Monday, December 31, 2012
Time flies.
It's the last day of year 2012.
It's been a tough year. Went through a lot,and also learn a lot. I thank God for everything. Without him,I am nothing.
From a working mum,I quit my job to help my family and I can also raise my own child.
I officially become a stay home mum,as what others say,yes I am a housewife.
I do house chores. I cook. I do my own laundry. I keep a close eye on my grandma who is already 90yo,but thank God she is still doing fine now. I try to be a good wife,not forgetting my duty as a wife. I try to be a good mum,I take care my own child. I try to be a good daughter and a good sister in the family. I try to be a good friend to all my close friends.
I struggle as I learn. Mikaela no longer a baby,she is a toddler now. You need to focus on your child,but on the other had you cannot neglect your husband and forget your duty as a wife. And then you think back,you take care of your small little family but how about you own family? Your grandparent,parent and siblings? You can't neglect them too.
These are the challenges. You have to juggle everything well,everything must be balanced.
But after awhile I came to realize,after you become a mum,anything impossible will become possible. You use to think that I can't do this,I can't do that. But when you are a mum,there is nothing you can't do. You will always have ways to deal with the problems you are facing. Sometimes I want to give up,I prayed,God answered my prayers. I try to be positive in everything I do. Yes,I can do it.
Mikaela, my daughter.
I am a 23yo young mummy. Mind you, I am not auntie okay. My daughter is 21 months old now. 3 more months before she turn 2. No,I hope it's not what others say...the terrible 2.
I am so happy to be able to take part in Mikaela's growing stages. From newborn till now,I've never miss anything. I also want to thank my mum, she is such a wonderful mum, looking at her, I thought to myself that I have to be a good mummy to Mikaela too. My mum taught me alot,without her, i don't think I can take care of my own child. She guide me in everything a new mum need to know.
Social life.
I have to admit,ever since I get married with mikaela now,I've neglect my friends. I can't help it,cause I am no longer that young lady living in her own carefree world. The day I decided to settle down,is the day I decided to give up my own freedom.
But i do try to keep in touch with my close friends,sometimes we meet up,sometimes we have small events. Times when we don't meet up as often,we message each other to keep in touch.
I'm glad that my close friends are all very understanding. I love them.
This Christmas,my husband bought a diamond ring for me. I was shocked,didn't expect that though I've always want a diamond ring. Not those hugeass diamond ring la,just a normal one. It was so pretty, I love it. He told me I deserve it,I am so touched.
I am always hoping that year 2013 will be a better year than 2012. But I guess not anymore. It will be a more challenging year. I don't know if I am up for the challenges I will face in year 2013, I pray that God will guide me through,I need him. I also need my family and my friends to be with me.
Here wishing everyone a Happy New Year! Blessed year ahead!
Will update soon!
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