) And i solve the 2nd part of the questions all by myself getting it all right.
I attend scube with Linette aft maths remedial until 5pm.I spent almost 2hours doing 3 graph questions.hahas.
Reach home ard 5.40pm.Bath and i took my nap.Woke up ard 7.30pm... its only 10.50pm now and im already getting tired.I have great sleeping skills.I need more sleeping time coz its always not enough for me. =D
I miss him bloody much.And he's not online the whole night.
I went online in the school comp lab this afternoon during F&N period and he's not online too.
Never mind...he must be out with his friends or watever sh1t.
Aw man~can't go for The Click Five and Ronin concert this saturday at the indoor stadium.We don't have the freaking tix for it.haiss.Its very difficult to get the tix lahs.And somehow i can see that he thinks that the tix is easy to get.yea man.
Cant stand it manz...i really really want to get my lip pierced!!But my dad cant accept it...haiss.WHY??!?I've been waiting very long...freaking hell.
These few days...i keep seeing the "dir en grey thingy" on tv mobile...from nyp.And everytime i saw dat ad in the bus,i get very work up.Oh my tian~i can't resist it.One of the reason i get so damn "high' abt it is because Luke give me a false alarm last week...its like he msg me and i woke up from my nap feeling breathless.yea man.
There's english oral tml.I rmb dat suddenly...hahas.
And im suppose to brg somethings for my class for the "food from the heart" programme.
hmmm...and im stuck now. =)
shall end here...
And pls~ enjoy the pic below.yes baby...lols.
ciaoz~!!
I love this picture alot.Isn't it sexy baby?? lols.
I blogged at 10:35 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
I don't feel like going to school tml. =)
I shall think about it later...to go or not to go...to go or not to go...lols.
I slept alittle in maths lesson today.freaking hell~
Was hoping to sleep in social study lesson.But i don't feel tired during that lesson.
Don't wish to continue on my F&N coursework.Got lots to do sia.haiss.
Something happen in school today dat i don't wish to mention.Its just sucks lahs.Bloody hell~can't stand it anymore.Stop the bloody act...fuck!!!Don't try to take advantage again again and again!!!Go suck balls can.The more i mention the more i feel angry.
Mummy say she brging me to the doctor soon.She can't stand me coughing everytime i get "high".lols.
yea manz~hopefully my cough will recover asap.If not i can't go jamming and stuffs.
I've been coughing for 1 freaking month.oh my tian.
And i might be going out with jos this week.He said he's kinda free this week.
Maybe we shall go drinking or watever sh1t.
Must make full use of dat pathetic 1 day holiday on friday.
Linette shall ask some 1 out lahs.lols.
Anw i talk to the special him on msn ytd night. =D
I waited for him till 11.45pm...and he's finally online.hahas.
Hope he can treat me like ytd everytime i talk to him in msn.I can't stand him treating me so friendly outside face to face and on the other hand treating me so cold in msn as if he dunno who am i.The feeling sucks like hell can.
For some reason,i promise him that i will show Mark dat article.
Although i feel stupid and Mark don't seems to appreciate it,but im still happy. =)
I promise him and i will do it.yea man.
I feel bloody happy ytd night...and of course mood was not bad today.lols.
If only i got the courage...haiss.Useless me.
Im totally madly in love with him.yes baby. =D
Looking forward to art fiesta.I can't wait...its just 2 more weeks.
Now i rmb i have not been practicing my fingerings on my piano and guitar.sh1t.
There's maths remedial tml...and there's 3 periods of F&N tml too...haiss.
Im sorry pple...i don't intend to change my bloggy song. =)
Partly because of the bloody webby...i can't do anything about it.I can't upload my songs...the worst is i can't even go into the website.sucks manz.
I need money...got lots of things to buy recently.New knee-length socks,new bag,new shoes,new mascara,new contact lens,new wraistband,new necklance...been saving money...and so im cutting down day by day.I mean...i TRY to cut down.At least i TRY to...yea manz.No more spending so much money on it...1 day 1 pack i will die manz.
Sianz...seriously feel very down when the thought of school came into my mind.
I know i write lots of rubbish in today's entry...
just bear with it lahs...lols.
ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 9:18 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
I woke up late this morning and still make it on time for my asshole school. =)
Went to town with linette and mc after school.
And mc lost her wallet at cine's LJS when we are eating there earlier.In the end we found her wallet lahs...and she cried.hahas.She and her heeren story and her toilet searching job.Lucky we went back to LJS 1st...its there manz.
Went back home ard 6pm.Kinda tired.
Linette and me bought the new paper today.wahahaha.Damn happy. =D
I need to tell him about it manz.Of course...to thank him too.lols.
Watched superband result show just now.Lucify got into the top 14!!!yay!!! And J3 too.Was bloody nervous...afraid dat they will be out.U know...they got some biased judges.yea man.
Got his bloggy addy thru a bitch.Linette told me this..dats why i know.hahas.
Come on manz~we are much more better dan her baby. =)
And i think its really difficult to give up.
Its getting worst.
So i decided to just try my best and just wait and see.There's nothing i can do manz.
There's english tml.I hate it manz.
I dun feel like going to school lahs.I wish i can stay at home everyday...its better than going to school.
Oh~and my mum says if my cough still on till the end of this week,she's brging me to the doctor.Its soon going to be 1 month of coughing.First time my cough last so long.Great right....lols.
But i just hate the doctor and the medicine.Useless lahs.
I can't wait for our school art fiesta. =D
And i can't wait for this coming thursday.THERE'S NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!!!
yea manz~1 day holiday.I know its 1 day,but im still happy.AT LEAST THERE'S 1 DAY OFF.lols.
I feel like going drinking on thursday night or friday...got the drinking mood suddenly. : x
think shall end here le...
im tired...need to sleep more.hahas.
sleeping is my fav hobby...its kinda true lahs.
ciaoz~!!
Kinda cute right...lols.
I blogged at 9:28 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Yesterday...woke up early in the morning for chinese oral.Meet mc,linette and jojo at 421.
Bloody tired manz.Almost cant wake up...all thanks to friday.
Aft chinese oral we went to 421 to makan.Dan jojo went back home coz she nid to prepare and meet mc and the rest later on.Aft makan we went to mc's house.
Almost slept there.Was so tired,and it's raining outside.
Went back home ard 2pm plus i think.
Reach home went to bath dan go online while waiting for my hair to dry.
Aft alittle while i went to slp again.And i woke up for dinner...watch tv for alittle while and i go back to slp again.
Its like i slp for so many times dat day.I don't want to think of anything else,the best way is to slp and slp and slp.
I went out with my family today.
Wen to Fortunate restaurant to eat.And we also went shopping ard different places.
Im really not in a good mood today.So its like i din enjoy much outside.Was pulling a long face.
Reach home ard 5.30pm.
I went to bath and went to slp again just now.
*below are some random stuffs.u might not be interested.so its okay if u dun wanna read.*
Im really really really and seriously sad.
I let pple who care for me down.Im sorry.
I just need to slp and have a time of my own.
I JUST WISH EVERYBODY ARD ME TO BE HAPPY.AM I WRONG TO DO THAT??I give up because im feeling very tired.And there is no need to follow me and give up too.
Its like you are on the track already.Im OUT of that track chasing and chasing aft it.
And im tired now so i need to let go and give up.
UNDERSTAND?There's no need for you to give up.Just follow your heart.I know one day you can do it.
I DUNNO HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES MUST I CRY EVERYDAY.My tears are drying up.
I DON'T EXIST IN HIS WORLD.IM JUST NOBODY.ITS KILLING ME BABY.I CAN'T WAIT FOREVER.Its true.He dunno me at all.
Im afraid to hear him asking me who am i.
And you are there in his world.Try alittle harder.
At least he know you.
I know u will be sad if u are to give up.So pls don't do dat to urself.
When i decided to give up,i don't want another person to be sad.I need u to be happy so dat i can feel alittle better myself.
If u continue to be liddat,its as if im in the wrong to make this choice.
I FEEL BLOODY GUILTY NOW.Im getting more and more depressed if i continue to write more...
think shall end here le...art pieces from deviantart.com will be posted up later on.
Ciaoz~!!
Title : waiting.
Somehow i think the artist is really awesome.Can somehow feel the sadness in this picture.
Title : beauty dies.
Its just nice.But i dun understand the title...im not so artistic.
Title : the red rose.
I just love the rose. =)
Title : totoro.
Cute right...i rmb i watch this movie b4.
Title : empty shadow.
Its very simple...but its just nice nice very nice.
I blogged at 6:32 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Wake up at 6.30am today and almost late for school.
Our dear Linette - the one who insist that she must go to school ytd din come today. =)
But i came,and i try to finish my F&N coursework ytd in order to go to school today w/o being scolded by tcher.
School was okay.Slept in social study lesson.Don't blame me,im FUCKING TIRED!!
And today i find out i got such a DIRTY AND DISGUSTING partner sitting beside me.Yes,the irritating pest beside me - Wen Lue.
I know he's noisy.But i din know he's so fucking disgusting.
HE FART IN CLASS TODAY.JUST BESIDE ME.
Farting is normal..coz everyone do fart sometimes.But he did something.HE FART NEAR ME,HE USE HIS FREAKING HAND TO "CAPTURE" HIS BLOODY FART AND RELEASE IT INFRONT OF MY FACE.FUCK!!
Its freaking smelly can.SERIOUS!
haiss.poor me. =)
Went straight home after school.I NEED TO TAKE A NAP.
Bath and everything than went to slp.
And Linette call my hp to wake me up..coz im afraid i will slp till tml.hahas.
She called...dan after dat i went to bath again and prepare everything.
Went to Gas Haus with Linette,Iszwan and Elroy.The place was FUCKING difficult to find. =D
So i call Levan and ask him for the direction coz we are stuck at the national library.And he tell me he's not sure too.wow~!! =)
But anw we are smart so we found dat bloody place in the end.Din take long,coz we are really smart.yea manz.
Reach there and wait bloody long.And we began to see the others coming in...bands,bitches,bastards and of course Ronin the other bandmates arrived except Levan.He took a long time to reach.Talk to him alittle while and he say this place was freaking difficult to find.Im glad he knows.lols.
Guess what ?? The ice lemon tea at Gas Haus cost $7 PER CUP.ITS CHEAP RIGHT~SMALL LITTLE CUP OF ICE LEMON TEA COST 7 BLOODY BUCKS!!Cool right. =)
And for some reasons,i feel kinda upset lahs.
FUCK THOSE EXTRA PPLE.DOING THOSE EXTRA STUFFS.JUST FUCK OFF.HAHAHAHA!!!
Was quite sleepy there...my eyes alittle heavy.But i just can't sleep.Too sad or rather too worried to close my eyes.I don't wanna open my eyes and saw some extra pple fooling ard him.yea manz.
I can say im much better.So fuck off pple.Dat bitch belongs to somewhere else baby.hahas.
And well~Ronin sang JAF.Yes...? JAF - Just Another Fucker. whee~!! = X
I was too tired to enjoy anw.
Reach home at 12.20am.Kinda fast lahs~din know i got straight bus back home.Coz we left the freaking place at 11.40pm and i think its impossible to catch the last train.
IM BLOODY TIRED NOW.
BUT I CAN'T SLEEP. =)
And there's chinese oral tml.
HATE to go back to dat bloody school.
I need to buck up.
My cough need to stop...pls i need to scream manz.
And i want to sleep peacefully...i don't want any asthma attack in the middle of the night.Come on baby~be good to me...i will be good to myself and not to fall sick easily. =)
Im crazy.
Think shall end here le...
ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 1:23 AM
Friday, April 07, 2006
I HATE F&N COURSEWORK.
I HATE SCHOOL.
BOTH SUCKS MANZ!
Now 1.15am and i just finish rushing my F&N coursework.
I took 4 bloody hours doing it.Hate to do research...must write in our own words,no copy and paste.Than development...think until head bursting soon.
Actually tml not going to school.But because of my coursework,i must freaking hell force myself to attend school.Feel so unwilling and tired to go.haiss.
School was okay today except for english lesson.
Just sucks can.Hate english n my english tcher.Nag so bloody much.N pls stop using your old methods to scare me off.Im on the right track,and im trying very hard.JUST SHUT UP!! I know what im doing okies.
Maths was kinda stress.Learn a new chapter today...the graph thingy.
Gosh~it was kinda hard to draw the graph.Need to be accurate n stuffs.But it was fun.lols
Was quite peaceful today until Linette scare me by grabbing my leg.
Cough like hell.Coz i kinda scream when i feel someone grabbing my leg.
See~ i can't scream properly.WHAT IS THIS.haiss.
Did i really cough so badly...everyone seems so shock.Or issit they thought im having my asthma n might faint anytime.hahas
Yea...now u can see its real scary dat your leg is being grabbed by someone else.
And Linette is laughing so happily. =D
Oh and we both break the smoke-free day today.Kinda lame lahs~say so much in the end can't do it.lols.
Went home ard 3pm.Bath and took my nap till dinner time.Ate my dinner ard 7.15pm...i watch some vcds and i fell aslp again.Feel so good sleeping. =)
Slept till Linette's call wake me up.And i began to chat alittle...dan proceed to my F&N coursework.
IM TIRED.
And it rain very heavily just now ard the evening...whee~!!!
Tml going to the GAS HAUS thingy with Linette. =D
I NEED LOTS OF PPLE. If not i feel very stress.hahas.
Think shall end here le..
ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 1:19 AM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
School sucks today.
The time was passing so bloody slow manz.
Feel kinda tired in school.
My partner - wen lue sucks to the core.He's freaking noisy.
I can't stand it manz.
Recess was great.
Linette's cooking not bad sia.hahas.
Enjoy her rice very much. =D
THANKS MANZ.
And something happen after recess time.
It was damn scary can.
Stewpig Rashidah.How could she...haiss.
Yes i know the smell was very strong around us,but its there a need to say it out loud.
The moment i held my hand up for Mr freddy Goh to smell...i knew i am going down shopping with him in the office calling up my parents.
I think my heart stop for a moment.I was like totally numb,i can't move my body.
Most importantly is i try to act calm...and end up getting so breathless.I was like trying to struggle through my own breath.I can't seems to breath normally.
AND IM FREAKING ANGRY ABOUT IT.
WHATEVER LAHS.asshole.
The one with big mouth who loves to spread things so much shall be burn in hell.YEA MAN!! =D
But in the end we are so lucky that Mr Freddy Goh left the class.
What the hell happen to him...i suspect he got problems with his nose manz.
Ahh nv md...we are REALLY REALLY REALLY lucky to escape it.
I wish to quit.But it was difficult.
IF HE IS TO TELL US TO QUIT, I WILL.
JUST FOR HIM. =)
Aft sch stay back for maths remedial.
I totally have no mood.Feel very sleepy too.
Than aft remedial me n Linette went straight home.
Think it rain just now...but i was sleeping.Ard evening lahs.hahas.
Din go to Jos house these few days.haiss.
I really cant sing those screamo stuffs leii.
Hate myself...the moment i get high i will cough.
Sh1tty manz.
Jojo got sexy voice too.whee~!hahas.
GAS HAUS thingy this friday!!!! ANYONE???? PLS LEAVE ME A MESSAGE BABY!! WILL REPLY ASAP!!
And dun worry...its at night.There will be no sun,no heat,but a beautiful night.hahas.
Intend to change my bloggy song.But the filelodge.com got problems.
I can't go in...and i can't upload any songs.So the song shall remain the same until i find a better site to upload my song.Promise..okies.
Just bear with it.Anw this song is nice,and meaningful.lols.
I don't feel like going to school tml.
Always have this feeling.
But nv md...i shall go to school.
I promise to bring mashed potatoes. =D
Think i'll end here...
ciaoz~!!
I blogged at 8:12 PM
School past kinda fast today.
Went to J8 with Linette,jojo n tmc.
Reach home and i went to bath and take my nap.
Woke up n i proceed straight to my F&N coursework.
I freaking hell spend 4 hrs on it.Head going to burst anytime.
I HATE FOOD AND NUTRITION COURSEWORK.Decided not to go for recess this whole week.Because im going to save money,these few days nt enough money already.haiss.
Not only me...there's Stephanie,Linette,jojo and tmc to accompany for. =D
IM REALLY BROKE.Really nid to skip recess to save money.And so we decided to brg our own food to school.Save money mahs...prepare everything at home.Bring to school to eat. =)
Just for the sake of friday.And for myself also lahs...been spending alot.
He was online just now.
AND I FEEL BLOODY SAD NOW.MY HEART IS CRYING.And i did cry just now.Cry till i dunno how to explain...asthma lahs.
NOW I WANT TO CRY BUT THERE IS NO TEARS COMING OUT.MY TEARS ALREADY DRY UP SINCE I CRY TOO MUCH FOR HIM.He dunno how i feel.He dunno how WE feel.
Im so miserable.Hate this manz.
I WANT TO SUFFER MYSELF.HOPEFULLY I CAN JUST FAINT ANY MOMENT IN SCHOOL BECAUSE OF MY FREAKING COUGH DAT LAST FOR 3 WEEKS N MY ASTHMA.I NEED HIM.But he don't need me.
IM SAD.AND IM VERY TOUCH ALSO.Just now when i was doing my F&N coursework,i msg Linette to ask how how is she doing.
She said she have not started.And was busy cooking for tml.She cook for everyone u know.
THANKS LINETTE.And jojo was sick.
MUST TAKE CARE GIRL.U HAVE SEXY VOICE RMB.just joke alittle. =)Steph is in happiness.
HOPE HER HAPPINESS LAST FOREVER.Tmc is confused i think.
BE STRONG OKIES.I hate myself for being so useless.
Think shall end here...
im stucks..yes.
Ciaoz!!
I blogged at 12:21 AM
Monday, April 03, 2006
ITS A TIRING DAY TODAY.SCHOOL AND NAPFA TEST SUCKS.AND IM EXCITED ABOUT FRIDAY STUFFS.I NEED TO SLEEP MORE.IM WEAK.COUGH + ASTHMA = IM DYING SOON. =DI ALMOST CRY IN CLASS.HATE MY PARTNER FREAKING MCH.HE IRRITATES ME EVERYTIME.I MISS HIM.BUT HE FREAKING HELL TREAT ME SO DAO TODAY IN MSN.I FEEL SO WORRIED ABT HIM.NV MD,I SHALL FORGIVE HIM.HAHAS. =)I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS.MY FAMILY.AND HIM!!SHALL END HERE...CIAOZ~!!!
I blogged at 10:04 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
School tomorrow.
Sunddenly feel very sad.hahas.
And there's 2.4km run tml.
Hope i faint there. =D
Din do much today.
Slept till 2pm.hahas.
Was singing n singing...and i notice i can't do screamo stuffs anymore.I will cough like hell if i scream too much..i tried many times but failed.End up getting breathless.
Feel bloody sad abt it.Just slash my throat..come on baby.lols.
Dan i went online.
And watch some videos from youtube.com.
Dan ard evening went out with my parents.With some relatives...its 8 of us in total.lols.
My grandma is coming over to stay from today onwards. =)
And i dunno wat to do.I must really brush up my cantonese.
Gosh...i dun even know how to speak properly.If not can't communicate with my grandma.hahas.
Just reach home...so came online to update my bloody bloggy. =D
I need to save money.Being so broke recently.
Hate the feeling w/o money n stuffs.This 1 cant dat 1 cant.Sucks manz.
And ytd should not be going out.
But i beg my parents really hard.And they allow me to go finally.
It was a very last minute thingy okies.
I told my mum the reason i go to town.She say don't so high..later i asthma.
Hahahas~she damn funny manz.
So i went to town with Linette. =D
Meet tmc,chek wee n jian wei there.And also wait for jojo n her sister to come.
Suppose to meet Levan there.But...blahs blahs blahs.yup. =)
N we take the last train home.
Feel alittle depressed that i walk home from serangoon mrt.Great feeling..hahas.Reach home already 12.40pm.
So today i stay at home.Family day today..u see. =D
Gas haus thingy on friday...anyone wanna join us?? Pls leave a tag,inform me in msn or msg me okies.Dun expect me to INVITE u.yea man.
Think shall end here le...
Ciaoz~!!!
I blogged at 7:22 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Im staying at home for the whole day.
Cant go out sia.haiss.
Mummy does not allow me to go after noticing i got my asthma attack almost every night and insist dat i should rest at home.Esp my daddy...he said no.Well~he's fierce u know.hahas.
Its quite ridiculous lahs.I still can go to school and stuffs,why can't i go out.
So no church or any events today.
But its alright.I don't blame them...parents are liddat.At least they care for me. =D
Woke up at 11.45pm.
Thought i am able to go out...busy preparing my stuffs,but my parents stop me.
So i ate my late breakfast.And watch some vcds dat belongs to jojo.Its a nice show. =)
Dan ard 2.30pm+ i began to feel tired.So i went to sleep again.
Sleep till ard 5.45pm+ dan wake up.
Was force to take the useless medicine that the asshole doctor gave.
And i went online now. =)
Oh my tian~bored like hell manz.
Just now i was planning how to be a good girl for this coming week.hahas.
Coz i must go out on friday.The GAS HAUS thingy,and Ronin will be performing there.
So i shall listen to my parents and will stay at home for today and tml.Also not to forget to go back home as early as i can after school for the whole week.
Dan i will be able to go out till late night on friday.yea man.
But i really feel like going out later.At night..yea.Im a night creature dat cant cant cant stand the hot bloody sun.lols.
Oh yes.I must really practise my singing skills.
It sucks so much nowadays.My cough was really bad.
Think shall end here...
nothing much to write anymore.
ciaoz~!!!
YAY!!! Im going with Linette and rest.Anyone wanna join us? Just leave me a msg or wat and i will reply to u soon. =)
I blogged at 6:12 PM
