NAOMI
20 February 1989
Happily married to Mr Chow
Loves my daughter - Mikaela.

Naomi Shiu

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Meet up with jessica.Shop for her formal clothes for graduation ceremony. (:
Waited for samuel and yiwen.Went to serangoon central together,and service bus 22 got the wrong route...very blur bus driver.

And we happen to bump into gerald today too.LOL.



Its been like around 4 months since i started my NEW facebook account.Finally i started playing games on fb few days ago.LOL.



My sister birthday celebration tomorrow. (:

I can't wait for JB trip.I hope my boy get his pay soon,then he will give me money so that i can do my nails there.LOL.But i will still love him if he didn't get to receive his pay next week. (:






Those who watch the movie - UP,will know the above image i post.One of my favourite 3D movie. (:




Sleeping soon. (:
Goodnight!

Lazy to update my blog today actually.But well,i've nothing to do...so ya.


2 more days to my sister birthday.
5 more days to graduation ceremoney.
6 more days to JB trip.



Trying to adjust back my body clock.
No more sleeping in the morning when the sun is out.




Yiwen~


Nicholas trying to show off his shiny fingernail,but we can't really see well in the picture.LOL.


Rootbeer float. (:


Spicy chicken set.


I did this myself...nice ice cream shape.


Yiwen attending this hairshow. (:









Goodnight! (:

Colored my hair at Toni and Guy (Heeren) today for free.Tone down the whole head.
Hair is super dark now,i need a few more washes to look better.
Big thanks to Jackie,Samuel,Kim and one of the assistant i forgot her name.LOL.



Suppose to go ladies night,but cancel plan.Had dinner at sengkang instead. (:


Im so broke recently.Want to do something or buy something i want also cannot.I hate it.

I am sleeping early today too.I will. I think i can do it...go back to normal life,normal sleeping time. (:








Well i know i am ready because i love my boy.I really do. (:



Goodnight!

So,this afternoon i got a call from samuel saying that i can color my hair at Toni and Guy tomorrow.As i just woke up,i thought it was a dream until he said hold on and jackie will talk to me...the moment i heard "jackie",i immediately stop my sleeping mode.LOL.I cannot imagine talking to her like i am talking in my sleep,so embarassing!


Didn't manage to get any pair of shoes because there is no stock,and the sales girl is such a bitch.Whats with her fuck up attitude while working.
Plus...
I seriously hate waiting,especially when i don't see a reason why i must wait.Like i don't get why the idiot army guy behind me get his fucking 4 or 5 bubble tea order BEFORE me when his order is later then me.(yes,he is queueing BEHIND me)This is so ridiculous.I only have 1 order,and his order was done all before mine.I seriously think the bubble tea lady desperate for guys,and so she did all his order first.


No new shoes.But i bought Stage lipcreme (02 swoon) today.Lovely! (:
Thanks to nicholas. (:


Sijun had a new haircut and color again.Nice!


My boy say i am leading a vampire life.Because i don't sleep at night,and only sleep during the day.Well i can't help it and please,i don't feed on blood.
But i am going to sleep early tonight.Feeling tired already...slept at 7am this morning and woke up at around 12pm plus.5 hours plus of sleep,so not enough.I always need 10 hours plus of sleep,then it will be enough.LOL.




Isn't this beautiful?


Say goodbye to my color fading hair...refresh color tomorrow!


And my hair is longer now,covering my ear soon. LOL.


Stage lipcreme (02 swoon)

♥♥


The "couple" of the day. All black,white shoes. LOL.




Ladies night tomorrow. (:
My sister 16th birthday on the 1st of May which is coming soon. (:
JB trip with nic and yiwen next week...maybe.I NEED MONEY.I want to do manicure + pedicure,maybe get a pair of shoe or get a new bag,and i am craving for cheap and good food over there.LOL.







Goodnight! (:

Went to take my blood test report today.
Everything is fine. (:

Went grocery shopping.
I find grocery shopping fun too.LOL.



I dont know.I've always address and admit that you are my best friend.
And no,not everyone is my best friend.When people ask,i can just tell them you are my secondary school mate/classmate,but i didn't.This is how you are important to me,and how i respect you.All along,i've been respecting you.
Yes i admit,sometimes i will left you out.Never contact you or update you.But most of time,important things i will never hid from you and will share with you.
If you want to misunderstand me,then so be it. I got my own life,my own circle of friends,and freedom. But not everything must involve you.
One thing you must know,i've never despise you or whatever shit.Never.
I am not angry or whatever shit,just disappointed.



Going out tomorrow.
I must buy something for myself tomorrow.Bag,shoes,makeup....i dont care,just something,even if its only one item.






I am in love with a guy who love me deeply. (:

Who is that guy.Ask me directly,no need ask others.But i can choose to tell or not tell you,depends on who you are.



Cup noodles. (:

Rot at home the whole day.

Had brunch and dinner and ice cream. (:
Watched Star Award.Some are really ridiculous.LOL.



双鱼座

双鱼座认定的人和事，就一定就会全心付出，倾家荡产也义无反顾。说他们痴情也好、一根筋也好，反正很少会有理智的一面，很怕受伤，却又经常受伤。其实他们是很有才华的，颇具浪漫的诗人气质。双鱼座很少认为自己是个天才，更多的时候他们会觉得自己很脆弱，还是不要受伤比较好，至于天才要承担的重要责任，就让那些自认天才的人去承担吧！

Very true. (:




Never dwell on the past and don’t allow the future to scare you, because it will crush the happiness of your present.


I am going to sleep earlier today.


Goodnight! (:

Meet up yiwen,nic and samuel at Tampines.
Had dinner,slack and chill till 11am plus.
Home sweet home.



Why am i having so many obstacles.It's back.I am back to the same spot,back to the circle.Been through the heartache,despair,so far the hardest time of my life.Finally able to let it go,but it's coming back again.Why?
God,i need you.Listen to my prayers.I am lost.I want and need my family and friends to understand.










但是我感到害怕.
不是我不够爱你, 只是我不敢肯定, 这爱, 是不是最正确的. 我害怕...我们一起度过了颠簸, 患难的岁月, 却不能共度余生. 我不想在伤心,绝望.
因为下一站, 我要幸福.




WTF. Being in love is so fuck up sometimes.

Didnt sleep last night.
Stay up till morning,help my sister tie her hair for her class phototaking session today.


Going to rain soon.
Its been raining everyday.



I still haven't watch Ju-On: White Ghost & Black Ghost,and Ip Man 2 is out already!I WANT TO WATCH BOTH MOVIE.



一个用嘴巴说爱你的人在吵架时甩身离去；一个真心爱你的人在吵架时，总是控制不了先妥协，承认“我错了”.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人因为你的哭泣产生厌烦；一个真心爱你的人用双肩让你的泪水沾尽.
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人讨厌你在他睡后打来电话；一个真心爱你的人问你怎么现在才打来.　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人对你的罗曼史感到好奇；一个真心爱你的人不在乎你以前怎样，只在乎将来.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人以自我为中心；一个真心爱你的人以你为中心，凡事最先考虑你的感受.　　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人会时时要求回报；一个真心爱你的人总是对你无条件的付出.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人在寂寞的时候才会想起你；一个真心爱你的人期望他能永远陪在你身边.　　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人在你面前常常夸你有多美；一个真心爱你的人很少当面赞美你，在他心里你是最棒的.　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人从不记得你说过什么；一个真心爱你的人会默默的记住你不经意说过的话，在某文字时某刻重复它们.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人只是寻求一种激情，并不对你负责；一个真心爱你的人会对你负责，牵你的手步入结婚礼堂.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人会很轻意的就做出承诺；一个真心爱你的人不会轻易做出承诺，他想成为你心目中说话最算话的男人，给你最安全最可靠的幸福.







I want this. (:

I slept like around 630am this morning.
And seriously,i am mad hungry throughout the whole night till morning.I dont know why.

Suddenly craving for McDonald's Breakfast Deluxe and desserts - cakes,chocolate fondue,macaroons,pies,cookies,ice cream!Can someone please bring all these to my house.LOL.

I was suppose to like try to wake up early...maybe around 10am and make breakfast for myself.But i failed.I really got this want-to-cook feeling...but i slept till 3pm plus.



Been staying at home for 4 days.Nice one.Bored to death.
My only source of entertainment - online.Watching drama,facebook,and what i am doing now - blogging.But i can't complain much...cause when i go out,i spent alot in 1 day.
Fucking hate the ezlink adult fare.Top up 10bucks,less than 1 week must top up again.Like wtf they charge so much for transportation.They are just trying to suck us dry.Transportation fares high and set up like don't know how many ERP.This is madness.
So ya,i saw the news saying public transport fares to go down by 2.5% from July 3 when the Public Transport Council (PTC) introduces a new distance-based fare system.
The problem is,is it going to work?Are they sure the fare will really be reduce?And there,i saw this sentence - But not all commuters will end up with savings.
Like wtf,they should just shut up.If its not going to work for all Singaporeans,just stfu.



It's going to rain soon.
Room is getting darker.And i feel like sleeeping again.LOL.


I really need shopping session,and dye my hair that is fading like shit.URGENTLY.
Graduation ceremoney is coming.I don't know what to wear.

Fucking bored.
I hate night time.I am so active in the night,because i sleep in the day.
And i have nothing to do at all now,beside going online and watching drama.Can someone please bring me out...out of the house?


Had a nice dream this morning when i slept.
I dreamt that i am pregnant for 1 month already,a going-to-be young mother.I look so young,so happy in my dream.I was enjoying my life with my friends.....and then i woke up.



Unstable mood these few days.I think i'm going crazy. =.=
Always stuck in the house.And i freaking hell need money...im broke.I need to go shopping. =.=




You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either. And the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give.




Is it that hard to understand? Whatever. I am getting sick and tired already.

I give up.
They don't understand at all.Everything i say is useless.
Blame it on me.Whatever.



I so want to leave everything behind and live the life i want.
But when?



Can somebody please take me away.


I doubt so.

Didn't sleep yesterday.Nice one.
Went to the doctor with mummy and grandma.Grandma went for her regular check up,and i went for a check up too due to my frequent dizziness.
Took blood test and heart diagnosis thingy.Scary shit...im afraid of needles.Have to go back next monday to take my report.I hope there is nothing negative,cause im going there myself,facing it alone.I don't wanna go to the hospital for further check up,going to the hospital seems serious.

Went to town with mummy and sister in the late afternoon.Went to True Spa at Ngee Ann City.They got body massage,facial,foot reflexology,hydrobath,manicure+pedicure and more.
Mummy and me did body massage.It was kinda good,i almost fall asleep.After that they serve watermelon and hot tea.I wonder why watermelon,i prefer honeydew.Okay never mind about that.
After that we had dinner at wisma food republic.Went plaza singapura,and went seperate ways with mummy and sister.

Meet up with samuel and yiwen after their work.Received good news,but still i need an confirmation call from that very charming person.
We slack and chill at sengkang...again.
Home sweet home at 11am plus.


I don't know why.The same shit is happening again.
Once again i am lost.Thanks to that very terrible and horrible dream.It's affecting me,i need to control my emotions and need to stand strong.I don't want to return to the old path.I need to get it out of my head,and stop thinking about it.
Yes,this is it.


Be with her because you actually want to be with her, because you actually see a potential future with her, NOT because you are USED to being with her, NOT because you’re scared of the thought that being without her will RUIN you. The point of being in a relationship is to enjoy each other company, is to be there to support each other when you need it most, and never give up on each other.

Stay home the whole day.
But its okay,im so going out tomorrow.


Im going to the doctor tomorrow.I hope my frequent dizziness is not a serious thing.


Good weather for sleeping.But i dont feel like sleeping at all.
I slept early yesterday,like finally.But wtf i dreamt of something shitty,and i cry in my sleep.Its been dont know how long,i forgot,since i cry in my sleep.FUCK IT.Fuck those nightmare and the past.




I dont feel good now.
Whatever.

Friday.
Went out with nicholas to plaza singapura.Shopped with him.Bought etude nail polish and cosmetic wedges. (:
Then meet up samuel and yiwen after their work.
Slack and chill at sengkang. (:

Today.
Rainy day.I hate it when i am going out,and it rain.
Meet up with samuel to yishun to fix his bag.Waited for nicholas,and we went to tampines to "surprise" yiwen.LOL.
Ate at tampines,then went over serangoon central to slack and chill. (:



WTF. Samuel destroy my picture. KIDZ PLAY!


Sometimes i wish i stop at 6 years old.LOL.




Nicholas keep hiding...




Yiwen~


And still hiding. =.=



Good weather.I am starting to feel tired already,i will sleep early today!No more sleeping in the morning!Totally crazy,i slept at 7am plus this morning.


Movie - JU-ON.田鸡粥.Steamboat.Kbox.Universal Studio.MONEY. (:







GOODNIGHT! (:

I have nothing to blog about today.
But i just feel like blogging anyway i can't sleep. (:


Going out with nicholas tomorrow. (:


Finished watching You're Beautiful in 2 days,well it's only 16 episodes.
Dramas are very addicting.Not all,but SOME.Be it Taiwan,Korean or Japanese drama...only some are addicting.


I slept at 9am this morning.Madness i know.
I need to force myself to sleep earlier today.




This is love.LOL. (:

Im so addicted to the korean drama - You're Beautiful.
Was watching the drama the whole day since yesterday.


Gonna change my blog background music.
Im so addicted to this song now.I like both the male and female version of the song.Jang Geun Suk got such nice voice (Alittle deep,alittle sexy.I feel like im melting when i hear him sing.LOL.),i think i will upload the male version first.LOL.


Its a nice song,very meaningful. (:



Jang Geun Suk - Without Words


Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom
Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa

Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol

Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga

Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo

Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde

Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga

Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata

Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga

Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo
Haneulman bogo unigga

Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo

Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga



(English translation)

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised

Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken

Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky

Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word

Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

Movie date.
How To Train Your Dragon.Nice movie! (:



Love is when he touches me and I become weak. Love is when he stops what he’s doing so he can look over at me and smile. Love is when he knocks into me just to see me smile back at him. It’s when I can’t be angry with him longer than five seconds. It’s the feeling I get whenever I think about him, and knows that he gets that feeling too. It’s when I can feel him stare at me from across the room. Its when he listens to everything I have to say even when I’m rambling. It’s when he jokingly tells me he loves me but really does mean it. Love is when he sits beside me when there are ten other available seats. Love is how nobody ever makes me the feel the way he does. Its when he says he’ll never leave me. When he sticks up for me. When he offers up his seat. When he joke with me just to see me laugh. Love is when I can remember everything he has ever said or did. Love is when I couldn’t possibly stop the feelings I have for him even though I have tried so hard. Love is when he keeps coming back because neither of us can get enough. Its when he would never be out of line with me or hurt my feelings intentionally. Love is him and me, just him and me.

Today's weather is really super ultra mega hot.

Meet up with nicholas,and we accompany yiwen to the polyclinic.
Then we went to Bugis,meet up with sijun,bernadette and samuel.Had lunch + dinner.

Shopped.And home sweet home. (:











It takes a strong heart to love but it takes an even stronger heart to love after its been broken. I did my best already.
Dwelling in possibility. Never mind.

Meet up with nic,yiwen and samuel today.
Went compass point and parkway parade.Had dinner,and walked around. (:


Some pictures taken on friday...




















Sometimes you just need someone. Someone to make you smile when you’re sad. Someone to tell you you’re beautiful. Someone to look forward to texting you everyday. Someone to talk to you every night. Someone to say, “I love you.” And mean it. Sometimes you just need someone.
But i dont know.Suddenly i feel blank and lost.
Worth or not worth? I know you are. But am i? It hurts to think about all these shit.

Going out later.Again. (:

But after much struggle,and much thoughts,i've decided...finally.It's been so long already.
To the one who broke my heart and almost ruin my life.I will forgive you,but I won’t forget.I hope you know you lost my respect.Thats it. (:
The one that is meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the hardest to keep, and the hardest to accept because through all that, the love will grow stronger. Love wasn’t made to be easy, otherwise we wouldn’t end up with the right person. We would end up with the first one who comes along. By struggling, we single out the wrong ones and realize who really is the one. (:





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爱上你


什么 都不要懂 只想 继续做梦
害怕 醒来以后 握不住你的手
是谁 太不成熟 没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由 解释分手

心好空 像没温度的 气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中 动也不能动

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是怀念 竟比失去 还要更难受
噢~爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落
可惜 你永远 都不会懂

什么 都不要懂 只想 继续做梦
害怕 醒来以后 握不住你的手
如果 同一秒钟 你也 想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖 就已足够

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是怀念 竟比失去 还要更难受
噢~爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落
或许 我永远 都看不透

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐 在回忆中 反复的交错
噢~爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落
可惜 你永远 都不会懂

放心 我还会 好好的过