Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Why can't people just understand what i say?And they just reply something which is so meaningless.It's not meant to be like that.
I really hate it.It just remind me of something that i am so not willing to remember.
Tell me,what does it mean to truly love someone?
I’m a little bruised,slightly broken,and permanently scarred.
Its my life.Can't they just ask me if they really want to know so much?!
I am very unhappy.Thats it.
第一次拥吻以前 我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂 多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角的甜 摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱 的差别
你送的杯子里面 还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念 都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年 围巾是东京五天
界线是又哭又笑 的道歉
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会 你不会 你不会
把我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
当初被激烈反对 你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解 别人的偏见
我生气时总几天 我倔强口不择言
是你 请把我当情绪沉淀
我不相信 你心中现在她最美
你不会 你不会 你不会
把我们 的爱踩碎
我不相信 你口中会讲出后悔
你不会 你不会 你不会
不心疼 我拒绝被看见的泪
我不相信 重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会 你不会 你不会
留残酷 让我面对
我不相信 一起的回忆都损毁
你不会 你不会 你不会
舍得我 留一滴想乞讨的泪
I blogged at 12:41 AM
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Meet up sijun and lyn today,to their secondary school.Did haircuts for students...and all of them are guys.LOL.
Was alittle tiring,but it was fun. (:
Ended around 5pm plus,and rush back home for dinner. (:
I like my new haircut.
But i hate people staring at me. =.=
And fuck my wisdom tooth.It hurts!
Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the person who brings out the best in you and inspires you to be a better person. Wait for the one who will be your best friend, who you can tell anything to, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what. The person who makes you smile and laugh like no one else and when they look at you, you know how much they want you and need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world, even when you are just in sweats and a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.
I blogged at 9:53 PM
Monday, March 29, 2010
So,today is the Toni and Guy 2010 collection demo.
Jessica started at 12pm,mine at 3pm.In between,we meet for lunch. (:
David Mercer was sick,he didn't turn up.Too bad.
So my haircut was done by Joshua,she is from Korea - Toni and Guy.Yes is a she,her name so man.But she's very pretty! (:
Jessica and me with our new haircut. (:
Jessica's new haircut.(Pixie)
My new haircut,with styling.(Pixie and victoriana)
And without styling...
I love my new haircut,color and everything. (:
Thanks to samuel last minute calling,got a chance to have this new image.Yes he is in Toni and Guy Academy.
But being a model for demo is kinda tiring.Wait and wait and wait,because every session only got 3 models,so have to wait for your turn.And i am in the last session for the demo.Plus the endless camera flash lights flashing at you.And must smile at the right time.LOL.
I am still waiting for that important call.I still want to get in desperately.Yes! (:
If I could explain love in one word,
it would have to be trust.
Trust that he doesnt cheat on you.
Trust that he doesnt lie to you.
Trust that he really likes you.
Trust that he’ll always be there for you.
Trust that he can go to a party and not get drunk
and end up making out with someone else.
Trust that you dont have to worry about
him breaking up with you the second you wake up.
Trust that he’ll stick up for you.
Trust that he’ll never fall in love with another girl.
Trust that he wont get sick of you.
And trust that he wants you like you want him.
I blogged at 1:02 AM
Sunday, March 28, 2010
So today,went down to Toni and Guy at Heeren with samuel.
Got my hair colored by Ray.He's mr ong laopeh's classmate/friend.
Here...(I know my hair is messy.)
Front.
Right.
Left.
Color not so obvious on the photos,but there's like 3 colors on my head.LOL.
Haircut tomorrow.Im kinda nervous actually.
I hope the new haircut image suits me. (:
Done with haircoloring,we went for lunch and meet up jessica.Her coloring appointment at 6pm,mine at 12pm.
Accompany her up to Toni and Guy,then we left.Went to The Cathay for movie - When In Rome.Movie,popcorn and drinks all on Samuel.I dont have to pay a single cent,nice one la.LOL. (:
I blogged at 11:10 PM
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Meet up jessica and samuel at The Heeren.Gotta go down for this Toni and Guy demo thingy.
So,jessica and me will be coloring our hair tomorrow,and haircut on monday itself.
Im kinda excited actually...new hair color. (:
The last time we can see our hair in this color...in this haircut.LOL.
Then went up Urbanhair by Ginrich.
Saw jia bao,yixiang and mr ong laopeh.Chat alittle,and we left.
After that jessica left for work.
Hang around town with samuel and meet up my sister for movie - Kidnapper. (:
And home sweet home at 12am.
Its hard to get over people,and I mean really get over them.You can start having feelings for some other person,but it doesn’t mean you’re over them. It just means you’re moving on.
I’ve never understood the reasoning for someone to move on from a relationship. It’s not like you are really going to move on. You are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that one person every single day until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore. That is,until you see that person again, and then you have to remind yourself again.
I want to fall asleep and wake up,knowing my heart is safe.
I blogged at 1:25 AM
Friday, March 26, 2010
Its 540am now.
Have to sleep already.Meeting nicholas,yiwen and szeyin later. (:
I am still addicted,watching Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge.
After i finish that drama,i will start watching You're Beautiful.
I needed to know that I meant something,anything to you.But what I got was nothing, absolutely nothing.And it’s funny the things you realize when someone walks away.At first you feel as though it’s your fault.Feeling like nothing and so close to falling apart.But in time you come to realize that you did nothing wrong,that it’s his loss,that you are so much better without that one boy who didn’t ever care.You live and you learn,that’s how it is. (:
But...
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Edited at 3am.
Meet up with yiwen,nic and samuel today.Then hazel joined.
Had dinner,l4d2 session and went sabai sabai. (:
And i wonder why got this ah neh sitting in the guys toilet selling lollipop at sabai sabai.
Going out tomorrow.Again.
I need a new haircut and color.
Thats all.I have to sleep now...if not i can't wake up on time tomorrow.
Goodnight! (:
I blogged at 3:17 AM
Thursday, March 25, 2010
It's raining again.
But why did i wake up from my sleep when it just started raining?!Damn.Such nice weather to sleep.
I so want to watch all these movies...please? (:
Should go shopping one day.Anyone? (:
也许只是一种心情, 也许是为了发泄, 也许只是为了纪念. 不管是什么, 都会给爱留下痕迹, 给痛留下记忆. 每个人的一生多少都会碰到几个让自己无法忘却的人或事. 所以记录有时候是必要的.
我希望那些说我傻的朋友能够相信我的为人, 我所做的一定不会再让我自己后悔.
在对的时间, 遇见对的人, 是一种幸福.
在对的时间, 遇见错的人, 是一种悲伤.
在错的时间, 遇见对的人, 是一声叹息.
在错的时间, 遇见错的人, 是一种无奈.
I blogged at 5:28 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Went out today. (:
Sushi and movie.Home sweet home at 1230am.
Can't wait to meet nicholas,yiwen and szeyin on friday. (:
Im so addicted to Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge,the live action one.Because i've read the manga and watched the anime already.It's so addictiing,i just can't stop watching and i dont want to sleep.LOL.
我愿意一直相信你, 我希望你会一直爱着我. 可是, 时间现实会改变一切。
你的决然离去让我不知所措, 你的离开让我清醒了很多, 世界上没有什么是亘古不变的, 何况是这爱情. 失去一切后才明白, 我要独立, 我不要在全身心的去爱着一个人, 因为世界上真的是没有什么可以再让我可以相信的. 你的魔力真的很大, 让我完全改变了对人生的看法. 让我清醒, 让我冷静, 让我觉悟, 我的牺牲换来你的坦途, 换来我的悲哀. 我不明白人怎么一下子就可以变那么多.
我自己可以生活, 我自己可以更好的生活. 我会更强, 我不是温室花朵, 我不是一无用处的. (:
I'll be fine. (:
I blogged at 2:10 AM
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Its 4.11am and i can't get to sleep.FML.
I want to sleep,but i can't sleep.And i need to like prepare to go to school for cutting course around 7am.How great.
Shall update more later.Maybe.Depends on mood.
Edited at 1125pm.
Went to Loreal cutting workshop today.It was kinda fun.
Learned two creative haircut. (:
I want to go out tomorrow la.LOL.
我不要在全身心的去爱着一个人, 因为世界上真的是没有什么可以再让我可以相信的.
I blogged at 11:25 PM
Monday, March 22, 2010
Will be rotting at home the whole day today.
Wanna go out,but its going to rain soon.
Sianzation.
L'Oreal cutting workshop tomorrow.I hope it will be better than the color course.
Show Luo “3D WORLD LIVE TOUR”
2010 羅志祥 舞法舞天 3D Show World Live Tour.
22nd May,Saturday,8pm.
I WANT TO GO SO MUCH.I WANT TO GO!
I did went to his first concert he held in Singapore.So,this time i have to go too.LOL.
Its on SISTIC website already...that means we can buy the tickets like now!
Anyone?Buy the tickets,and we shall go on a date together.It will be a very happy date.Its Show Luo!Ohmytian.LOL.
Gonna be tied down to full time working life sooner or later.
Must enjoy life to the fullest.
I want to go kbox.LOL.
I want to go to Universal Studio Singapore. (:
I want to watch movie - Yona Yona Penguin.
I also want to watch movie - Professor Layton and the Eternal Diva.
I am afraid of love because i am tired of being hurt.I don’t ever want to experience being hurt again.It takes too much time to get over it.The amount of time it takes to fall in love compared to the time it takes to try and heal a broken heart is far too much.
Normally,people will open up extremely quickly to love someone.But when it comes to broken ones,it will not open up as fast anymore.
罗志祥 - 习惯就好
你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃
我想维持礼貌 忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡
习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰 无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒
你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉
你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃
我想维持礼貌 忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡
习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰 无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒
习惯就好 习惯就好
一个人在雨里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到 自己的心跳
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒 一秒
I blogged at 4:46 PM
